I understand, there were times when I didn't feel like being around anyone, with the friends that were taken from me. More so since I've been here a long time, so I actually lose more I am glad that you and the other friends I have are still here though. But the fact that you are concerned, and not too used to it, that's a good sign.
I didn't notice being pushed away myself, probably mostly because I got turned into a kid for a week. I probably would have wanted autographs or something, since I'd seen a couple spaceship shows at that age. Anyway, hope you're both having a great time in the vacation. We can probably go over some more ideas about the Center when you return. That can wait though, so just enjoy your time while you're on vacation.