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James T. Kirk, Captain of the starship Enterprise ([info]captcasanova) wrote in [info]wariscomingcom,
@ 2015-08-30 13:38:00

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Entry tags:damien thorn, faith lehane, georgina kincaid, james kirk, leonard mccoy, regina mills, robin hood, rose hathaway, skye, snow white/mary margaret, stefan salvatore, thea queen, zoe sage

Filtered To Friends
[Not sure who's left at this point, but last time I was here that'd be Rose, McCoy, Regina, Robin, Georgina, Faith...I'm probably forgetting a few but if you've been on his filter before you're still on it! And if you're not sure, comment anyway. Chances are you probably are.

EDIT: Charming, you're on this list, FYI, even though I don't think we've talked in game much!]

I'm sorry I've been a crap friend lately. I'm sorry I pushed pretty much all of you guys away when Kenzi got taken back and just kind of retreated into this black hole. I'm just real tired of losing the people I care about. I know I should be used to it by now but I'm not, and when it's the people who I'm really close to it hurts more. And I'm just tired of all of this crap happening all the time.

I promise, though, when I get back I'm going to try and be a better friend. And you guys can hold me to that.


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KIRKROSE
[info]lildampeer
2015-08-30 08:59 pm UTC (link)
This is probably going to sound stupid, but I'm glad you're not used to it. I don't ever want to be that person who acts so jaded when shit happens that it seems like I don't care.

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KIRKROSE
[info]captcasanova
2015-08-30 09:37 pm UTC (link)
If I ever do start becoming that person promise to kick my ass, okay?

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KIRKROSE
[info]lildampeer
2015-08-30 09:47 pm UTC (link)
I will thoroughly kick your ass as long as you promise me the same thing. That's a promise I can probably actually keep.

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KIRKROSE - [info]captcasanova, 2015-08-30 09:48 pm UTC
KIRKROSE - [info]lildampeer, 2015-08-30 10:04 pm UTC
KIRKROSE - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-02 11:18 pm UTC
KIRKROSE - [info]lildampeer, 2015-09-02 11:25 pm UTC
KIRKROSE - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-04 01:29 am UTC
KIRKROSE - [info]lildampeer, 2015-09-04 01:33 am UTC

[info]dammitjim
2015-08-30 09:00 pm UTC (link)
Does this mean you're feeling better?

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[info]captcasanova
2015-08-30 09:39 pm UTC (link)
Yeah. It helps being somewhere else. And this twenty-three hour a day ban on technology wasn't a bad idea, either. I'm kind of forced to actually think about things instead of just doing mind numbing stuff on the internet or watching endless amounts of crap TV.

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[info]dammitjim
2015-08-30 09:48 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad you think so, since that part may have been partly my idea.

Remind me to kick your ass for being an idiot when you get back, anyway.

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(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-08-30 09:49 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]dammitjim, 2015-08-30 10:04 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-02 11:19 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]dammitjim, 2015-09-02 11:26 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-04 01:30 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]dammitjim, 2015-09-04 01:34 am UTC

[info]forestboy
2015-08-30 09:01 pm UTC (link)
Sounds like this vacation is doing you both some good.

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[info]captcasanova
2015-08-30 09:39 pm UTC (link)
It is. I'm glad Regina forced it on us, to be honest.

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[info]forestboy
2015-08-30 09:49 pm UTC (link)
As much as we miss having you two around the house, so am I.

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(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-08-30 09:51 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]forestboy, 2015-08-30 10:06 pm UTC
Outlaw Queen - [info]mostresilient, 2015-08-31 01:49 pm UTC
Outlaw Queen - [info]forestboy, 2015-08-31 02:09 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-02 11:20 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]forestboy, 2015-09-02 11:27 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-04 01:33 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]forestboy, 2015-09-04 01:35 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]mostresilient, 2015-08-30 10:05 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]lildampeer, 2015-08-30 10:54 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]mostresilient, 2015-08-30 11:45 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]lildampeer, 2015-08-30 11:48 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]mostresilient, 2015-08-31 01:43 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]lildampeer, 2015-08-31 02:09 pm UTC

[info]lostfaith
2015-08-30 09:03 pm UTC (link)
No worries, dude. You gotta do what you gotta do.

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[info]captcasanova
2015-08-30 09:40 pm UTC (link)
Thanks.

How're are you doing lately?

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(no subject) - [info]lostfaith, 2015-08-30 09:50 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-08-30 09:52 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]lostfaith, 2015-08-30 10:14 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-02 11:20 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]lostfaith, 2015-09-02 11:28 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-04 01:34 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]lostfaith, 2015-09-04 01:36 am UTC

[info]noturconcierge
2015-08-30 09:09 pm UTC (link)
I don't think losing people is something you can ever really get used to.

