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vamphile ([info]vamphile) wrote in [info]qaf_drabbles,
@ 2007-12-24 17:53:00

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Entry tags:author: vamphile, challenge #44: crack fic, epic series: hustler!j/whore in a hoody

Whore In A Hoody
Title: Hustler!Justin XXXV (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): All 3 to Justin

I don't know if i'll be posting more today. I have actual work to do.


|Hustler!Justin | II | III | IV| V | VI | VII | VIII | IX | X | XI | XII | XIII | XIV | XV | XVI | XVII | XVIII | XIX | XX | XXI | XXII | XXIII | XXIV | XXV | XXVI | XXVII | XXVIII | XXIX | XXX | XXXI | XXXII | XXXIII | XXXIV |




Hustler Justin XXXV
Whore In A Hoody




I start with the evening I met Isaac. I should probably write in order but I can’t do that. I’m kind of figuring out the typing thing as I go. I end up getting lost in memory. He was my savior. I know I wouldn’t have died that night, but only because I was too stupid to know what angle to use and that bleeding stops unless it’s under water. I know a lot more about bleeding now. He was everything I wasn’t, confident, sexy, cool. And he liked me. Me! The last person to like me was my mom.


~~~375~~~
Gus is a more than a little fussy. I try every toy in his bag, and every trick I can think of. He doesn’t seem to stop crying. Lindsay was kidding about the bourbon, but I can’t help considering it. In the end I get him to take his pacifier and he falls asleep on my chest. I search frantically for the phone when it rings. I don’t want to wake up Gus.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing. Why are you whispering?”

“Gus finally fell asleep.”

“Oh.”

“Justin, Gus, my son.”

“Right. Well, I’ll let you go.”

“You’re okay?”

“I’m fine. Later.”


~~~376~~~
Well, that makes no sense. Jealousy? Huh. Weird. I go back to my writing. I wanted Brian to read what I had but he’s busy. Yeah, I’ll have to do something about that jealousy. I don’t even want him here all the time, how can I be upset that he’s not? I go back to Isaac. How nice he was to me. How he listened, really listened to me. How he made me feel like it was okay to be myself. I knew it was love and I never understood 'til now why he insisted we didn’t tell anyone else.

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[info]not_yet_defined
2007-12-25 12:34 am UTC (link)
*shakes head* oh my poor fucked up nearly beyond recognition justin.

don't work too hard vamp. :)

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-25 01:34 am UTC (link)
i don't think my working too hard is a major concern.

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[info]rosy5000
2007-12-25 01:39 am UTC (link)
Oooo...keep feeling jealous, Justin. That's a good thing.

I knew it was love and I never understood 'til now why he insisted we didn’t tell anyone else.

Arrrggghh!!!! No! NO! NOOO!! Justin, Isaac has you so twisted. :( It's because it is WRONG!! That's why he didn't want anyone to know. :(

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-25 01:41 am UTC (link)
have you ever tried to tell Justin Taylor that something he believes is wrong? i'm just sayin'... this might take a while.

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[info]rromantic
2007-12-25 02:41 am UTC (link)
even though I have to know everything NOW, :) the pace of your story is great! wonderful character development.
thanks for posting so frequently!

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-25 02:42 am UTC (link)
thanks for reading, and commenting. i think you'd got blind if you tried to read it all in one sitting.

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[info]pendulumchanges
2007-12-25 02:53 am UTC (link)
Apparently I don't have very good powers of deduction... I always wondered why people took a bath when they were going to slit their wrists. I thought it was poetic or Shakespearean or something. *facepalm*

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-25 02:59 am UTC (link)
Oh, it's because the blood will clot and you won't bleed out unless you cut really really deep, and even then, it takes a long time to bleed to death from your wrists.

Also, (don't kill yourself) but if you're writing about someone who's seriously making an attempt, you go longways from wrist to elbow, not across from thumb to pinkie...

I'm sure Justin was cutting across (13 year olds rarely know how to accomplish such things, thank god) but yeah, Justin knows how to bleed now... which is not really a comforting thought.

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[info]pendulumchanges
2007-12-25 03:05 am UTC (link)
I knew about the direction of the cut. Did you ever see that movie "The Craft"? They talk about it in there.

This is a wonderful Christmas Eve conversation we're having :-/

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-25 03:07 am UTC (link)
fuck christmas, and i knew about that kind of stuff WAY before i saw the craft, but yes, they do talk about it in there.

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[info]minuet9
2007-12-25 03:03 am UTC (link)
I think I am jealous of your work :P

I'm not sure I can handle reading Justin's story. Two memories and I'm already so sad.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-25 03:08 am UTC (link)
We're not going to hear all of justin's story, and why are you jealous?

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[info]minuet9
2007-12-25 03:13 am UTC (link)
Because work is taking you away from WIAH and I need WIAH to survive xmas (and possibly the summer, and well, life in general if it comes to that). (why are your fics so addictive, do you spike them with alcohol?)

I want to hear Justin's story. I'm just not sure I want to hear Justin's story. ;)
I make sense to myself, sometimes ;)

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-25 03:52 am UTC (link)
no, i know what you mean. I want to write justin's story, like in non drabble form, in this Justin's voice... and again, i really don't. so i'm not going to and we'll get dribs and drabs. i did some work, and i'll probably do some more tonight but i also wrote seven more drabbles. they'll be up later.

as for addictive qualities... i said, at the very beginning of this fic that it was crack and emotional!porn. you don't need to spike that with alcohol, just porn.

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[info]vl_redreign
2007-12-25 04:54 am UTC (link)
I'm all caught up now, I was 3 posts behind.

Oh, Justin...I just wanna hug you.

And Brian too, just cause.

And you, just cause. :D

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-25 06:17 am UTC (link)
yeah, i'm glad you got a chance to catch up. they're actually making progress that would be difficult to erase.

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[info]singlewoman
2007-12-25 05:59 am UTC (link)
Sounds as though Justin might be coming to a harsh realization that Isaac was not his savior, but his devil. And in this case, a bit of jealousy is a good emotion for Justin.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-25 06:18 am UTC (link)
In this case it might be. and yes, if Justin can realize that Isaac was not a savior then he might be able to accept that risking his life and safety are not ways of proving his love.

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