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Helena Wells-Quinzel is H.G. Wells ([info]indelibleink) wrote in [info]makebelievelog,
@ 2012-10-01 23:52:00

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Entry tags:h.g. wells, myka bering

Who: Myka and Helena
What: A shared dream that involves an alternate version of the Warehouse exploding. Helena is the Dreamer.
When: Late Monday night/early Tuesday morning
Where: Physically they're in Myka's room. In the dream, they're in Warehouse 13 with Sykes' bomb.
Warning: Possibly some language, explosion, death in the dream. Also sexual content post-waking up.
Status: Closed/Incomplete



This wasn't supposed to be happening. Sykes was dead and gone, the threat to the Warehouse was supposed to be gone. And now Myka and Helena were stuck in the Warehouse. Pete and Artie had made it through the portal and closed it on Sykes, but the alert hadn't dropped. Back-tracking, Helena went back to the wheelchair Sykes had left behind. Clearly there was still something in it that posed a threat to the Warehouse. Inspecting the device, Helena pulled up the seat cushion and that's when she found the bomb. Her face blanched of color as she recognized the writing on the piece of masonry.

"This is from the House of Commons in London," she said, casting a worried look to Myka. This really didn't bode well for them. So they basically had ten minutes to disable this. Quickly, Helena inspected the box containing this artifact. "We need to neutralize this." She glanced around, looking for one of the barrels. A sense of dread was forming itself in her stomach, but she was trying to not let it control her. She needed to remain logical. Her and Myka could find a way out of this. Not to mention they were in a place where miracles happened. If worse came to worse, there had to be an artifact in here they could use. Something that could get them both out of this and to safety. Grabbing the bomb, Helena moved down the aisle they were currently in, her eyes glancing over the shelves to see if anything there could potentially help the situation. She cursed under her breath as she didn't see anything that could aid them in this.


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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-06 04:40 am UTC (link)
As the flames incased her body instantly disintegrating her into ashes she shot up in bed screaming. There was not a piece of her body that wasn't in excruciating pain. She could feel the flames as if they had actually engulfed her body. Her right foot echoing the pain of having been broken and then scorched. It was all too much. Throwing back the covers on the bed she began pulling at the shirt she was wearing to bed. She had to get the clothes off of her body as it was almost as if they were absorbing the heat from her nightmare. As she pulled her shirt off Myka couldn't stop her body from shaking and the sobs to start. It had been so real. The bomb, finding a way to save themselves, her falling and then knowing the end was near.

She remembered just before the timer went off Helena saying that she loved her. The fact that Helena having gotten to safety not registering as she had bowed her head bracing for the blast. The blast had been more excruciating than she could have imagined. With her body bare save for her underwear she rocked back and forth. Why, why did she have to dream such a vivid dream. As if that day didn't haunt her everyday she had to have an almost lifelike remembrance only this time she had died and Helena had gotten to safety. Sleep was going to be hard to come by for a long time. It had taken Helena's soothing voice to lull her to sleep in the first place. Especially after watching what happened in their future. Myka continued to rock back and forth saying, "No, no, no" over and over.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-06 05:01 am UTC (link)
Helena hadn't known where she was going to appear, but the compass had landed her outside of the Warehouse, on the safe side of the barrier. Only moments after she was teleported to safety, Helena was knocked to the ground by the shockwave from the bomb detonating within the Warehouse. She sat up and watched as the Warehouse was engulfed in flames, tears falling freer down her cheeks. Myka was dead, the Warehouse going down in flames right in front of her eyes. All she could do was sit there, the compass still clenched in her hand, staring at the destruction being wrought in front of her eyes.

"Myka," she whispered as she felt her heart breaking within her chest. Yet she also felt a determination fill her. This would not stand. She would find a way to turn back time and save her, save the Warehouse. And Sykes would pay dearly for this. Helena felt a vengeance grip her that she hadn't felt since Christina had been stolen from her. And now Sykes had ripped Myka away from her. She would reset time, and she would make him feel the pain that she was currently feeling. He would not get away with this.

Though she heard something, but she wasn't completely sure what she was hearing. However, the dream faded away as the sleeping Helena felt herself waking up. What was that sound? Cracking her eyes open, Helena was slightly disoriented at first, partially confused and partially wrought by the emotions she'd felt just prior to waking up. But then the sounds of crying and hearing Myka's voice cut through the haze. She rolled over and saw Myka sitting there mostly naked, crying and rocking back and forth. Frowning deeply and suddenly instantly awake, Helena sat up, shifting closer to Myka, deep concern evident on her face. "Myka? What's wrong?"

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-06 06:46 am UTC (link)
When Helena's voice broke through her ramblings she turned to face the Victorian woman an emptiness in her eyes. Her body never ceased its shaking and tears continued to fall down her face. The dream still felt as if she had actually been through it. Her body still feeling the residual affects of the blast engulfing her body. As she continued to rock back and forth looking at Helena she remembered the look on the Helena of her dream's face. She had looked defeated when she realized that she would be going alone.

Myka could see the concern in Helena's face even through her rocking and emotional haze. The more she looked at her the more she needed to feel that she was in fact alive. All of a sudden she threw herself across the remaining distance into Helena's body. She needed to touch her to insure that what happened in her dream had been just that a dream. In her haste to be in the safe confines of Helena's arms she had forgotten that she was mostly naked.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-06 07:10 am UTC (link)
Looking into Myka's eyes when she looked at her, Helena's heart clenched in her chest. It was more than obvious that Myka had had a nightmare. Perhaps she'd dreamt about something relating to the episode of their show they'd watched with the others earlier that evening? Because the thought that they'd had the same dream, or nightmare rather, didn't cross her mind. Still, she wondered what Myka had seen in her sleep so that she could try to comfort her. To ensure her that it was only a dream.

Wrapping her arms tightly around Myka when the other woman threw herself at her, she held her close, one hand rubbing her back soothingly as she rocked them gently back and forth. "It's all right love, I'm here, it'll be all right, now." It was then that she realized that Myka was almost completely naked. As she rubbed Myka's back, she was mostly caressing skin, which was really quite soft. Well, she'd noticed that particular aspect of Myka's skin the first time she and Myka had seen each other here. Without completely thinking about it, she placed a kiss to Myka's shoulder.

Helena was probably holding Myka tighter and closer than was completely necessary given the fact she'd just seen Myka die in her dream. But from the way Myka was obvious distressed, Helena doubted the other woman would mind overly much about that.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-06 07:41 am UTC (link)
Helena's arms and words had the desired affect of calming her down. It was a good thing that the only person who would have been able to calm her spirits was in bed next to her. She was alive and it had only been a nightmare. But it had been so real. Encased in Helena's arms the tingles that had been going through her body began to subside. There was still a dull ache in some of her joints and especially in her right foot. But otherwise the heat that seemed to incase her frame was gone.

