Who: Rachel and Jacob
What: Brother and Sister bonding time of course.
Where: Their house.
When:July 25, 11:30 AM
It had been five days since he'd left Bella standing on that sidewalk back in Forks. He hadn't heard from her since. Then again, he hadn't really expected to. There was that small part of him that thought she'd come to his door unable to live without him. But he knew by now that was just wishful thinking.
He hadn't done much since that night, he'd come home a complete wreck, cried all over his sister but refused to tell her what had happened. He couldn't make the words come out. After that he'd just gone to bed. He was vaguely aware of people coming in and out of his room to bring him food, he was even vaguely aware of eating it once in a while. He'd heard Quil over every single day, even if it was just to sit in the living room and chat with Rachel and poke his head into Jake's room. He knew everyone had been over at some point, even Leah had knocked on his window and he'd screamed at her to go away. His standard answer of "I'm fine, I'm just tired." was all anyone really got.
He literally felt like his insides were just rotting away, it hurt to stand, it hurt to move, and he was completely out of tears to cry. Every time he stood up, and thought he would try to get up and move, and be a part of things, it was just too hard. It was like his body refused to cooperate. He'd sleep and dream of her, he'd lay there awake and think about her, and the energy it took to simply move was astounding. It was all way too much.
But it had been 5 days, and he was starting to get uncomfortable, it was time to shower, change the sheets, put on new pajama pants and go back to bed. He could totally do this. He sat there on the edge of his bed staring at the wall, not really even noticing that he hadn't moved, for almost an hour. Before he finally stood up. He teetered there for a bit and forced himself to stay standing. He turned and pulled the sheets and blankets off the bed and walked out of his bedroom. He turned the corner into the laundry room and started the washer, just throwing his stuff in before he headed straight for the bathroom.
He took a long shower, and while it didn't make him feel better in anyway, it did wake him up a bit. He walked by the laundry room and stared at the washer willing it to go faster. It didn't. He padded into the living room where his sister was sitting in a chair with the TV on. He didn't say anything, simply walked further into the room and sprawled out on the couch grabbing the blanket that was on the back of the sofa and covering himself with it. It would have to do until his sheets were done.
What: Brother and Sister bonding time of course.
Where: Their house.
When:July 25, 11:30 AM
It had been five days since he'd left Bella standing on that sidewalk back in Forks. He hadn't heard from her since. Then again, he hadn't really expected to. There was that small part of him that thought she'd come to his door unable to live without him. But he knew by now that was just wishful thinking.
He hadn't done much since that night, he'd come home a complete wreck, cried all over his sister but refused to tell her what had happened. He couldn't make the words come out. After that he'd just gone to bed. He was vaguely aware of people coming in and out of his room to bring him food, he was even vaguely aware of eating it once in a while. He'd heard Quil over every single day, even if it was just to sit in the living room and chat with Rachel and poke his head into Jake's room. He knew everyone had been over at some point, even Leah had knocked on his window and he'd screamed at her to go away. His standard answer of "I'm fine, I'm just tired." was all anyone really got.
He literally felt like his insides were just rotting away, it hurt to stand, it hurt to move, and he was completely out of tears to cry. Every time he stood up, and thought he would try to get up and move, and be a part of things, it was just too hard. It was like his body refused to cooperate. He'd sleep and dream of her, he'd lay there awake and think about her, and the energy it took to simply move was astounding. It was all way too much.
But it had been 5 days, and he was starting to get uncomfortable, it was time to shower, change the sheets, put on new pajama pants and go back to bed. He could totally do this. He sat there on the edge of his bed staring at the wall, not really even noticing that he hadn't moved, for almost an hour. Before he finally stood up. He teetered there for a bit and forced himself to stay standing. He turned and pulled the sheets and blankets off the bed and walked out of his bedroom. He turned the corner into the laundry room and started the washer, just throwing his stuff in before he headed straight for the bathroom.
He took a long shower, and while it didn't make him feel better in anyway, it did wake him up a bit. He walked by the laundry room and stared at the washer willing it to go faster. It didn't. He padded into the living room where his sister was sitting in a chair with the TV on. He didn't say anything, simply walked further into the room and sprawled out on the couch grabbing the blanket that was on the back of the sofa and covering himself with it. It would have to do until his sheets were done.