Fisher Majors (hearitbleed) wrote in tiberiusswann, @ 2010-09-12 19:29:00 |
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Entry tags: | fisher, rez |
Monday August 4th 2008
Who: Fisher and Rez
What: Making amends (hopefully) before Fisher leaves
Where: outside Elle's apartment
When: Monday early evening
Rating: R
It was a simple little operation that required a heavy duty extension cord and stolen equipment. Thankfully Godric Witt lived off campus, he would have murdered Fisher for taking his amp out into the grass like this. With his guitar on his back, Fisher plugged his amp into the outlet on the side of the building, hooked up the mic and his beautiful 1966 Gibson SG Les Paul (smokey grey and black around the edge). He wished he'd grabbed a bottle of jack or something while he'd been getting the extention cord, or maybe a bottle of cherry Coke, anything to make him feel less terrified right now. But it needed to happen. He'd fucked up, badly, and he had to do something to fix it. Something big.
Switching on the amp, turning the volume up as loud as it would go, he tapped on the mic to make sure it was working, a dull thud echoing back to him. It was working. Which meant that he had to do this. With a deep, shuddering breath, Fisher steeled himself. "Jonathan Reznick," he said clearly, cringing at how loudly his voice boomed through the air. Rez would hear him if he was inside, and Fisher was pretty certain he was. "I'm an asshole, and I'm an idiot, and I'm sorry. And now everyone in Staff Building A knows it too. You've always been great to me, and I've always been shit to you. You deserve better than me. But you're my best friend, Jonny! You're the best friend I've ever had, and so I'm gonna... oh, Jesus Christ I can't believe I'm gonna do this... I'm gonna embarass the shit outta myself because you're worth it. Because I've got nothing else to give you." Swallowing, groaning slightly, he strummed the strings of his guitar, cursing himself for his own stupidity as he started to play, soft voice carrying over the evening sky.
"You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you fell so small
But I see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow..."