When she felt the kiss on her shoulder a shudder went through her body. Helena had placed a kiss on her shoulder and it had offered her comfort and sparked something inside of her. Almost at the same time as the kiss was placed did it dawn on Myka that Helena was rubbing her naked back. Helena had kissed her bare shoulder. Earlier when she had been in a haste to find the arms that would comfort her she had forgotten about taking her shirt off. Now with a little more clarity Myka remembered. Almost immediately she pulled away and sat there staring at Helena. Then looked down and back up into Helena's face before scrambling for the covers drawing it up to cover herself.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-06 08:05 am UTC (link)
Helena wasn't going to force Myka to tell her what she'd dreamt about, at least not yet. Her priority here was calming her down. Being so upset over a nightmare after what they'd seen on the television earlier that night? It wasn't a good combination, so Helena would do everything she could to help calm her down. She continued rubbing her back, keeping her close.

She felt the shudder run through Myka's body given how close they currently were. Though it wasn't until Myka suddenly pulled away that she fully realized Myka was completely topless. As such, she couldn't help where her gaze went. It slid down to Myka's exposed breasts, and she felt a fresh wave of want and need run through her. After a few moments, she forced herself to lift her gaze back to Myka's. When the younger woman went to cover herself up, Helena read the shyness and a gentle smile curved her lips. Reaching out, she set her hand on Myka's arm, looking her in the eye. "You don't need to cover yourself up, love," she said gently.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-06 09:53 pm UTC (link)
"Helena..." Myka started to say and stopped when she saw the look in Helena's eyes. Her hand was gripping the cover as it half covered her exposed chest. She knew that she wanted Helena more than she had ever wanted anyone. But Myka was unsure whether or not that she was ready to take that step. Even if her body was betraying her own mind. When the gentle kiss had been placed on her shoulder a shiver had gone through her body. The kiss had sent a wave of arousal into the pit of her stomach just adding to the sensations both good and bad present in her body.

In her mind she was debating whether or not to take that step needed to cross the line. The line that they had almost crossed the night they'd expressed their feelings. It had taken one moment of clarity that night for her to pull back and wait. But now as she sat there clutching a blanket to her naked chest, with Helena's hand resting on her arm, and a look of pure pure need in the other woman's eye, she couldn't think of one reason to deny it. In addition to having just dreamt of dying in the Warehouse explosion never to see Helena again, her senses were on overload. As they had seen from their television show, however weird it was to see herself on tv, they would be facing trying times. Here they were safe but that didn't mean that either of them wouldn't be sent back in the middle of the night. Myka refused to go another second without having experienced what it would be like to make love to Helena. She may have been inexperienced when it came to making love to a woman but she would be a fast learner. Letting go of the blanket she crossed the distance that she had created between them and wound her hand in Helena's hair. With her fingers tangled in the older woman's hair she pulled her forward into a passionate kiss. Stating her intentions clearly.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-07 01:12 am UTC (link)
There was a moment where Helena did wonder if this was the best time to cross that line. Especially when Myka was freaked out by a dream she had. Even so, Helena knew Myka needed to get her mind off of whatever she'd just dreamed about. As badly as Helena wanted Myka, to make love to her, she also knew that the younger hadn't been with a woman before. She didn't want to push the intimacy because she knew it was probably frightening for Myka, and Helena wanted to ensure that Myka was fully ready to take that step. Sex with a woman was quite different than sex with a man, it could be jarring if one wasn't fully ready for the experience.

As such when Myka let go of the blanket, Helena's eyes followed it's descent, at least until Myka had crossed the distance between them, tangled her fingers into her hair and kissed her passionately. Well. That certainly made Myka's intentions loud and clear. As such, Helena returned the kiss deeply and whole heartedly. Shifting to face Myka more fully, she slid her arms around Myka's back and pulled her close against her. As such, Helena didn't even try to control her feelings on the matter, making it clear to Myka that she had every intention of following through with this. But she would keep her movements at a pace that wouldn't scare Myka. She slid her hands along Myka's back, her fingers caressing her skin passionately. Helena felt her heart beating harder in her chest, finally unleashing her want and need of Myka.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-07 02:08 am UTC (link)
Myka smiled into the kiss as Helena returned it just as passionately. It took all her will power to not kiss the older woman any chance that she could get. As she felt herself being pulled closer a contented moan escaped. This was what she had needed to forget the horrifying images going through her mind. When those same hands began caressing her back she took her free hand and gripped the other side of Helena's head. Her hands winding themselves in the silky hair as her body moved to straddle Helena. Though she had never been with a woman before her body was guiding her. Myka continued to kiss Helena until she had to break away for air. As she pulled away she nipped at Helena's bottom lip before placing kisses down the older woman's jaw and continuing her decent.

When she ran out of skin to place kisses on, Myka pulled back and eyed Helena's shirt. The shirt had to go immediately. It wasn't fair that she sat straddling the other woman who was still clothed while she was not. Turning her eyes up to look at Helena's she saw the want and need that she felt reflected back at her. Leaning forward she whispered the lust evident in the tone of her voice, "Clothes. Off. Now." before nipping at the woman's ear. Pulling back she smirked and then removed herself from her current position and laid back down on the bed. Her arms stretched above her head waiting for her demand to be obeyed.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-07 03:25 am UTC (link)
Hearing that contented moan sent another wave of arousal through her, forming in the pit of her stomach. The way that Myka had ahold of her head, her hair, elicited a groan from her own mouth. As Myka shifted to straddle her, Helena's hands slid along the length of Myka's back, continuing to kiss her passionately. When Myka broke the kiss, Helena smiled and tilted her head, exposing her neck to the other woman as she shivered at feeling those lips pressing kisses along her skin. Each kiss seemed to leave a trail of fire behind, igniting Helena's inner fire of desire even further. This was a side of herself that had been dormant for over a century, and now Myka was reawakening it. Never before had Helena wanted someone as much as she wanted Myka, and to know that Myka desired her just as much was a feeling unlike anything else she had ever felt.

The tone of voice made Helena groan softly, a slightly shudder running through her body. Oh yes, that tone of voice could make her do anything. Another shiver ran through her as Myka nipped at her ear, and she smirked, watching the younger woman lay back on the bed. As such, she shifted herself to straddle Myka's hips, her gaze locked onto Myka's as she grabbed the bottom hem of her shirt and pulled it off, tossing it carelessly aside. Now she was left in only underwear, same as Myka. Helena's fingers slid up Myka's sides, gliding over her skin, tracing the outline of her ribcage, gliding over the curve of her underarm, then along her arms until she reached her hands, entwining the fingers of both hands with Myka's. As she'd moved, Helena leaned down towards Myka, her raven hair falling over her shoulders, forming a curtain around their faces. Helena nipped at Myka's bottom lip, then lightly flicked her tongue against it.

