Jack's one and only drug experience was in 1940, on the boat from Canada to London. He was sitting on the deck sharing cheap whiskey with four other pilots, two of whom would live to become known to history and two of whom, like Jack, would later die in action. Someone (he didn't later remember which one) produced a twist of newspaper full of white powder.
There was a brief stir, then Jack - eternal straight man, good listener, the man you ask when you need a loan till payday, and the only one present who hadn't lied baldly about his age or experience to get into the RAF - said, "What the hell. You know what the life expectancy is for us now?"
All of them laughed. It wasn't in the least funny, but they were young, and high on risk and glory, and about to get higher.
Halfway through the brownie, Jack suddenly recognizes that I-know-this-isn't-funny-but-it-actually-i
s feeling.
He stares at the bit of brownie for a long, long moment, then lifts his head to stare at Ivonka. She stares back, wearing that mess-with-me-and-I'll-make-you-suffer look. Jack smiles at her. She rolls her eyes.
Zelgadis is across the table from Jack, trying once again to convince Val that he can't bring his rat to the Pub. Val is too absorbed in the debate to have touched his brownie. Jack slides it from him to Zel.
"Just eat it," he says to Zel's questioning look and Val's protesting squeak, and chuckles. "Something tells me this one's not for Val."