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Update I'm home! HOME HOME HOME!! But I'm on bed rest. Which means I pretty much can't do anything all day long other than go to the bathroom. And eat. But since I have no IVs anymore, I can tag just fine up until this baby comes - which will either be in a week and a half, or if I start bleeding again. Whichever comes first. So yay tags! And memes! And all that fun stuff!</i>

Hi everyone,

So for those not on plurk, I just want to let you know, I'm currently in the hospital. I'm healthy, baby is healthy... but I did bleed on Wednesday night. That's stopped for now, but I'm on hospital bedrest until baby is born - which will likely be a c-section on Tuesday. Once baby is born, I'll be on a definite hiatus (but I'm holding off making the post because I don't know for sure when it'll be.) Until then, I'm slow up until the IV is moved to a better spot. Typing is a little difficult at the moment.

Again, I'm healthy and baby is healthy. I'm just really bored now.

Al

So, I'm going through a bit of a crisis of confidence at the moment. I'm suffering really badly from hayfever which is making my head really thick and dopey, and on top of that, what's left of my brain is crammed to bursting trying to learn songs/routines/dances for the various shows I've got coming up. All of which has led to me being horribly, painfully slow at tagging, which I'm sure anyone who's (trying to) tag with me is aware of. I *want* to tag, and I keep looking at my tags, but nothing's coming into my head – or out through my fingers. :-(

And all that has led to me being scared to start any new threads in case I let people down. I don't want to be that person who's always starting things and never seeing them through. Of course, the excitement of starting something new might just be what I need to finally get me going again, but at this point, I don't quite have the courage to try it.

So, much as I hate it, I think I'm going to have to admit defeat and take hiatus until after my main show on 3 & 4 July, and possibly until after the second, more minor, show on the 12th. I may still get a tag or two up at some point – I will keep on trying! – but if I don't… Please, please continue to have fun joking about Jack's swimsuit – yes, he is out there saving lives in his bright blue Speedos! – and feel free to mention seeing him/talking to him/complaining about his clinginess if you're Ianto etc. etc. He *would* be highly visible in a situation like this, and I really wish I was feeling up to playing it all out, but since I'm not, please do feel free to have fun with my character in my absence. :-)

Anna xxx