"I do hope this is more agreeable to your tastes," she murmured in a low, lustful tone.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-07 05:11 am UTC (link)
The sound of Helena's groan went straight to the pit of her stomach. The lustful tone in her voice had elicited a response from the woman. She stored away that little detail to use at a later date. Later she would see just what the different tones in her voice could make the older woman do. When Helena straddled her hips, Myka was about to make a sassy comment but was stopped short. Helena was looking at her the want and need still reflected in her eyes. Myka kept her gaze locked with Helena's as she pulled her shirt up and off. Slowly Myka shifted her gaze to actually take in the skin that was now bared to her. Her breath caught in her throat her eyes widening at the sight. She had known that Helena was slender but what she hadn't expected was the figure that had always been hidden beneath loose, modest clothing. Even the outfit from Egypt had not prepared her for the goddess sitting astride her. Her hands wanted to reach out and touch every inch of the older woman's body, taking every curve and reaction to her touch to memory. Helena, her very own Victorian goddess, was sex personified.

As Helena's fingers began ghosting across her skin, moving across her rib cage, and up her arms caused a moan to escape. Every touch was setting her skin on fire. But these flames incited pleasure instead of pain. When she felt Helena's fingers tangle with her own her eyes opened again watching as the older woman leaned down towards her. The nip and swipe of tongue against her lips caused another moan to escape from her lips. As Helena murmured in that lustful tone she could feel the wisps of air being released. Up until this point they had kept their kisses chaste but passionate at times. Never taking them that one step further. But now it was all she could think about. In response to Helena's murmured words she murmured back, "more" and then leaned up swiping her own tongue against Helena's bottom lip.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-07 05:50 am UTC (link)
This was much like a dream come true for Helena. Myka was everything she wanted in a lover, a partner. She was intelligent, beautiful, strong and could keep up with her wit, among many other things. Despite the things she had to suffer in order for it to happen, she was more than glad that she'd been able to meet Myka, to be here right now with the woman she loved more than anything in the world. This was the woman she would do anything for, and she longed for nothing more than to make Myka happy. She noticed the way Myka looked her over once her shirt was removed and it gave her a great sense of pride. Helena had no sense of modesty in any respect save for the clothes she wore. And once in the bedroom when her clothes were off? Her ego there rivaled the ego she had to being an ingenious inventor and writer.

A little smirk curved her lips at hearing the moan. She wanted to hear all the sounds her lover could make. When she heard Myka wanting more, Helena smiled and obliged her. This time as she kissed Myka, she did so deeper and more passionate than they had previously kissed each other. Her lips parted, her tongue flicking against Myka's lips, begging for entrance. Releasing her hold of Myka's hands, Helena slid her hands back down Myka's arms and along her sides. This time as her body was pressed flush against Myka's, her caresses were more passionate, taking in the curve of her body. Hands trailed over the curve of Myka's hips and along the outside of her thighs as far as she could reach, then began sliding her hands back up.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-07 06:31 am UTC (link)
When Helena obliged her request and brought her into a more passionate kiss all of her reservations about whether she was ready or not flew out the window. She'd been good at ignoring them thus far but both her body and mind were in agreement that she was ready. Ready to experience everything that her lover had to offer her and teach her. There was still a doubt deep down that she wouldn't be enough. Myka was inexperienced when it came to making love to a woman and felt that she might come up short. When it came to sex in general she wasn't all that experienced. Able to count the amount of lovers she had taken on her hands. In the end, Myka was afraid. But as she felt Helena's lips part and her tongue begging for entrance, those fears were put aside. Parting her own lips she allowed for her tongue to seek our Helena's. All at once she was enthralled with the taste of Helena. Helena tasted of something dangerous and yet sweet at the same time, the faintest taste of apple beneath it all. It assaulted her senses and kept her wanting more. When Helena released her hands they remained where they were until the older woman's hands began caressing her body more passionately. As those same hands traveled along her hip and then to her thighs she shifted trying to convey where she wanted those hands the most. But it seemed Helena was determined to just teasingly caress her everywhere but where she needed it the most. Bending her right leg she placed her foot flat against the bed. Breaking their kiss she placed her hands on Helena's waist and looked the woman she loved in the eye before saying, "Quit being a tease."

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-07 06:53 am UTC (link)
Patience was not something Helena had much of, but when it came to Myka, she did try to practice it. She knew the younger woman hadn't been with a woman before and thus she knew there would be a period of adjustment as Myka learned how to make love to a woman. Helena wasn't worried, and she knew given the proper direction and patience, Myka would learn. There was always a period of learning when one took on a new lover. Learning where their sensitive spots were, where they liked to be touched, where they didn't. It was all part of it, and while Myka was learning how to make love to a woman, Helena would be learning how and where Myka liked to be touched.

Another groan escaped her as she felt Myka's tongue against hers. She drank in the taste of Myka's mouth, growing intoxicated by it. She felt Myka shift underneath her, a bit of a smirk curving her lips. Oh she knew what that meant. But she couldn't help being a tease, she liked taking in the feel of a lover's body, driving them wild. But when Myka broke the kiss and looked her in the eye, Helena couldn't find it within her to deny her love what she wanted. Her response, however, was not one with words. Instead she shifted herself against Myka, trailing kisses along Myka's neck as one of her hands slid up Myka's torso to one of her breasts, squeezing and caressing it, her fingertip brushing over the nipple. She also shifted her legs so that one of hers was between both of Myka's. Her mouth trailed its way down Myka's neck and across her collarbone, leaving a little moist trail behind. All the while her ears were tuned into the sounds Myka made and her touches tuned into how Myka's body physically reacted to them. She used both of them to guide where she would direct her attention.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-07 09:03 pm UTC (link)
The feel of Helena shifting against her sent waves of pleasure straight through her body. She was slowly becoming so wound up that if Helena didn't touch her soon she'd take matters into her own hands. It wouldn't be the first time that she had used her own fingers to bring herself to orgasm. And if it came to it she would do it again. When Helena began trailing kisses along her neck and a hand began squeezing and caressing her breast her back arched off the bed. Her breasts were a sensitive spot on her body. A soft or firm caress would always elicit a deep moan from her, now being no different. The soft caresses weren't enough for Myka though, she needed to feel Helena's mouth on her more. The moist kisses that she she had been trailing across her neck and collarbone only intensifying the ache she felt between her legs.

Myka was usually patient when it came to making love to her significant others. Wanting to enjoy every moment until they would both collapse in exhaustion. But for so long she had been denying herself the caresses of the older woman. Ignoring what she had always known to be there. She had no doubt that the same could be said of Helena. Though she had not had sex in awhile, Sam being the last, Helena had been bronzed for over a century. The restraint that she had to be showing a constant frustration. With Helena's leg in between her own, Myka shifted her lower body closer pushing her center into contact with bare skin, letting her lover know what she wanted. Letting her lover know just where she needed to be touched the most. With her eyes full of arousal she grabbed Helena by the back of her neck and pulled her up locking her lips with the other woman's.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-07 10:26 pm UTC (link)
The moan Myka let out was a sign that Helena had found a sensitive spot on her body. Helena stored that piece of knowledge away for future use. The moan also went straight to the pit of her stomach, arousing her even further. The Victorian woman wasn't so certain how much longer she could hold herself back. She wanted to ravish Myka, but as this was her lover's first time with a woman, Helena was trying to cling to some form of rationality to keep from scaring her or moving too quickly for her. But even with that, she was losing her grip on that slowly. With each sound the younger woman made, the haze of lust and need was overtaking her mind more and more.

