Aug. 9th, 2009


[info]shadowcrane

Anotsu Kagehisa: Topic: Forgetting

Anotsu yawns tidily behind his fist. He hesitates before touching the handle, looks up at the sign above the door. He hasn't been out for ages. Not that he forgot; other things have been on his mind. Distraction is not a concept he endorses, even if his mind sometimes loops around itself enough to distract him; he does not need to venture out for that.
The warmth and the smell of a pub, he's forgotten those. The door chime jingles. He almost expects a yelled welcome from the bar until he remembers that this is England: if someone looks up or grunts at you, that means they're going out of their way to greet you. Slipping in unnoticed, it suits him fine.

There are other things he not-forgot: renewing the registration and license of the dojo with the association. This, too, suits him. Things that you forget deliberately... it's beautiful, he thinks, how a simple omission turns into action. How passivity becomes an agent. The sea gently laps at the rocks until they are sand. Speaking of which, he still collects flotsam on the beach, picking up bleached bone and water-whittled wood, rocks to arrange on Makie's orange-crate.

He looks up and studies the new faces hovering around the bar. Names you never knew are names you can't forget.