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Tweak says, "The Truth Shall Make Ye Fere"

Brynhild Ingouf (brynhild_ingouf) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2020-05-29 15:24:00

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!open, brynhild, dan foster, edward kenway, jacob frye, johnn redel, kelan, miguel o'hara, thor, zatanna

Filtered away from Astrid and Brenna
I have an odd request: Many humans offered their blood to me last time and the response brought me to tears. Are there any nonhumans that would offer the same?

Here is why I ask: A friend brought up the idea that I do not have to outlive everyone, that my 'immortality' could go away, for the lack of better words. Another seems to think this may end my life, but brought up a loop hole when I told him of the way I know of to remove my vampirism, to stave off of human blood. And I hope my self-loathing will be enough to open a door close to the time before I killed my Master so that I might do it again.

The reason I need to feed, and can't just go without blood all together, is I will lose selfcontrol. I will be come a ravenous beast, and that is not something I ever want to be, let alone on a floating island.

For those of you that are finding out about my vampirism this way, I am sorry. I did intend to be more delicate with it but opportunity did not present itself.

I am tired of being repulsive. I'm tired of outliving everyone I love, but I am not ready for an unnatural death.

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	completelyauto 2020-05-30 05:39 am UTC (link)
	It would have the same properties, but be completely synthetic. So, no, no trace of human. I would rather not discuss that in such a public format... But, we are friends. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 06:13 am UTC (link)
	Is there anyway you could tweek it toward a specific type of person? [Johnn] It is funny that I know of the privacy feature and you do not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

completelyauto
2020-05-30 06:29 am UTC (link)

I would have to have a sample of their genetic code, but I do not see why not.

Bryn

I do. But I am wary of the encryption of it all.

As I told Blank when he asked me; the reason I have "avoided you like the plague" is that you have been here a long time, while I have only been here a couple of weeks. I did not want to intrude on your life... Especially given the circumstances of the last time I saw you.

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	brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 06:35 am UTC (link)
	Miguel and Sarah O'hara have that already, but, I wan't to get his permission to use it first. [Johnn] There's not anyone out to hack anyone else's messages that I know of, here. What were the circumstances? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	completelyauto 2020-05-30 06:46 am UTC (link)
	If they are willing to give permission, I am willing to work on it, of course. [Bryn] That is good information to know. I have not tried to, myself. You and I had decided to make our situation "official.." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 07:25 am UTC (link)
	Just how official are we talking? I had just made you head of my security team... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brynn completelyauto 2020-05-30 07:31 am UTC (link)
	We had been having relations for a 3.6 months since that point. ... I do not want to interfere with what you have here. I only want to help you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 08:04 am UTC (link)
	A lot has happened between now and then. As much as I loath to admit it, I think monogamy is beyond me at this point. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bryn/Johnn completelyauto 2020-05-30 08:33 am UTC (link)
	... When you get the permissions and samples, please have them sent to my workshop. And you have never been nor ever will be "replusive." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 09:09 am UTC (link)
	I will. You know you could introduce yourself on the network, probably learn who they are, and make friends with some fellow scientists. I repulse myself, Johnn. It doesn't have to be anybody else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn completelyauto 2020-05-31 05:10 am UTC (link)
	I will take your suggestion in to consideration. I wish you did not see yourself that way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-31 06:01 am UTC (link)
	Please do, this place is unlike any other, and likely you will find someone to be happy with, who isn't an old vampire. It is what it is, perhaps if the plan works and I'm no longer a ... what did Nero call me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bryn/Johnn completelyauto 2020-05-31 07:24 pm UTC (link)
	I will try.. I think this plan with work, I am working on the calculations as we speak. Those are things I will never repeat. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-31 08:19 pm UTC (link)
	Good. You deserve someone good. Thor has given his permission, and there are variables that could happen that you don't know about. He is not the only one that calls me these things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn completelyauto 2020-05-31 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	Alright, I will add that in to my calculations. Just come to my workshop in Wheel 2 when you are ready. This should not take more than a couple of days. I know.. If any one else does so in the future, please refer them to me. They will be given a whole new meaning to the term "heavy metal." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-31 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	That won't be hard, I have a club on the second wheel. You know I can fight my own battles, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn completelyauto 2020-05-31 11:29 pm UTC (link)
	I know, I could feel your Bracelet. Of course I know that. Until a few weeks ago, I was head of security at your bar, remember? Old habits die hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-01 03:04 am UTC (link)
	Is that why your shop is there? Instead of with the other science people by the university? I remember very well, I borrowed some of your security advances for here when a door opened. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn completelyauto 2020-06-01 03:54 am UTC (link)
	No, it is not. I prefer my privacy. This shop had an adequate power supply for my needs. I will move it if it makes you feel uncomfortable. That was not my intention. "Borrowed?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-01 04:58 am UTC (link)
	People aren't going to randomly poke around in your stuff. Have you figured out how to lock the doors yet? No it doesn't I just want you comfortable. Yes, I took one of the touch pads out of the door to my apartment in the club. The one that has the needles. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn completelyauto 2020-06-01 05:07 am UTC (link)
	Ha ha ha. I have, yes. What lurks behind those locked doors would be very unpleasant for the intruder. Thank you.. Honestly, when I first arrived, I did not know you were here. Scarlet told me. There was a door to our world? Did Nero poke his head in? You know how he enjoys dimension hopping. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-01 06:09 am UTC (link)
	No one but you can get in those doors. There is a list of everyone here in your phone. No. I had better not see his face if there is another. Saying that I am not his biggest fan is probably undercutting it by a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bryn/Johnn completelyauto 2020-06-01 08:37 am UTC (link)
	There are exceptions. Blank came up first when I first accessed the Network. Then Scarlet through him. Then Scarlet brought you up. I had already set up shop by then. I know, it pained me that you two never got along. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Johnn brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-01 09:14 am UTC (link)
	Oh? Who are the exceptions that you don't want in? You can trust most of the people here. Not just Blank. Not just Scarlet. Well, since what transpired with Scarlet, my feelings towards him are far worse than they were. He very nearly cost my charge his wife. Blank may forgive him, but I do not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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completelyauto
2020-06-01 09:32 am UTC (link)

Not exception to who I do not want, but who I do want through.

I agree. I will be reaching out more as I move forward.

Blank told me everything. If he were there that would not have happened, you know that. I regret not bring there myself. But, it is what they wanted and they knew the risks, Nero never would have made it happen if they did not.

Scarlet is safe and sound, and now we have Reeve.