Feeling Myka shift her lower body and press her against Helena's bare thigh caused the Victorian woman to groan. Well, that was certainly a sign that Myka wanted her now. And more of her control was snapped, but where she lost the last of it was when Myka pulled her up and kissed her. Helena returned the kiss full force, pouring all of her passion into it. At the same time, she slid a hand down along her lover's body, her fingers slipping under the waistband of her underwear and moving lower still. Her long fingers slid along Myka, touching her at her core, a groan of her own pouring out of her upon feeling her lover's arousal there. Helena rubbed her thumb against Myka's clit, searching for the spot that gave Myka the most pleasure.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-08 05:52 am UTC (link)
Kissing Helena was like a breathe of fresh air. She would never get enough of feeling her lips against hers. Never tire of the taste that was so distinctly, Helena's. Now that she had been given a taste she would need to indulge as often as she could. The older woman exuded sex evident in the numerous sexual overtones when she spoke. It had drove her crazy but her inexperience and reservations had prevented her from acknowledging it. As her need to feel pleasure grew her nerves all but disappeared. Every move that Helena made, Myka committed to memory so that she could reciprocate in kind later. When she had shifted her body pressing herself against her lovers bare thigh she had let loose a low moan. The feel of the slight pressure against her center sending a wave of arousal straight into the pit of her stomach.

When she felt Helena's fingers slip under the waistband and begin to slide along her core she moaned again. This is what her body had been craving. The feel of her lovers fingers feeling how aroused she had gotten and helping release the tension that had built up. Myka's hips began moving of their own accord as Helena rubbed her thumb against her clit. The touch had sent another wave of arousal that she was sure Helena could feel. With the continued caresses and her own movements Myka broke the kiss and arched her back again. The pleasure shooting through her body was beyond anything that she had felt before. With her hands now free she decided to turn the tables and return the pleasure that Helena was giving her. Starting with caressing the other woman's breasts just as Helena had with her. Beneath her fingers she could feel her lovers heart pounding in her chest a clear sign of just how much she was being affected. With one hand continuing to massage the older woman, the other slipped down in between their bodies, slipping easily beneath the waistband of her underwear and began gliding across until she reached her core. The angle was awkward for her arm to be in but the feel of Helena's arousal caused her to forget about it and moan.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-08 06:57 am UTC (link)
It was almost strange that Helena was rediscovering her body. Through the experience of being Bronzed, then being a hologram, Helena had lost being in tune with her body as she had once been. So in a way, this was her first time all over again, having to relearn how her body responded to the slightest touch. Also perhaps because of the years of sensory deprivation, Helena's body was far more sensitive right now. Despite Emily Lake having used her body and doing God only knew what with it, Helena was rediscovering it for herself again. The moans Myka made sent shivers down Helena's spine and settled in the pit of her stomach. She loved the noises her lover made, and knowing she was the cause for them gave her more momentum.

She felt Myka's hips begin to move and she smiled into the kiss. Adding pressure against Myka's clit, Helena continued rubbing it, then shortly after Myka broke the kiss, the Victorian woman decided to up the ante. As such, she slid two of her fingers inside Myka, searching the warm depths of her lover's core. Gazing at the younger woman's face, Helena watched it carefully and intently to gauge her reactions better. When Myka's back arched off the bed, Helena slid her free arm underneath her, holding the younger woman's body closer against her own. The feel of skin on skin was more than intoxicating to the Victorian woman and she groaned. Though she was taken a bit by surprise as her lover turned the tables on her and started caressing her breasts, causing a moan of her own to escape. Her body arched, pressing into Myka's touch, craving it more than anything in the world. And then she felt Myka's fingers touch her core, this time a loud moan coming from her as her body arched, eyes closing in complete pleasure and her mouth hanging open slightly as her breath came heavier, her arousal only growing. After a few moments, she cracked her eyes open and gazed down at her lover. "Myka," she spoke in more of a groan than her actual speaking voice.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-08 08:12 am UTC (link)
If the sensations of Helena's thumb brushing against her clit weren't enough, the feel of two fingers entering her nearly pushed her over the edge. It had been a long time since she had sex and the sensations of her lovers fingers moving within her was blissful. To add on to the sensations the feel of their skin flush against each other sent waves of pleasure through her body. The silence in the room being broken by their periodic groans and labored breathing. The way that Helena released a moan when she caressed her breasts pleased Myka. A smirk would have appeared on her face if she wasn't preoccupied with the sensations that Helena's fingers inside of her were causing. With ever touch she was coming closer and closer to release. But Myka didn't want to come just yet, she wanted to bring Helena to that end first.

For having never been with a woman before she was a quick learner. As her fingers stroked her lovers core she took pleasure again in the feel of Helena's body arching and her eyes closing. The look of pure pleasure on Helena's face with her mouth hanging slightly open caused her breathing to become short and ragged. She would do anything to see that look on her lovers face every night. Myka kept her gaze locked with Helena's as she slid three of her fingers inside of the older woman and began moving them in and out to bring her lover closer to climax. While she kept her fingers moving inside her thumb kept up its caress of the woman's clit adding pressure every so often. Hearing the Victorian woman's breathing become even labored, Myka stretched her neck so that she could whisper into Helena's ear. "I want you to come for me" she whispered and nipped at the older woman's ear, soothing it with open mouthed kisses afterward.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-08 09:49 am UTC (link)
Every single thing she felt was adding to the tension building up within her. Typically, Helena was a bit of a talker, but right now she was too overwhelmed by the things she felt, by what Myka was doing to her to be able to concentrate on talking to enhance the moment. Instead, she let her moans do the talking for her when her lover drew them out of her. Helena was quite vocal when it came to the bedroom setting, and she was not shy about it either. The Victorian woman was also not shy about making her lover feel all the pleasure she could. She slid her fingers in and out of Myka, her thumb still moving against her clit, adding pressure every so often. She could feel how aroused Myka was, and how she was getting closer to her release.

