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winchester, sam. (ex_demonbloo908) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-02-18 23:53:00

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I've decided that I no longer want my soul.

It would probably rip me apart at this point and I'm not really seeing why anyone would want to end up a drooling, slobbering, useless mess for the rest of their days, so I'm gonna take a pass on the whole messy resolution to my situation.

I understand that may be a conflict of interest for some of you. If any of you insist on trying to find me in an attempt to force that thing down my throat, then do so at your own risk.

If this doesn't bother you or if you really don't care, then have a nice life as I won't be hanging around Lawrence anymore. Or not. I actually don't care either way.

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	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-19 08:37 pm UTC (link)
	No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-19 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	You wanted help. What changed? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-20 07:28 am UTC (link)
	I realized what a broken soul would do to me. I don't want to die. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-20 07:30 am UTC (link)
	Do you have knowledge of that? Proof it will be as bad as you're saying? No one here would force something on you that would hurt you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-20 07:36 am UTC (link)
	Only speculation paired with common sense. That's all I really need. Listen to yourself. They're already trying to do just that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-20 07:52 am UTC (link)
	Speculation and common sense do not go hand in hand, Sam. Ignore everyone and their babble. This is about your family. Not the masses. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-21 06:46 am UTC (link)
	They do when you're smart enough to root out the nonsense. My own wife. Pardon. Former wife. She's teamed up with the king of Hell to hunt me down and shove that thing inside of me against my will. My family is a threat. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-21 07:38 am UTC (link)
	They're worried about you. They're not a threat. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-21 07:41 am UTC (link)
	I find hellhounds very threatening. I've seen what they're capable of. I won't have them rip me to pieces. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-21 08:45 am UTC (link)
	So have I. They're not sending them to rip you to pieces. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-21 08:51 am UTC (link)
	Dogs don't always follow orders. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-21 09:02 am UTC (link)
	Come back and let us help you, then. What are you basing your theories about your soul on? Speculation from what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908
2014-02-21 09:17 am UTC (link)

Not until I know that I'm safe.

Previous discussions. Basic comprehension of how souls who have been through Hell fare after immeasurable years of torture.

Do you know what demons are? Souls. Souls of humans who were sent to Hell. They have been twisted and mangled so horribly that they can't help but be monsters by the time they resurface.

Do you think that Lucifer would even grant my soul that privilege?

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	robinofthehood 2014-02-21 09:25 am UTC (link)
	Have you considered that with all the people here, there would be someone who might be able to find a way to make this work? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-21 10:21 am UTC (link)
	Yes. But until one of them do, I'm going to stay away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-21 10:22 am UTC (link)
	How will you know if you stay away? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-21 10:39 am UTC (link)
	You all know how to contact me. If it comes up? I'll know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-21 10:44 am UTC (link)
	If you're so confident you can run, why wouldn't you do it in person? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-21 11:00 am UTC (link)
	Why give anyone the opportunity to manipulate me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-21 11:07 am UTC (link)
	What's made you so mistrusting? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-22 08:20 am UTC (link)
	My soul. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-22 08:32 am UTC (link)
	Knowing it would not hurt you, would you want it back? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-22 08:36 am UTC (link)
	If I could be entirely certain, then it would be the logical step to take. So yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	robinofthehood 2014-02-22 09:00 am UTC (link)
	What would it take to trust that people here want to help in that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2014-02-23 09:16 am UTC (link)
	I need proof that it won't kill me. Solid proof. It has to be 100%. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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