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Hal Yorke was involved tagentially (needstheroutine) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-01-05 22:51:00

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alex millar, hal yorke, john mitchell, katherine pierce, lauren drake, lydia bennet

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I suppose since none of you are ripping my heart out that its real.. That I'm here.

Which means I have some apologies to make.

[Alex]

Alex. I...

Where do I begin but with how very sorry I am for everything I did. It got too much, it got too hard, and once again I didn't ask for help. In hell I saw things, I saw how bad it got at home, the things I did.

I'm sorry.

[Mitchell]

You truly are stronger and braver than I am ever capable of being. Your control I...

You should be proud

[Lydia]

I don't know why you chose to save me but I will always be grateful that you did.

Thank you. You're the best friend a man could have.

[Lauren]

I don't know what to say.

I 'm sorry. For everything. But you should know, in spite of how he...how he used you. You're strong. You have the potential for great things. You just need control, but I am far from the man to teach you.

[Katherine]

I am sorry. I don't know quite how to say it but there it is. I used you, in weakness, I twisted things because it was easier, God, it was cruel. And it wasn't him, not always. I'm sorry.

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	Hal enjoytheadorbs 2014-01-05 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	Because you would have done the same for me. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Lydia needstheroutine 2014-01-05 11:11 pm UTC (link)
	Without question. But how could you be sure it would be me that you would get back (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal enjoytheadorbs 2014-01-05 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	I couldn't. But you were still in there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lydia needstheroutine 2014-01-05 11:15 pm UTC (link)
	It happened slowly down there. Small changes, little things. And I was me again, things changed (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal enjoytheadorbs 2014-01-05 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	Alex and I had a theory. About the way time changes. We weren't sure. But I figured it we got Harry out instead, we'd just take turns punching him. It would be fun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lydia needstheroutine 2014-01-06 12:28 am UTC (link)
	I don't understand why none of you staked me when...when it was his turn (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal enjoytheadorbs 2014-01-06 12:36 am UTC (link)
	Everyone here gets a chance. Thought about it, though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Hal stucklikethis 2014-01-05 11:10 pm UTC (link)
	Are you you again? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Alex needstheroutine 2014-01-05 11:12 pm UTC (link)
	I am. I'm me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal stucklikethis 2014-01-05 11:15 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. Good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex needstheroutine 2014-01-05 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	You'll need time. I know that. This is not the first time he's caused me this (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal stucklikethis 2014-01-05 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	You lied to me. Betrayed me. I don't know if things can ever go back to how they were before. I'm glad you're back. And I'm sorry you went through what you did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex needstheroutine 2014-01-06 12:27 am UTC (link)
	I did. I know I did. And if I've destroyed any chance with you then I will accept it. I just needed you to know I'm sorry. I'm weak, I've always been weak. I..I should have asked you. I'm not. I deserved to see it, live it. I've never truly paid for his crimes Alex. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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Hal | Katherine

believesownlies
2014-01-05 11:33 pm UTC (link)

It is real, for the record. I don't know what you went through in there, but...well, I'm glad you're you again. I didn't much like the other side.

And I don't really know what to say except...don't worry about it. You were pushed, like everyone was pushed, you just happened to be one of the targets Lucifer had an easier time tipping over that edge. And I'm not making excuses for you because I know it wasn't all him and it was twisted and cruel, but honestly, I've done my share of manipulation, Hal. We'll call it Karma and move on.

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	Hal \| Katherine needstheroutine 2014-01-06 12:31 am UTC (link)
	A lot. Out of respect to the others I won't discuss exactly what. But a lot. I used you. That's what's so twisted. I used you because I knew you cared enough to help, because I knew I could (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal \| Katherine believesownlies 2014-01-06 04:47 pm UTC (link)
	Fair enough. I know, but honestly, I'm just as much at fault for all of this as you. I could have refused. I could've gone to someone, said something. Alex, Elijah...they would've helped me, helped you, and none of this would've happened. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal \| Katherine needstheroutine 2014-01-06 04:54 pm UTC (link)
	It would have, eventually I mean. And he'd have done worse. You sort of facinate him (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal \| Katherine believesownlies 2014-01-06 09:41 pm UTC (link)
	So, bad that he managed, Hell you endured... at least his time is over for awhile now? It's not a huge one, but a bright side is a bright side nonetheless? He said as much. He...would have been someone I'd have taken a particular interest in at one point in time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal \| Katherine needstheroutine 2014-01-06 10:04 pm UTC (link)
	So it seems, unless something goes awfully wrong. And you would have been someone I did, at one point in time. Its why it was so easy when I craved the blood. He craved you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Hal \| Lauren whoareyousaving 2014-01-05 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	I don't either. I don't think I understand the difference. You and him... I can't look at you and not see my trust being stripped away again. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Hal \| Lauren needstheroutine 2014-01-06 12:30 am UTC (link)
	I don't know how to explain it. It goes in cycles, good to bad to...he's a monster, the truest kind there is. And I don't know how he's part of me, what sin I committed in life to warrant it. It doesn't happen, to vampires, its not a part of the condition. Its simply me. But I understand. He was immeasurably cruel to you. He made you trust him (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal \| Lauren whoareyousaving 2014-01-06 04:05 pm UTC (link)
	So it's nothing I have to look forward to in a century or two? Were you cursed or something? Yeah, ~~you~~ he did. So what happens now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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needstheroutine
2014-01-06 04:08 pm UTC (link)

Not that I'm aware of but I had a lot of enemies, its possible. I was turned after a battle. A field surgon did it.

Now, I expect I shall have to earn your trust again. As me. Because I have no intentions on abandoning you. I'm no teacher, for that you should learn from others but I want to be your friend. Because I owe you that.

I owe you truth, honesty. A chance to see that you can make something of yourself. You can be a history maker but for the right reasons.

Of course I would understand if you'd rather I stay away

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	Hal \| Lauren whoareyousaving 2014-01-06 09:55 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. I keep hearing all about how different you are from the you I came to know and it's all so...conflicting with everything. And honestly, if it's true, if it's real, I think I'd like the chance to start over, but you can understand why I'm hesitant to the idea. I'll think about it. That's all I can say on it for now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Hal | Lauren

needstheroutine
2014-01-06 10:06 pm UTC (link)

I understand entirely. But I want you to know that not all of what he told you is false. You can be strong, you can be your own woman but you do it free of the blood, do you understand me? You ask Mitchell to help you. You tell him I had you under a thrall if you must. I'll tell him the same.

I mean there were points I think where I practically did.

Just think about it.

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