And again the younger woman took Helena by surprise by sliding three fingers inside her, causing another loud moan to come from her. Feeling that movement within her only further enhanced her arousal, pushing her closer and closer to her own release. Her hips moved as she felt her lover's movements within her. Her breath was coming more ragged now, every nerve in her body on overdrive with sensation. Truly the Victorian woman wasn't exactly sure how much she could actually take. It really did feel like her first sexual experience all over again. The overload of sensation, the waves of pleasure coursing through her body. And that was without Myka whispering in her ear. But when Myka did, Helena nearly had a heart attack right then and there. Her audible response was a moan as a shudder ran through her body, the pit of her stomach clenching and taking hold of her. Myka had just pushed her to that edge and she was so close to going over it, so close to her release. The nipping and open mouthed kisses put her right on the edge, her body growing tense with anticipation of her release.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-09 01:45 am UTC (link)
As she continued to slid her fingers in and out of Helena and keep up her ministrations on her clit she was unable to stop her own hips from continuing to move. Every time she added more pressure it seemed that Helena counteracted it. But Myka could see how close Helena was to her release. Shudders had begun going through her lovers body. The slight vibrations felt against her skin as they were still flush up against one another. With every swipe of Helena's fingers against her clit she grew closer and closer to her own climax. But she knew that the older woman was much close which had been her plan all along. The Victorian woman's labored breathing was becoming more and more ragged and her hips had begun moving. The sensations being created by both of their movements only adding to the pleasure coursing through her body. As she continued, Myka felt the tension in her lover's body a clear indication that she was close. Though her current position did not leave much room for her to do much she sped her fingers in their ministrations. Moving in and out of Helena much faster than they had before. Every so often twisting and hitting a new spot within her. At the same time as Myka twisted her fingers as she thrust them inside Helena she began alternating between kissing and sucking on her lovers neck. Every moan emitted a clear sign of the pleasure her lover was feeling and that one step closer to her release. A release that had been a long time coming.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-09 02:09 am UTC (link)
Every single thing Myka did was driving Helena mad. Her head was swimming, consumed only with thoughts of her lover, her body growing more and more tense with each passing moment, each touch. Her heart was pounding harder and faster in her chest, and in the back of her mind she wondered if it would survive this. The moans she made only grew louder and more passionate as she felt her lover's fingers move in and out of her. The way her body moved and rubbed against Myka's only heightened her senses that much further.

"Bloody bollocks," she said in a breathless groan as Myka kissed and sucked along her neck, her eyes closing, a look of complete and utterly pure pleasure evident on her face. And then all at once, it hit her. Her orgasm hit her and rolled through her stronger and more potently than she'd anticipated. Moaning out Myka's name loudly, her body released all of it's built up tension. But even as her released rolled over her, her fingers did not let up in their attention to Myka, her thumb applying pressure here and there, her fingers moving quicker in and out of her lover, shifting every so often to hit against different spots. Letting out a groan after the waves of her orgasm and released her, Helena panted a bit, but redoubled her attention to Myka, turning her head and capturing the younger woman's earlobe between her teeth and nipping at it. While her fingers kept moving in their ministrations, Helena kept moving herself against Myka, letting their skin continue to rub against each other. Her other arm was still wrapped tightly around her lover's back, holding her body flush against hers.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-09 05:28 pm UTC (link)
With their bodies flush up against one another, Myka was able to feel every tremor and beat of her lovers heart. A heart that was pounding against Helena's chest filling her with pride that she could reduce the Victorian woman to her current state. The moans being released growing louder and louder. In the back of her mind, Myka hoped that no one could hear them through the walls. Sure the castle walls appeared thick but it was still possible that sounds could be heard from the other side. She knew that if someone had been able to hear them and she found out that she'd be embarrassed for a long time. Unable to look them in the eye.

Myka had sped up her movements when she heard Helena speak, a breathless groan accompanying it. At this point she knew that the older woman was close to release and kept her fingers moving. She felt her lovers orgasm before she heard her name being moaned out loudly. As the orgasm rolled through her, Myka pulled away and took in the look on her lover's face. The sheer look of pleasure coupled with Helena's fingers continuing to move within her pushed her to the edge. She was teetering on the edge of her own release. Myka was so close to begging for the older woman to take her harder to push her over the edge when she felt the nips at her ear. All of a sudden her orgasm washed over her body causing her to bury her face in Helena's shoulder to keep from moaning out loud. Where Helena appeared to be a vocal lover, Myka was more subdued and would try to muffle her sounds so as they would remain unheard. When she came down off the high of her orgasm, she grabbed Helena's fingers and stopped them from stroking her. The sensations were just too much after her release. Placing a kiss on the Victorian woman's shoulder, she let her body sag the slightest and then began laughing for a few moments. Leave it to her to find the one bit of humor in such an intimate moment. Tearing her face away to look up at Helena, Myka pressed a kiss to her lovers lips and then pulled away saying, "You are loud."

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-10 02:03 am UTC (link)
Helena didn't fully realize just how loud she was, then again she rarely did. Even with not having been in a sexual situation in over a century, she still knew she was a vocal lover. Though part of it was that Helena's sense were tuned into Myka, listening to and feeling for her reactions. The Victorian woman wanted to make this an unforgettable experience for Myka. With her own orgasm passed, Helena had taken to pushing her lover to her own. She could feel the younger woman's body tensing, ready for release. As such, the older woman kept her ministrations up until she felt Myka's body react as her orgasm hit her.

Feeling her lover bury her face in her shoulder, Helena knew then that Myka was a more subdued lover, which she didn't mind at all. In fact, she found it rather endearing. When Myka pulled her fingers away from her, Helena shifted her arms, letting her body sag against Myka's a bit. She didn't want to roll off of her yet. The feel of their skin pressed together was a sensation she liked. The soft touch was one she had forgotten, and one she treasured more than anything right now. What was unexpected was hearing Myka laugh. Helena was perplexed, she didn't think there was anything amusing about what had just occurred? She returned the kiss, though she was still completely perplexed until she heard Myka's words. As such, she lifted her brows and smirked a bit. "Do you mind that? I have been known to be louder." She leaned in and pressed her lips against Myka's ear and whispered. "But that is saved for...special circumstances only." She whispered, then flicked her tongue against Myka's earlobe.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-10 03:24 am UTC (link)
As tough and put together as she was there were few things that Myka truly enjoyed. One of those was being held after sex. She was always guarded, on alert for the next crisis. But being held was her one moment to relax and let someone else take care of her. There was something about the arms of her lover surrounding her as she came down from her orgasm that washed away the tension. An orgasm was a true stress reliever and could help you relax but it was what came afterwards that appealed to her more. With Helena it was no different. But never before had she felt so at peace as she did still being cradled against the older woman, their naked bodies flush up against one another.

The sensations of her body pressed up against Helena's was one she hadn't experienced before. Never once in her life had she imagined falling in love with a woman, let alone H.G. Wells. But just thinking about how much she loved the Victorian woman who was able to break down her walls brought a smile to her face. As they lay in the afterglow of making love to one another, Myka had watched as her laughter brought a perplexing look upon her lover's face. Helena was quite adorable when she was confused and Myka lived to create moments where she could see it play across her face. When Helena responded to her words by pressing her lips against her ear, whispering, and then flicking her tongue against her earlobe, Myka's eyes closed and a low moan escaped. With a tone of voice and simple action she was reduced to giving in to the sensations rolling through her body. Myka opened her eyes after a moment and pulled away so she could look Helena in the eyes again.

