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Emma Swan finally found her fairytale (lostfairytale) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-12-18 13:09:00

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Christmas is in one week. ~~With warnings from Loki~~ Under the circumstances, I'd like to go ahead and celebrate Aislinn's birthday. It'll also get her into the habit of celebrating her birthday on a different day so she doesn't get forced into 'you only get one set of presents' syndrome.

We don't know what all is about to happen. I'd like to at least give my baby one happy day before ~~she could lose us all forever~~ this all goes down.

We're having dinner tonight at our house. Probably just pizza or sub sandwiches or something, and one of those ridiculous 1st birthday cakes that babies get filthy and messy in. But you're all invited. Presents not required, just the people who love her.

[Graham]

I can't say this in person. So don't expect me to. It isn't my thing, this talking about feelings stuff. But for you, I try. More than I think I ever have. And now, I really need to.

If we get sent back, once all this is said and done, I'll go home to my mom and dad, my little boy, friends who I've grown to love. I'll lose my daughter, but Loki has assured me he's found someplace safe for her if the worst happens and that's all I can ask.

But you. I'll lose you. Again. If I remember any of this, at least I'll have that, but if I don't, it will be the most heartbreaking thing in the world.

I came from right after we lost you. You were so rarely mentioned again that I began to worry you'd just been forgotten and that killed me. Because I was so close to feeling something for someone again and then you were taken from me. But I was watching the show and noticed something. I did a little research and I was right.

To the very last episode that's aired, I am still wearing your boot laces on my wrist. It sounds silly, but well, it's me, and it's so something I would do.

So know that. Know that no matter what happens here, should the world come crashing down around us and I lose you again, that you are never once forgotten and you are always in my heart.

And that I love you.

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Emma

gaveuphisheart
2013-12-19 06:20 pm UTC (link)

Well, you kept getting into trouble! And maybe I was trying to make you less gorgeous, a little bit. Completely failed, but I get points for trying?

That is true. Whatever else happened, I think we were meant to get here, to Lawrence, and have this. To be in love, to have a family. And that means everything.

Two weeks before I got here would have been only a few weeks after Moriarty died. Am I right?

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Graham

lostfairytale
2013-12-21 04:50 pm UTC (link)

Correction, Regina kept getting me into trouble. Hmph. You're adorable. But you were not getting me into that uniform. Though now I suspect you had secret intentions of getting me out of it.

God, I hope so. If that's true, if destiny is that pre-determined, then we're meant to stay here, too. And I want that. More than anything.

Close. A month or two. I don't know and I don't care.

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	Emma gaveuphisheart 2013-12-21 05:03 pm UTC (link)
	Okay, admittedly true. And do I at least get points for creative ways to try to not fall for you? Even if they failed, and of course I was imagining getting you out of it. I'm choosing to believe that our paths have brought us here and here is where we are going to stay, you and me, our kids, our friends. I'm glad ghost me was able to help you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Graham

lostfairytale
2013-12-21 05:29 pm UTC (link)

You do. But you were always meant to be mine, even if only for a moment, so I'm afraid ugly uniforms just wouldn't be enough.

I don't know what I did to deserve you. You should have so much better. But I love you so incredibly much and I plan to make every moment we have here count. Whether it ends tomorrow or it ends fifty years from now with us having kids and grandkids and great grandkids and I don't even care.

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	Emma gaveuphisheart 2013-12-21 06:27 pm UTC (link)
	I was a fool to think even an ugly uniform would get between us. There is no better than you. For me, you're the very best there is. I love you too. With every bit of my returned heart. And I have faith that there's going to be the kids and grandkids and great grandkids. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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