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[info]captcasanova
2015-08-30 09:41 pm UTC (link)
No, it's not. And I don't ever want to be jaded to the point I'm used to it, but losing some people is harder than others.

Sorry if I was a bit grouchy before I left, by the way. I'm usually a lot nicer.

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(no subject) - [info]noturconcierge, 2015-08-30 09:51 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-08-30 09:53 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]noturconcierge, 2015-08-30 10:15 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-02 11:21 pm UTC

[info]drinkingproblem
2015-08-30 09:13 pm UTC (link)
I get it, man. Losing Lexi and Elena at the same time didn't exactly bring out my best side. It doesn't matter how many people you lose, it never really gets easier.

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[info]captcasanova
2015-08-30 09:42 pm UTC (link)
I can imagine. And it doesn't. I've been here two years and it's hell, each and every time. Sometimes it's just worse than others.

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(no subject) - [info]drinkingproblem, 2015-08-30 09:54 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-02 11:23 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]drinkingproblem, 2015-09-02 11:36 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-04 01:35 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]drinkingproblem, 2015-09-04 01:36 am UTC

[info]purestheart
2015-08-30 09:25 pm UTC (link)
You don't need to apologize, Jim. Losing people is never easy to deal with. The important thing is that you remember we're all here for you.

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[info]captcasanova
2015-08-30 09:43 pm UTC (link)
I know I don't, but I want to. I feel you guys deserve it. And I know that too. I'll have to make sure I do a better job remembering it next time.

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(no subject) - [info]purestheart, 2015-08-30 09:55 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-02 11:25 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]purestheart, 2015-09-02 11:37 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-04 01:36 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]purestheart, 2015-09-04 01:41 am UTC

[info]neverfit
2015-08-30 09:29 pm UTC (link)
I wasn't much better that week Jemma died was gone. It's cool. Just take care of you, okay? And don't forget we're all kind of in this together.

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[info]captcasanova
2015-08-30 09:44 pm UTC (link)
I will. And I know. I'll be better at being there for you guys if it happens to you again, I promise.

How are you doing, by the way?

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(no subject) - [info]neverfit, 2015-08-30 09:59 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-02 11:29 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]neverfit, 2015-09-02 11:38 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-04 01:37 am UTC

[info]willbestrong
2015-08-30 09:31 pm UTC (link)
I am the literal queen of making bad life choices when things suck. I don't think anyone is going to blame you for needing some time, especially as close as you and Kenzi were.

Come by the club when you get back, okay? I'll give you a free drink.

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[info]captcasanova
2015-08-30 09:47 pm UTC (link)
I think the only person the Seal taking that hurt near this much was Jesse, because she was like my little sister. Which Kenzi was, too, in a way, except an older version of that. And I think that's why it hurt so much.

I'll definitely take you up on that offer.

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(no subject) - [info]willbestrong, 2015-08-30 10:01 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-02 11:30 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]willbestrong, 2015-09-02 11:43 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-04 01:37 am UTC

[info]everymansdream
2015-08-30 10:13 pm UTC (link)
You have no idea what loss really feels like It's fine. See you when you're back. Don't get hurt, kidnapped, etc while you're gone.

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[info]captcasanova
2015-09-02 11:30 pm UTC (link)
Thanks. I will try my best not to.

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[info]_bornofajackal
2015-08-31 04:42 am UTC (link)
I understand, there were times when I didn't feel like being around anyone, with the friends that were taken from me. More so since I've been here a long time, so I actually lose more I am glad that you and the other friends I have are still here though. But the fact that you are concerned, and not too used to it, that's a good sign.

I didn't notice being pushed away myself, probably mostly because I got turned into a kid for a week. I probably would have wanted autographs or something, since I'd seen a couple spaceship shows at that age. Anyway, hope you're both having a great time in the vacation. We can probably go over some more ideas about the Center when you return. That can wait though, so just enjoy your time while you're on vacation.

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[info]captcasanova
2015-09-02 11:32 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, I'm starting to see that. I'm glad for that. I'm hoping I never get to the point where I'm jaded by all of this.

That actually might have cheered me up, all things considered. But it's probably a good thing it didn't happen. And sure. Not quite sure when we'll get back, but we can talk then.

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(no subject) - [info]_bornofajackal, 2015-09-03 09:18 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]captcasanova, 2015-09-04 01:39 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]_bornofajackal, 2015-09-04 04:58 am UTC

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