With her eyes locked on the older woman Myka began teasing Helena with her fingers. Moving them up and down in a stroking motion. After a minute of teasing she brought her hand up towards her face saying, "special circumstances as my mouth on you, my tongue bringing you over the edge?" With a coy smile on her face Myka brought her fingers to her mouth and made a show of cleaning Helena's arousal from them.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-10 04:02 am UTC (link)
Helena honestly could not recall the last time she'd been held by a lover after sex and felt this complete. It went deeper than just her body fitting well with Myka's, it was also her heart and her soul. She just fit with Myka, and she was more than thankful to be here with her, to have this chance to love her. It really meant more to her than anything that she had this chance. As much as she felt out of time and place again, she found herself finding her place again at Myka's side. As long as she had Myka, had her love, Helena would always belong somewhere.

Even with those she had loved in the past, Helena had more or less given up on achieving the love she'd spent her life dreaming about. Those that she fell for had never loved her in return, not in the way she had loved them. Not until Myka. And now, she couldn't picture her life with anyone else. She had become a better person because of her, and she wasn't going to let that go. She wanted to spend the rest of her life loving the woman she was holding, and the thought that she had this woman's love in return made her smile. As she heard Myka's moan, Helena briefly wondered if they were done yet. She hadn't been about to push for more knowing this was Myka's first tie with a woman, but that moan... And then feeling her lover's fingers tease her again, Helena moaned, her body instantly coming alive again from that seemingly simple move.

Gazing at her lover as desire formed itself in the pit of her stomach again, Helena heard those words and watched as Myka cleaned her fingers. Another sense of desire and passion pulled at that pit in her stomach. But Helena could not be out-done in this area. She was a sexual creature, and sooner or later, Myka would realize just how much of a passionate lover the Victorian woman was. So why not show her now? A confident smirk curved her lips, her hands moving along Myka's back, then slipping around to grip her hips. Helena shifted herself so she was positioned between both of Myka's legs and she pulled her lover's hips tight against hers.

"And, my love, what would you do upon feeling my tongue pushing you over the edge?" Helena spoke with a lower, sexier tone, which only enhanced her accent. And, of course, to accompany her words, she flicked her tongue at her lover and promptly rocked her hips against Myka's as she leaned down and used her tongue along Myka's neck, trailing down to her chest.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-10 10:59 pm UTC (link)
Myka should have known that she couldn't get away with teasing Helena. The Victorian woman had years of experience and countless decades in the bronzer where she could have thought of different ways to drive her lovers insane. Sure, Helena had admitted to succumbing to the hatred that had sent her into the bronzer in the first place. But who was to say that she hadn't thought of other things. 115 years was a long time to go without sex and a long time to think of ways to pleasure future lovers. Whereas, her sexual experiences were limited and quite simplistic. Only with Sam had she found an adventurous side to herself. Allowing to truly embrace the pleasure he brought and the pleasure she gave in return. Helena was reawakening that playful side that had remained dormant since Sam's death.

Her reawakened playfulness is what led her to tease Helena as they were both coming down from their orgasms. It didn't dawn on her that she was playing with fire. Teasing an experienced woman, the first time you've ever made love to a woman, when said woman herself hadn't had sex in over 115 years was bound to have consequences. Consequences that she became readily aware of once Helena moaned and then a smirk appeared on the older woman's face.

Before she knew it, Helena, had grabbed her hips and positioned herself in between her legs. At first Myka was unsure what her lovers intentions were until she found her hips pulled tight against Helena's. When the tone of Helena's voice hit Myka's ears a wave of arousal went straight to the pit of her stomach. She was a sucker for the Victorian woman's accent at any moment. But those few moments where Helena dropped her voice to a low octave laced with sexy overtones, she was lost. You could ask her to do anything and she surely would do it. Though she had just come down from an orgasm her body was instantly responding to what Helena was doing. Myka had no response for Helena's question as it had knocked the air from her lungs and made her mouth dry. Just the thought of her lovers tongue bringing her over the edge made her body hum. When Helena rocked her hips against hers and began trailing her tongue along her neck and chest a whimper escaped. Her body had been wound so tight far more quickly than she knew was possible. In a rare moment where she was able to catch her breath, Myka breathlessly moaned, "please."

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-11 12:09 am UTC (link)
To say that Helena was starved for sex was a gross understatement. But even with that, she had been more than willing to take sex with Myka slowly, knowing her lover needed to adjust to this. Though Helena couldn't exactly control herself when the younger woman decided to tease her. Coming off of an orgasm was not exactly the best time to tease her unless one was willing to take another round. All of Helena's barriers and defenses were down, allowing her to both relax and be completely open. As such, her reservations were also non-existent.

Myka had chosen to start this round, and Helena was more than determined to finish it. With that in mind, Helena flicked her tongue along the younger woman's skin, working her way lower, pausing to briefly flick her tongue against both of Myka's nipples before her mouth trailed lower still, placing open mouthed kisses along her lover's flat stomach. Just as her mouth reached the waistband of Myka's underwear, Helena hooked her fingers around the waistband and slid the last remaining article of clothing on her lover's body off of her and tossed it aside without a care. As she shifted to better position herself between Myka's legs, Helena's gaze wandered over her lover's now completely bare figure, taking a few moments to admire it.

"You are so beautiful," she spoke as she then settled herself between her lover's legs. All at once her senses were assaulted with the scent of Myka's arousal, her lips curving into a pleased smile momentarily before she slid her hands up along the younger woman's body, caressing her skin and upon reaching Myka's breasts, she squeezed and caressed them passionately. At the same moment, Helena opened her mouth and slid her tongue along Myka's clit, then she slid her tongue lower and slid it inside her lover, groaning upon tasting her lover for the first time. She rubbed her tongue inside her lover, feeling her own arousal growing once more.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-11 03:55 am UTC (link)
When Helena forewent the teasing that Myka anticipated from her breathless please she gasped. Her lover had instantly gone about continuing to drive pangs of arousal straight to her core. If the Victorian woman kept up her ministrations, Myka would reach climax again in no time. Her body having not quite recovered from the first orgasm that had washed over her. She had started this round of lovemaking and Helena was going to finish it whether she was ready for it or not. Her eyes fluttered closed and a moan released when the feel of her lovers tongue brushed against both of her nipples. A wave of arousal shooting straight to her core once again.

The sensations seemed to never end as wave after wave of arousal continued until she felt like a bundle of tense nerves. The feel of open mouth kisses being placed across her stomach causing a half giggle and moan to escape. Her stomach wasn't necessarily a sensitive zone but at the moment the kisses seemed to set her on fire. Myka watched as Helena continued down until she had reached her underwear. She shifted her hips a little to allow for the material to be slid off her body. Her eyes followed it as it was tossed carelessly aside until Helena spoke. Turning her gaze back to look down at Helena she smiled at the words that were spoken. She had never been the beautiful one. Tracy had always had that privilege and had flaunted it in her face whenever she could. Though she loved her sister, she couldn't help feeling jealous of her. Tracy always got what she wanted. Had all the boys falling at her feet while Myka had been the shy and tomboyish one of the two. Hell, even her sister had gotten married and was expecting a child.

