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vamphile ([info]vamphile) wrote in [info]qaf_drabbles,
@ 2007-12-21 18:33:00

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Entry tags:author: vamphile, challenge #44: crack fic, epic series: hustler!j/whore in a hoody

Whore In A Hoody
Title: Hustler!Justin XXIX (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): Five to Justin Two to Brian

|Hustler!Justin | II | III | IV| V | VI | VII | VIII | IX | X | XI | XII | XIII | XIV | XV | XVI | XVII | XVIII | XIX | XX | XXI | XXII | XXIII | XXIV | XXV | XXVI | XXVII | XXVIII | XXIX |


A/N There might be more later tonight, I've had a rough day.

Also: I've removed myself from the "most drabbles for the month" part of the challenge. I did this before I even started writing WIAH, because I was already committeed to writing at least a drabble a day.




Hustler Justin XXX
Whore In A Hoody





Justin leans his head on my shoulder. “Don’t you want to go out?”

“Do you?”

“No. I’m good here. I just thought you might want a change. You can’t be happy being stuck here with me every night.”

He’s right. I can’t, so why am I? I’m sure it’ll wear off once I’m sure he’s safe.

He kisses my jaw. “I’m safe and I’m in for the night with no clients booked for tomorrow. Go have some fun. I’ll see you on Monday.”

I nod absently but when I stand up, I’m pulling him with me. “Let’s go to bed.”


~~~326~~~
He’s moving me towards the bedroom. I didn’t expect that. As he pushes my shirt off my shoulders I move to retrieve it, but he shakes his head, pulling me by the waistband of my jeans. “Leave it there.”

He pulls off his own shirt and my hands are working at his belt. I pull it out of the belt loops and toss it on the bed. He picks it up and tosses it out the door. Something in my stomach relaxes. I forget sometimes that this room doesn’t have to be about pain. I forget everything when we’re naked.


~~~327~~~
Once I realized what he was doing with the belt I got angry. I bit back the rage and tossed it. His expression made some of the anger dissipate but not all of it. He shouldn’t be so grateful for small gestures. I pull him on top of me when we’re naked. I love watching him get lost in pleasure, as if he’s discovering it for the first time. Maybe he really is. He presses his body against mine and our cocks, both wet and hard, slide against each other. He reaches for the lube and I watch his face.


~~~328~~~
One of the things I love about doing this with him is that he’s always watching me. It should feel creepy but the way his eyes follow my every move, the way he makes sure that our bodies never fully lose contact, it keeps us connected. It reminds me it’s him and not a client. He’s careful with me but doesn’t make me feel broken.

He’s the only one to ever fuck me and make me feel like a man.

And I do know I shouldn’t get too used to it. I still have a few good little-boy year’s left.


~~~329~~~
He’s thinking about something. I wish I could read his mind. Then when I think about some of the things he’s told me, I’m kind of glad that I can’t. I usually love it when a trick gets lost in his own world, but he doesn’t do that. He goes blank, hides in his own head. There’s a difference and I don’t want that to happen. “Justin.”

He looks at me and I smile, reaching up to brush the hair off his face. “Hi.”

He kisses me. “Hi.”

“Don’t disappear.”

He nods. He knows what I mean. I kiss him.


~~~330~~~
He rolls us over so that he’s on top of me and I wait to feel the panic that usually rises when I feel trapped. It’s not there.

I assume that eventually I’ll have to squeeze my eyes shut and hide but his movements are carefully planned to make sure that I’m never uncomfortable. He touches a tender spot; a barely discernable bite mark and I guess I flinch. He kisses it gently and then kisses my belly and my thighs. When his wet finger slides inside me I bite my lip, remaining silent. “Justin, I want to hear you.”


~~~331~~~ Justin's POV
He presses inside me. I cross my ankles behind his back and let his tongue plunder my mouth. The feeling is delicious. I don’t think I’ve ever felt like this, not even with Isaac. He’s moving inside me, finding my prostate and making sure he hits it often enough to keep me gasping but sporadically enough to keep me from coming. I move with him, angling towards those perfect long strokes that make me groan. He speeds up and we come together. For the first time my body and mind are in complete agreement. Neither wants to let him go.

Cont...


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[info]_alicesprings
2007-12-21 11:45 pm UTC (link)
Sniff, #331 was just beautiful!

I nod absently but when I stand up, I’m pulling him with me. “Let’s go to bed.”

Bwah! Brian = so fucked.

I live for the day Justin pulls Brian into HIS bedroom.

