Username: 
Password:    
Remember Me

Search by :  Username E-mail Region Interest AOL IM ICQ Number Yahoo! ID MSN Username Jabber

Myka Ophelia Bering (beringandwells) wrote in makebelievelog,

At Helena's response, Myka pulled away and sat up. Pulling her knees up to her chest and hugging her legs with her arms. "Yes, you will. I don't know how to pleasure you like this. You might stay now but you will leave me. Nothing else matters. You're going to leave me!" Myka said all this in a rush barely stopping to take a breath. She was never this emotional with anyone else. But the thought that Helena would in fact leave her was a painful one. Her heart all ready belonged to the other woman. But a clean break right now would salvage what little dignity she had left. Because if it went on for much longer she'd be unable to come back from it. Sex was on occasion the reason that couples broke up, marriages ended, it made sense in her irrational mind that Helena would leave her due to her inexperience.

Dropping her head to rest her chin against her knees, Myka stared not looking at anything in particular. Just staring as if she wasn't even there. As if she had retreated into herself as a means of self preservation.