Before her thoughts could run away with her, Helena had reached up and began squeezing and caressing her breasts. Almost immediately a loud moan was released followed by a gasp at her lovers next move. The feel of Helena's tongue along her clit and then pushing inside of her caused her hips to lift off the bed. It had been so long since someone had done this to her that she'd forgotten what the sensations had felt like. Myka was unable to contain the whimpers as Helena continued to pleasure her with her tongue. The Victorian woman was a wonder when it came to words and it was no surprise really that she was equally as gifted when it came to using her tongue for other purposes. With her body all ready precariously close to the edge, Myka began moving her hips trying to help push herself closer to falling over the edge. On one swipe of Helena's tongue inside of her, Myka's right hand reached down and gripped the older woman's hair. Myka used her grip to keep her lover from moving from that spot because she could feel how close her body was to her second orgasm of the night.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-11 05:10 am UTC (link)
Normally, Helena would have gone for more teasing, but the Victorian woman also liked to do what was unexpected of her. And right now, she wanted Myka so very badly, wanted to push her over that edge again. She wanted her lover to feel her passion, to take her to heights she'd never been to before. But of course, as much as she just went straight down on Myka, Helena was going to make the most of both her tongue and her hands. And she had all ready worked out that Myka's breasts were a sensitive spot for her.

The way that Myka smiled in regards to her comment made Helena smile. Myka was a beautiful woman, and she was bound and determined to let her know that any chance she could get. Really, the Victorian woman felt honored to have the younger woman's love, and it was something she wouldn't take for granted. She loved Myka and she wanted to make her happy. Of course the fact her lover hadn't been with a woman before did worry her on a mostly subconscious level. There was a lingering thought at the back of her mind that some day, this wouldn't be enough for Myka, that she would need something she couldn't give her, but she was keeping that silent because right now, it didn't matter. All that mattered was that they both loved each other and were exploring what was between them. Regardless of what happened in the future, Helena knew she would love Myka until the day she died, and beyond. Helena had given her life up for this woman, and she would readily do so over and over.

Feeling Myka grip her hair caused a smile to curve the Victorian woman's lips. As such, she moved her tongue harder and faster, moving it in and out of Myka, reveling in making her lover's moans. She could feel the reactions in Myka's body and knew she was working her magic on her. Where Helena always had a sharp tongue, she was also extremely skilled with it in this situation, and she was not one to hold anything back during sex. Her hands continued caressing the younger woman's breasts for some more moments before she slid her hands down along Myka's skin, now taking the time to properly caress it and take in the natural curves of her lover's body. While she was pushing Myka to the edge, Helena lifted her gaze and looked up along Myka's body, watching her reactions and growing very pleased with herself over this.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-17 01:35 am UTC (link)
As Helena continued to push her closer and closer to that edge that she so desperately needed, Myka's doubts returned. Helena was more skilled at pleasuring a lover than she was. How could she even measure up to someone with far more experience. Especially someone with experience with women. In a nutshell she was terrified that Helena would grow bored of always having to teach her what to do. That thought alone brought tears to her eyes. Leave it to her to dwell on sad thoughts while her lovers tongue was moving harder and faster inside of her. Even with the tears resting in the corner of her eyes, Myka couldn't help but give in to the pleasure. The combination of Helena's hands caressing her breasts and skin as well as her tongue moving at a fast and hard pace within her too much. Her body had all ready been close to falling over that edge again at the first touch of the older woman's tongue. And now she could feel the tension building in her body as she moved closer and closer to climax. Squeezing her eyes shut the tears she had been holding back were released. Myka took her free hand and brought it up to caress her own breast her other tightening her grip on Helena's hair. Her breathing coming out in tiny gasps as she was brought closer and closer to climaxing. All at once her second orgasm of the night ripped through her body, causing her body to arch and a loud whimper to escape her lips. When her body began to come down off the sensations of her climax, Myka turned her head into the pillow. There was no way that she'd be able to satisfy the ache that Helena had because of her. She was too inexperienced and would fail at bringing her lover pleasure.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-17 03:34 am UTC (link)
Helena was loving the way Myka was responding to her. She kept her hands caressing her lover's body as her tongue continued moving faster and harder within Myka's body. She could tell her lover wasn't that far from another climax. Despite the fact she was only beginning the learning process of the younger woman's body and its reactions to her ministrations, she could feel the tension rising with her lover's body. When Myka's climax hit, Helena was assaulted by her lover's taste in its fullest. Once the wave finished rolling through Myka, Helena slid her tongue out of her lover and savored the taste. Though as she turned her gaze back up her lover's body, she noticed Myka had turned her head into the pillow. A bit confused, Helena crawled up along Myka, then shifted to lay beside her. She reached out and gently brushed some hair from Myka's face, and that's when she noticed the tears.

Instantly, Helena thought she'd done something wrong or that Myka had realized that this was too soon for her and it was too much for her handle right now. "Love, what's wrong?" She asked, slipping her arms around Myka, pulling her close. All in a moment she'd forgotten her own arousal as now she was far more concerned about Myka. Or perhaps it wasn't anything she'd done and it was just some flash of whatever nightmare she'd had passing through her mind again. The Victorian woman had no idea, but she wanted to comfort her lover any way she possibly could.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-18 03:58 am UTC (link)
Myka felt Helena crawl up her body and then lie next to her. She even felt her hair being brushed away from her face. But she couldn't bring herself to turn around and face her lover. Knowing that if she did turn around she would fall apart and the tears would begin to flow. When Helena spoke and pulled her closer to her, Myka lost the control that she had over her tears. Rolling over she buried her face into her lovers neck and began to cry. Crying, because she knew that once Helena learned that she was too inexperienced to truly pleasure her that it would be the beginning of the end. Their relationship had only just begun and now it was surely going to come to an end. Myka was really being irrational with her current train of thought. If she was thinking more clearly she would have realized that Helena wasn't going to leave her. The woman had made it quite clear that she was the reason for her being a better person.

The crux of the problem lay in the fact that quite possibly she hadn't been ready for this. The adrenaline and pain from her nightmare had been so fresh in her mind. Reeling off being incinerated while Helena got to safety had propelled her to initiate their lovemaking. The Victorian woman had all ready shown that her restraint could easily be broken by something that she did. And straddling Helena naked and then laying sprawled out on her back offering her body up had been of no help. If only Myka would think rationally about the situation she would see that her doubts were for naught. In their first round of lovemaking she had mimicked what Helena had done and it was Helena who had climaxed first. As her tears came to a stop she lay there debating whether to say anything or not. If she remained quiet she could hold on to the feeling of her lovers naked body against hers for just awhile longer. Finally she murmured into Helena's skin, "You're going to leave me," she couldn't put off the inevitable any longer.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-18 04:38 am UTC (link)
Really, there were so many different things running through her mind currently about what had gone wrong. Had this been too soon for Myka? Had she not been ready for this step? Or was there something deeper going on? Or was it truly only due to the nightmare she'd had? The younger woman rather been on emotional overdrive. Briefly, Helena wondered if she should ask about the nightmare, but it might not be the best time to do so. Instead, as Myka rolled over, buried her face in her neck and started to cry, Helena held her lover close to her, rubbing her back soothingly. She remained silent, simply letting her lover get her emotions out. The younger woman wasn't always so free with her emotions, and Helena wanted her to release them, hoping that after Myka would be able to tell her what was wrong so she could help make things better.