Lovely, lovely set.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-21 11:46 pm UTC (link)
thanks.

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[info]noteverything
2007-12-21 11:48 pm UTC (link)
I was just about to leave...I'm glad I didn't quite yet!

1.
((((((hugs for your rough day))))))

2.
For the first time my body and mind are in complete agreement. Neither wants to let him go.
*THAT* is a big deal to me for this story...I definitely enjoyed these seven.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-21 11:51 pm UTC (link)
go, do your shopping and stuff. yeah, i apparantly needed to write some comfort porn.

glad it worked for you too.

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[info]secretsolitaire
2007-12-21 11:49 pm UTC (link)
Mmmmmm. We all needed some sweet, comforting porn, I think. These were lovely.

He looks at me and I smile, reaching up to brush the hair off his face. “Hi.”

He kisses me. “Hi.”


*melts*

(((([info]vamphile)))) Sorry you had a rough day, hon.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-21 11:52 pm UTC (link)
sometimes they can be so adorable together.

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[info]singlewoman
2007-12-22 12:12 am UTC (link)
I was thinking how far Justin had come in realizing that he shouldn't be hurt and then this: And I do know I shouldn’t get too used to it. I still have a few good little-boy year’s left.

But he is making progress, and the fact that Brian won't/can't leave him alone makes me smile.

Sorry you have had such a rough day.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-22 12:16 am UTC (link)
B/J make everything better, right?

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[info]opal11
2007-12-22 01:06 am UTC (link)
ahhhhhmazing...and very sweet...i so love protective brian.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-22 03:16 am UTC (link)
So do I, that's whyi started writing this story.

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Just Beautiful,,
[info]sexy_pumpkin
2007-12-22 01:09 am UTC (link)
Vamps, so gorgeous between them, finally they made love, coming together even, & Brian wanting to hear him, got a little lump in my throat, hope your day gets better, take care,,J.xx

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Re: Just Beautiful,,
[info]vamphile
2007-12-22 03:16 am UTC (link)
yes, they finally made love.

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[info]doppelganger44
2007-12-22 02:04 am UTC (link)
I hope you are feeling better.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-22 03:16 am UTC (link)
i'm not but i'm going to write more anyway.

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[info]testdog65
2007-12-22 02:18 am UTC (link)
I'm sorry for your rough day.

I see some really positive signs here that Justin's improving. But for every few steps forward, there are those awful reminders of his previous conditioning. Brian's still got a lot of work ahead of him.

Beautiful ending.

~Ellen

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-22 03:17 am UTC (link)
Justin is starting to understand what Brian wants and figure out what he, himself wants... those are both good things.

thanks re the ending.

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[info]herefordroad
2007-12-22 03:52 am UTC (link)
there are some very tender words and moments here:

"He’s careful with me but doesn’t make me feel broken."

"He’s the only one to ever fuck me and make me feel like a man."

a simple "hi" very meaningful, this is incredibly beautiful to me:

He goes blank, hides in his own head. There’s a difference and I don’t want that to happen. “Justin.”

He looks at me and I smile, reaching up to brush the hair off his face. “Hi.”

He kisses me. “Hi.”

“Don’t disappear.”

jeannie

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-22 03:57 am UTC (link)
they're starting to be able to get through the trauma, not over it but just... to a different place where they're not both focused on it all the time.

it's really lovely to see.

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[info]plasticine_star
2007-12-22 04:07 am UTC (link)
For the first time my body and mind are in complete agreement. Neither wants to let him go. From this Justin that is just wow!

I'm sorry you had a tough day, but I'm glad there was no physical damage to you as a result of the incident. *Hugs Vamp*

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-22 04:13 am UTC (link)
yeah, no physical damage.

and Justin is making progress.

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[info]rosy5000
2007-12-22 05:33 am UTC (link)
For the first time my body and mind are in complete agreement. Neither wants to let him go.

I hope that's a preview of good things to come for Justin. Seems like he may actually be starting to care about himself.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-22 05:36 am UTC (link)
at least he's starting to be on the same page with himself...that's a start.

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[info]vl_redreign
2007-12-22 06:46 am UTC (link)
Thanks, Vamp. I nice, not too angsty batch. And the last one was awesome. So nice to see Justin actually enjoy what's happening, fully enjoy it. Sigh.

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[info]vamphile
2007-12-22 06:51 am UTC (link)
yeah, not too angsty and porny, volume XXX had to have some porn.

the next set... a little angst.

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