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Tweak says, "Someday love will be enough"

eddie kaspbrak 🎈 (spageds) wrote in valloic,
@ 2020-03-18 15:18:00

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So I'm researching demons and could use some help. ~~This totally doesn't sound suspicious at all!!!~~ If you have a history with them and you're willing to talk about it, let me know? I already covered a few things with Ginger Spice Corey Hart (thanks again). I just need, like, information specific to different worlds, you know? Gotta cover my bases and shit.

Otherwise, I think Matthew has the right idea about sharing cute stuff, so here's Fluffykins posing:

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spageds
2020-03-18 08:52 pm UTC (link)

If all those people could beat the shit haunted old dude threw at us without their powers, I'm pretty sure you guys could kick anyone's ass trying to hurt people here. For the record.

GLADIO:

Demon infections. Possibly possessions, I don't know. Did you guys have those back home?

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	EDDIE. cupnoods 2020-03-18 08:57 pm UTC (link)
	Sort of? The scourge took over people, turned them into the daemons. Possession in a way I suppose. At least that's what it was like there, it seems to be an abnormality compared to what I've seen other people talk about and what you all went through in Derry. What's going on, Eddie? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	GLADIO. spageds 2020-03-18 09:01 pm UTC (link)
	Except we didn't go through what you did. The only people I know who got close enough to the clown and survived were caught in its Deadlights, which messed with their heads. If it actually attacked people, they died pretty quickly after. Except, um. Me. So uh. I'm researching. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	EDDIE. cupnoods 2020-03-18 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	Attacked you how? Are you hurt still? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	GLADIO. spageds 2020-03-18 09:17 pm UTC (link)
	~~Define hurt~~ It's just a bite. I've been keeping it clean! And I saw a couple doctors and healers and stuff. Now I'm doing more reading into the supernatural end of it, because I don't know shit. It's fine. I got a handle on it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	EDDIE. cupnoods 2020-03-18 09:26 pm UTC (link)
	~~And you didn't - fuck, Eddie - I could have, would have helped -~~ Keeping it clean because it hasn't gone away yet? Eddie that means it's been months since you got it. [...] Have you talked to Lunafreya? Back home she would cure people of the scourge, keep it from taking them over. Maybe she could do something with this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	GLADIO. spageds 2020-03-18 09:41 pm UTC (link)
	I know it's been months, and I know that's bad. But I could manage it. And I thought maybe it would just go away eventually and I wouldn't be fucking infected with something. That means my mom was right. This whole time. God. Yeah, I did. But even if she could help, I'm not transferring this shit to someone else. There has to be another way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	EDDIE. cupnoods 2020-03-18 09:47 pm UTC (link)
	You getting bit by some asshole killer clown does not make your mom right. No one's going to think that. Does it feel different? Like different than just a regular old cut or bite? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	GLADIO. spageds 2020-03-18 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	I'm thinking that, Gladio. But it means a lot that you aren't. I mean, it hurts more, but I think that's a given. And I may or may not be hearing things now? I don't know. It's hard to tell. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	EDDIE. cupnoods 2020-03-18 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	Try to be a little kinder to yourself then? Which, I know, easier said than done. We'll figure this out, Eddie. You've got lots of people here who care about you and will want to help out. What kind of things are you hearing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	GLADIO. spageds 2020-03-18 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	Working on it. 💙 Yeah, I know. I'm just trying to approach this with as much information as possible. I don't want to immediately start having people try shit, you know? God fucking forbid it starts some sick clown magic and my friends get hurt. I'd never forgive myself. [...] Kids. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

EDDIE.

cupnoods
2020-03-18 10:57 pm UTC (link)

Well, if it helps, I happen to think you're pretty awesome?

I get that. It's a smart approach. Not just for them but for you, if this bite thing is manageable right now, isn't getting worse, then take the time to figure out a plan.
Do you mind if I share this with Ignis and Noctis? I won't if you don't want me to, but they might have a few ideas I wouldn't think of.

~~Of fucking course - if that fucking clown ever shows up -~~
Guess it was too much to hope for something not super poignant and creepy.
They saying anything you can make out?

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	GLADIO. spageds 2020-03-18 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	Awwww. Yeah, that helps. [...] Woah, you're not mad? And you're agreeing with how I'm handling this? ~~What's happening~~ ~~Are you okay~~ Go ahead. I'm open to suggestions. You're not kidding. I honestly haven't tried listening too hard because it freaked me out so bad the other day. I mostly just heard, like, giggling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

EDDIE.

cupnoods
2020-03-19 02:37 am UTC (link)

I'm not mad, Eddie. I wish you had said something sooner, if only so we could have figured out how to make this better for you quicker. But I'm not mad.
It's a good plan. As much as I'm worried about this, rushing into something when we're talking about magic from other worlds and not knowing what that might do, probably isn't the smartest idea. Just - let someone know if things change?

I'm sorry, Eddie. I know that's gotta be pretty unsettling. Can you drown it out at all? Blast some music on headphones or something?

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	GLADIO. spageds 2020-03-19 01:29 pm UTC (link)
	It was my choice not to say anything. You shouldn't feel bad about that, Gladio. You wanna see it for yourself? It's just on my arm, and it hasn't gotten any bigger. Maybe that'll make you feel better about the whole thing. I know Stan keeps wanting to monitor it. I'm alright. Been through worse. And it comes and goes? So not, like, a constant thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	EDDIE. cupnoods 2020-03-19 04:08 pm UTC (link)
	It's more just worried, Eddie. Which, I'm always going to worry about you. Doesn't matter how smart and capable you are, or how much I know you can handle shit. If you're okay with showing it, yeah. ~~Been through worse isn't exactly comforting -~~ We'll get it sorted. Hopefully you won't have to deal with it for much longer. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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