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Hal Yorke was involved tagentially (needstheroutine) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-01-05 22:51:00

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alex millar, hal yorke, john mitchell, katherine pierce, lauren drake, lydia bennet

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I suppose since none of you are ripping my heart out that its real.. That I'm here.

Which means I have some apologies to make.

[Alex]

Alex. I...

Where do I begin but with how very sorry I am for everything I did. It got too much, it got too hard, and once again I didn't ask for help. In hell I saw things, I saw how bad it got at home, the things I did.

I'm sorry.

[Mitchell]

You truly are stronger and braver than I am ever capable of being. Your control I...

You should be proud

[Lydia]

I don't know why you chose to save me but I will always be grateful that you did.

Thank you. You're the best friend a man could have.

[Lauren]

I don't know what to say.

I 'm sorry. For everything. But you should know, in spite of how he...how he used you. You're strong. You have the potential for great things. You just need control, but I am far from the man to teach you.

[Katherine]

I am sorry. I don't know quite how to say it but there it is. I used you, in weakness, I twisted things because it was easier, God, it was cruel. And it wasn't him, not always. I'm sorry.

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	Hal stucklikethis 2014-01-06 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	That's because you're not a girl and you're not Scottish. Because it was simple for her. She died, and her door was just there. She gave me the message she needed to and that was her done and she moved on. Yeah, I know about his wife and what you did to her. That was why he killed me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex needstheroutine 2014-01-06 11:52 pm UTC (link)
	Do you want to move on? Is that what this is. You don't want to be here, with me. He told you it all, I did not know that he talked about our shared past. But then I suppose he did it in the same way that I killed her. He...killed I don't even know what to take the blame for any longer (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal stucklikethis 2014-01-06 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. I thought for a while that I did. Now I don't know. Plus I watched it. The show. Take the blame for the things you did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex needstheroutine 2014-01-07 12:09 am UTC (link)
	Let me help you find out? Just talking, we can talk, can't we? Ah. Which things? Which me? Do you truly believe we're different people? I don't even know how that's possible (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal stucklikethis 2014-01-07 12:19 am UTC (link)
	I guess we can talk. No, I know you're not just different people. Two personalities, yeah, but that doesn't mean everything Harry did is suddenly gone because it's you in control again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex needstheroutine 2014-01-07 12:26 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. So you see, why its difficult. To separate it, I can stay off the blood, I can try to be a good man but I will always pay for his crimes. I will always wake up in his world surrounded by destruction and lies and misery. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal stucklikethis 2014-01-07 12:41 am UTC (link)
	I guess that means we should meet. So what? You give up now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex needstheroutine 2014-01-07 01:01 am UTC (link)
	If you'd like. You know where I'll be. No. No I won't. I never will. I'll rebuild. I'll stay clean. I'll fight with everything I have. And I may even find happiness for a time. Until he tears it from me once again (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hal stucklikethis 2014-01-07 10:39 am UTC (link)
	Okay. I'll be there at some point. Good. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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