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Keith (finds) wrote in miraclecountry,
@ 2018-12-14 15:41:00

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! general, ; de-age event, akiho shinomoto, cisco ramon, harrison 'harry' wells, keith (voltron), maxine 'max' caulfield, sakura kinomoto, takashi 'shiro' shirogane

open 🌸 early evening, everywhere
[With temperatures slowly dropping and days turning into night at earlier and earlier hours, it's probably not a surprise when more signs of winter start to manifest in the coming days, not quite fully there but close. Traces of ice that aren't quite snow, chilly winds, and overcast days. Definitely a shift from the sunny opportunities of magical dates and the like.

With all that, of course, there's the need for those warmer clothes to keep the cold at bay, and likewise an increase chance of finding them among the shops and bazaar. Thicker, warmer coats to put on, mittens and hats, supplies to help with the ice, or maybe you're just looking to restock on hot-cocoa for home. Today certainly seems like one of those days for it.

It's not so bad that braving the outside is out of the question, either, of course - if you like this sort of weather, it might even make for a nice walk, with the right attire and maybe a hand to hold to keep warm. For those that might prefer staying in, huddling up instead... it's a perfect excuse too.]

[ooc: general open log + replaying the de-age event with Keith in the comments. Find him below or feel free to use this log for other shenanigans. ♥]

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yieldsfocus
2018-12-17 09:12 pm UTC (link)

[His reaction does little to curb the heartbreak he feels, watching him like this-- but, well. He knows Keith has a long road ahead of him. It isn't as if Keith doesn't still react like this, too, sometimes. But even so, he keeps his touch light where he holds him, not breaking his eyes away from him as he nods in response to the sound of his name. He knows it's a lot. But it's important that he says it, after sitting on it for so long-- after assuming that Keith knew because he expressed it in actions rather than words. But he knows better now how important the words are, too.]

Keith. You're my best friend. Never forget that.

[...]

I love you.

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needspatience
2018-12-17 10:23 pm UTC (link)

[In so many ways, Shiro's actions saved him just as much as his words ever did, every step and effort that he made for Keith never once gone unnoticed, held dear to him. He did know, but at the same time... he let the unspoken go just as much too, didn't know how to want for more. How to consider himself worth more, too, for so long.

Yet, I love you. All he can think is he can't even remember the the last time he heard those words said to him in such an earnest way, even his father's voice a far away memory, and from Shiro now it... he stops, stares at him, at a loss, floored.]

I --

I'm-

[Him too. He wants to say it, but that also threatens to unearth the other rush of feelings those words ignite words so completely that - he can't manage it either way, something like frustration flickering across his face.]

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	yieldsfocus 2018-12-17 10:29 pm UTC (link)
	It's okay. [He sees that frustration, and even beyond that, he wants to reassure, his hand resting at his back and curling into him, hugging him.] I know you do, too. [You don't have to say it if it's too much.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needspatience 2018-12-17 11:25 pm UTC (link)
	[It makes Keith shift, a little hasty and sudden but all the same moving on him and wrapping both his arms around Shiro's shoulders, burying his face this time again as he nods and hugs him fiercely. He does. So so much.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yieldsfocus 2018-12-18 12:34 am UTC (link)
	[He hugs him tight, holding him down close against him and pressing his face into his hair. It's okay, he knows, it's okay, he's got you...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

needspatience
2018-12-18 01:35 am UTC (link)

Shiro...

[He clings, doesn't let go for anything now.]

I -- [It feels kind of pathetic, getting this worked up, and everything he can't fully manage in turn, but he's happy too, undeniably. There's something of a mix of that feeling and his fondness, his love, for Shiro all in the quiet tone of his voice when he can push words again.]

I'm really glad we're best friends.

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yieldsfocus
2018-12-18 01:40 am UTC (link)

[He smiles and nods, not lessening his hold on him for a single moment.]

Me too, Keith.

[He runs his hand down his back and back up into his hair, curling his fingers. Cradling him close. Trying to pour all that love, all that pride, all that admiration he feels into the gesture, keeping him close.]

Me too. Always.

[He knows Keith's feelings. He can hear it now, in a way he couldn't back then-- that he can recognize now with the experience and hindsight. It pains him a little, to think he could have missed it when he was younger-- knew Keith cared, but never could fathom to what extent, or what hearing such words would mean to him, in any context.]

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needspatience
2018-12-18 02:03 am UTC (link)

Yeah. [Nods a couple of times, tentative but honest, sounding a little watery still.] Yeah, always.