Though when her lover finally did say what was wrong, Helena had not expected that to be the issue. There were many other things she would've guessed before that. It was irrational because Helena would never leave Myka. "Of course I won't leave you, love. Why would you think that? I love you. You are the one I've spent my entire life waiting for. Why would I leave you now when I just got you? You are also the one I would die to protect, that I have died to protect. I have all the reason in the world to stay and no reason at all to leave." Her voice was both gentle yet firm, conveying her love and belief that she would never leave the younger woman. Not when she finally had the chance to love her. Not when she finally had the chance to be happy.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-18 05:00 am UTC (link)
At Helena's response, Myka pulled away and sat up. Pulling her knees up to her chest and hugging her legs with her arms. "Yes, you will. I don't know how to pleasure you like this. You might stay now but you will leave me. Nothing else matters. You're going to leave me!" Myka said all this in a rush barely stopping to take a breath. She was never this emotional with anyone else. But the thought that Helena would in fact leave her was a painful one. Her heart all ready belonged to the other woman. But a clean break right now would salvage what little dignity she had left. Because if it went on for much longer she'd be unable to come back from it. Sex was on occasion the reason that couples broke up, marriages ended, it made sense in her irrational mind that Helena would leave her due to her inexperience.

Dropping her head to rest her chin against her knees, Myka stared not looking at anything in particular. Just staring as if she wasn't even there. As if she had retreated into herself as a means of self preservation.

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-18 06:24 am UTC (link)
When Myka pulled away and sat up, Helena sat up, frowning a bit as she heard the words come out of her lover's mouth. It troubled her that Myka seemed to believe this so fervently, if irrationally. Though it was obvious to Helena that Myka was just afraid because this was a new experience for her. It was a fear that Helena understood. She'd had similar fears when she'd taken her first female lover. But of course the circumstances of that relationship had been far different. It had not been a monogamous relationship like the one she currently had with the younger woman. Helena saw that distant look in Myka's gaze and she frowned. She shifted to kneel in front of Myka and placed her hands on both sides of her lover's head.

"Myka, look at me," she stated a bit forcefully, trying to get her lover's attention as she looked her in the eye intently. "Listen to me. Yes making love to a woman is different than making love to a man, but there is always a period of adjustment with any new lover you take. I have every faith that you will learn how to pleasure me. And frankly love, you all ready have pleasured me. You can do it. Believe me, I understand the fear. I felt much the same the first time I was with a woman. But you can and will learn as time moves on. I believe in you, Myka, and I am not going anywhere. I love you, and that is the most important aspect. I love you and you love me, and that's the most important part of this. From there everything else will come. I will not leave you. I am yours now and forever." She gazed into Myka's eyes, wondering how much that would get through to Myka.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-20 01:45 am UTC (link)
Myka felt the bed shift as Helena moved to kneel in front of her but it wasn't enough to pull her out of the void her mind had gone through. In her mind she would never be good enough and putting herself through the heartbreak wasn't in the cards for her. A person could only go through but so much before enough was enough. When she felt her lover's hands grip both sides of her head she lifted her eyes to look her in the face. Not that she was given much choice in the matter as Helena was determined to look her in the eye. As Helena spoke, Myka listened intently taking in everything that the other woman said. With every word she began to push her insecurities to the back of her mind. She was being irrational about the situation and coming to irrational conclusions. And all because she was afraid. Afraid of the new experience that being with a woman brought.

The part of Helena's statement that struck Myka the most lay after she had said she'd believed in her. In those words she'd forced her to give up her fears. They would always remain, because as Helena had said, they were going through an adjustment period. It had been so long since she'd been in a relationship that she'd all but forgotten the feeling of starting something new. It had been those feelings in addition to her fears of making love to a woman for the first time that had led to her trying to push Helena away. But her Victorian lover was resilient and wasn't going to give up on them so easily. And that alone made Myka love her even more than she knew that she all ready did. Still unable to fully let go and believe in her lovers words, Myka whispered, "Promise?"

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[info]indelibleink
2012-10-20 03:31 am UTC (link)
Perhaps more than anything else, Helena was resilient. She was far more resilient that she gave herself credit for, but she was alive and still standing after she'd been broken and torn apart by life. How she was even still standing was a complete and utter mystery to her, but she did know that Myka was part, if not all, of the reason for her willingness to keep fighting despite everything. Deep inside, she was tired of being a fighter, tired of trying to live only to have life throw her yet another obstacle to break her soul, or even kill her. Love was certainly the most powerful motivator a person could have. That was what had prompted Helena to sacrifice herself for the greater good, that was why she'd smelled apples again. And now, being not only alive but in a strange world that she needed to try to understand, she had love to ground her, to keep her fighting when things seemed to become too overwhelming for her.

So when Myka looked her in the eye, Helena could tell she was listening to her. And now that she knew the younger woman loved her in return, Helena would never stop fighting for her. She would never just let Myka go. The Victorian woman knew that if she lost Myka now, after this, it would surely kill her. And now when she finally had a reason to live, Helena wasn't giving it up. She'd fight to the death for Myka. When she heard her lover's whisper, the Victorian woman nodded. "I promise. Whether you like it or not, you are rather stuck with me for all eternity. I will never let you go, love." Helena kept her gaze locked on Myka's, a deep truth reflected in her own eyes along with the depths of her love for the woman in front of her. She gently stroked Myka's hair with one hand.

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[info]beringandwells
2012-10-20 08:33 pm UTC (link)
Myka would continue to be afraid as this was all new to her. But with the knowledge that Helena refused to leave her side "for all eternity" she'd learn to move past her fears. Learn to be more open and share what she was feeling before it got to this point again. Their first time making love to one another should have happened at a different time. But when they started she'd been reeling from the nightmare. In a way losing Helena all over again. Only this time she had been the one to not survive the blast. At some point Myka knew that she would need to talk to her lover about what her nightmare consisted of. But for now trying to forget the nightmare and being with Helena was more important. As Helena stroked her hair Myka smiled. The Victorian woman had promised to stay by her side and love her forever. Some might even take that as a proposal of sorts. In any case it filled Myka's heart with warmth and helped her to begin conquering her fears. In time she'd adapt and not be as afraid to pleasure her lover. Releasing her legs she wrapped her arms around Helena's neck and clung to her. Being wrapped in the older woman's embrace was something that she needed right now. To solidify the promise that she would never go anywhere.

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