[He closes his eyes, lets himself feel everything Shiro seems to be trying to express to him, understanding the effort of it, even though he couldn't begin to fathom the full extent of where those feelings run now. The shaky exhale that leaves him this time is less on edge, but somehow no less overcome anyway, from those very feelings, from the gentleness of his gestures. Like this, he feels utterly surrounded in it, and it's so much.]

I - won't forget.

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	yieldsfocus 2018-12-18 02:05 am UTC (link)
	[He runs his fingers through his hair, slow and gentle, wanting to be soothing, wanting to reassure him without completely overwhelming him, wanting to keep holding him and not let him go.] Good. [...] I'll make sure you don't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needspatience 2018-12-18 02:17 am UTC (link)
	Okay. I know. [No surprise you'd be the one to remind him, if he loses sight. Slowly, he starts to relax more, resting on him like that, comforted as much as it might overwhelm, it's - not a bad feeling in this case. He says his name softly, just for the sake of it, maybe not quite aware when he does it.] Shiro. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yieldsfocus 2018-12-18 02:21 am UTC (link)
	[He breathes out a little when he feels him relax, grateful for it. His response to his name is just to hum a little, quiet, nuzzling into his hair and holding him close.] Keith. [He's here. he's got you. he loves you.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

needspatience
2018-12-18 03:08 am UTC (link)

[Oh. He feels his heart flop around in his chest, stupidly, even though he doesn't tense or think about moving away for a moment - even his arms around his shoulders continue to stay wrapped around him, clinging less but draped on his shoulders still. Anyway... it's fine. At least for a few long moments where they stay like that, it feels like it could be fine like this forever. The thought quickly starts to feel greedy when he lingers on it.]

Hey... Can I ask you something?

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	yieldsfocus 2018-12-18 03:15 am UTC (link)
	[Hums again, softly, and tilts his head a bit to look at him, tugging playfully on his hair at the nape of his neck.] What is it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

needspatience
2018-12-18 06:06 am UTC (link)

[Looks up when he can tell Shiro's tilting his head, almost instinctively following suit, a tiny wrinkle in his nose at the tug. To his credit, he asks more as curious of the logistics than existential distress.]

D'you think it'll be okay that I'm here? I mean, I don't know how this future stuff all works, but... [And if his older self is around too, or your mysterious ~friend~ or whatever else. His shoulders shrug a little.] Might be weird.

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yieldsfocus
2018-12-18 06:09 am UTC (link)

Hmmm... [He considers the question carefully, tilting his head. He keeps playing with Keith's hair, more absently than anything else, just wanting to casually touch him nbd.]

I think it'll be okay. Future stuff is... weird. But this place kind of exists outside its own time, so it won't affect anything. [...] If it's weird, we'll just be weird together. It's just you and me for now, if that's alright.

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	needspatience 2018-12-18 07:04 am UTC (link)
	Oh. [Oh-- He's nodding, after a beat, accepting that answer with a trace of visible relief despite himself. Just them? THAT'S COOL... nbd indeed.] Okay. Yeah, it - that's alright. [... A tiny smile tugs at the corner of his lips. Heh.] Guess we're weird. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yieldsfocus 2018-12-18 07:06 am UTC (link)
	[Smiles back. BABY...] Guess we are. [♥] Being normal is overrated, anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needspatience 2018-12-18 07:12 am UTC (link)
	[Snorts, though it turns into a dumb giggle.] That's just what a weirdo'd say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yieldsfocus 2018-12-18 07:13 am UTC (link)
	[............... N- no, don't giggle. He can't handle it.] Maybe. You think I'm weirder than you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needspatience 2018-12-18 07:16 am UTC (link)
	[It's too late for u. He's laughing still, a cheeky lil grin on his face.] I know you are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yieldsfocus 2018-12-18 07:18 am UTC (link)
	[Now he's laughing.] You brat. [Tugs pointedly on his hair.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needspatience 2018-12-18 07:27 am UTC (link)
	[Wrinkles his nose again more that time, shaking his hair around a bit. Not that he's saying to stop either.] Am not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yieldsfocus 2018-12-18 07:29 am UTC (link)
	[Curls his fingers up in his hair and gathers it up on top of his head into something similar to that ridiculous ponytail.] Are too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	needspatience 2018-12-18 07:32 am UTC (link)
	[GIVING HIM A LOOK but also trying not to laugh tbh.] What the heck - [sdfj;sdj] Hey. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yieldsfocus 2018-12-18 07:32 am UTC (link)
	Hey yourself. [!!!1 hehe.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)