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Tweak says, "SUGAR RUSH!!!"

Caroline Forbes (agelessbeauty) wrote in wariscoming,
@ 2014-01-24 07:40:00

Entry tags:

caroline forbes, niklaus mikaelson

Who: Caroline and Klaus
What: Klaus teaching Caro better feeding habits
Where: a club in Lawrence
When: tonight
Warnings: well vampires feeding on humans for one and I will so update this as the log progresses

To say that Caroline was feeling nervous was a pretty damn big understatement. Part of it was nerves, fear that she would hurt someone--kill someone--and that was something she definitely did not want to do. She also knew that continuing to stay away from ever feeding on humans, to keep going as long as she had without doing so, was going to come back and bite her in the ass eventually. How was she supposed to gain any kind of control over it if she didn’t ever do it?

She knew she couldn’t rely on blood bags forever--not that it wouldn’t stop being her main source of feeding--but there would definitely come a time when she wouldn’t be able to have access to blood bags and while she could feed from animals it wasn’t exactly the best nourishment. And if it went on long enough it might end up snapping her control in half, something she wasn’t about to let happen.

So Caroline had decided to accept the idea of Klaus helping her learn how to do it properly. She truly did trust that he wouldn’t let her fall, he wouldn’t let her needlessly kill anyone. She trusted him with all of her being which in itself was a damn scary prospect but one that she couldn’t deny. Plus it got him to finally go with needing to tell Henrik about everything that had happened to his family, about what all of his siblings had become and that was something she knew needed to happen. No matter how much they all seemed to want to put it off.

Caroline’s body throbbed to the music of the club, watching the dancers on the floor grind up against one another, those at the bar taking shots, drinking various types of alcohol, and she couldn’t help but smile. Even if her stomach was doing that damn annoying twisty thing. She linked her fingers with Klaus’, turning to look at him.

“So...where do we start, oh wise one?”

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humanitytorn
2014-01-28 07:58 pm UTC (link)

He wanted more. He really did relish the kill and he had denied himself that for her sake, as he'd said, he could have killed the girl, normally would have too, but he pulled back from his victim, turning her face toward him and spoke softly but firmly. "You'll remember only that you danced but lost out to someone vastly superior to you." Really he couldn't help it, who said compulsions had to be nice. "Run along now" he told her turning back to Caroline, promises of a dark and shadowy corner and all.

He pulled her toward him once the girl was out of the way.

"I wouldn't say no to that. But you should be proud, You've done well, amazingly well in fact. You've mastered what I've seen take weeks of trial and error in just one night. Tell me what you want and I'll ensure you have it, even if it is just a dark corner in a club." he added amused pulling her into a kiss, he didn't much care for the music, but the lights, the dark and seductive atmosphere of the club reminded him of New Orleans. And god, he wanted to show it to her.

"I'd give you the world if I thought for a minute you'd accept it."

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agelessbeauty
2014-01-29 01:00 am UTC (link)

“I doubt its mastered,” Caroline told him, still worried what would happen if she was alone and tried it. Having him there helped her feel strong enough to be able to even try it and maybe her control freak tendencies helped her get better control than others at times, but she still wasn’t going to chance feeding by herself. Not yet anyway. She’d stick to blood bags and hunting animals until Klaus wanted to go out again. Not that she thought it’d be long for him to want to bring her out again to feed.

“I don’t need the world. I mean, it’s a nice thought and all, and I want to see it. I want experience all it has to offer, but I don’t need that.” Though she did know he was telling her the truth. Klaus would give her anything she wanted and sometimes she didn’t even have to ask, sometimes he knew what she needed before even she did.

As for what she wanted then though. “I want you,” Caroline told him, tugging on his necklaces to draw him even closer to her. “I don’t really care where. All I know is I want you to push me up against some wall, make my toes curl with what you do, and have me screaming your name as I forget the rest of the world around us.”

Caroline pulled back slightly with a teasing smile. “If you’re up for that.”

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humanitytorn
2014-01-29 07:48 am UTC (link)

She was still worried, but that was okay. He'd just have to take her to places like this more frequently, practice would make perfect and all that. She'd done so well though, and he wondered just what she would be capable of, a couple of decades, a century or two behind her and nothing would stop this woman from having whatever she set her mind to. "Oh I know, I know you'll see the world. I promised to show it to you didn't I, a world of new experiences, new challenges. You may not want it, but I do...you know that, and I want you with me. But there's time for that, there's time for all of that."

He knew she'd be his weakness, he'd accepted that but he supposed she could be a strength in her own way too.

Like, for example saying the things she did, whispering that she wanted him, she was a dammed tease and he loved every second of it. Without another word, for none were needed. Klaus led her through the dancing revelers, over to a dark corner like the one she was so fond of discussing and as she had asked pushed her back against the wall there, stepping in possessively, one hand on either side of her. Perhaps with anyone else it would seem controlling but not to her.

"This good enough for you love?" he asked, moving to kiss her before she got a chance to answer.

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agelessbeauty
2014-01-29 01:37 pm UTC (link)

Caroline blocked out everything else, focusing solely on the kiss, on how she was pressed to the wall, Klaus towering over her. Anyone else might have felt fear having the Hybrid do that to them, but it only brought about an overwhelming need to rip Klaus’ clothes off for her, desire pooling in her stomach. She wrapped one hand around the nape of his neck, trying to draw him closer, deciding he was too far away even though he was right there. Caroline didn’t think she would ever get enough of him.

“What would you even do with the whole world?” she asked ending the kiss, sliding her hands under his shirt so she could touch skin.

She wondered if in time he would get her wanting it too. After all, she never thought she would deliberately feed from humans and look at how tonight had gone? She was still wary of the process, concerned she would hurt someone, but god, it had been amazing. It had been everything she had craved and Caroline knew she would keep on doing it if she could make sure no one got hurt in the process. And if Klaus was with her she truly did trust him not to let her go over that edge.

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humanitytorn
2014-01-31 11:21 am UTC (link)

Having her like this, blocking her in, Klaus couldn't think of anything he would enjoy more. The kiss deepened, every part of him screaming just to take her, just to have her right there in the corner of the club. And her words weren't hurting, what would he do with the whole world. Frankly what wouldn't he do, what wasn't he capable of?

"I expect you know what I'd do with the world." he said not bothering to hide the smirk that crossed his face at the idea, or maybe that was just at her touch, either way, it was intoxicating, she was intoxicating, and she was his. A fact he would never tire of. Even if he could have the world, even if he could somehow be king of all he surveyed. Without her he expected it would be hollow, pointless.

"I'd have you with me of course, my Queen, I think you'd like that though wouldn't you, apiring and inspiring and all, as I recall you make quite the career out of such things"

He didn't want to make her anything other than she was, bringing her here having her feed, that was different, those were things she needed to understand how to do. He would never ask her to kill, he would never ask her to betray her friends. He wasn't making her like him, not really, but he could give her ambition, he could give her her hearts darkest desires, her pure heart had been drawn to the darkness and he would never let her free now.

"All you'd have to do is ask Caroline, and you could have it all." he whispered, sliding his hands up against her hips and under her top.

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agelessbeauty
2014-01-31 01:54 pm UTC (link)

His words were intoxicating, pulling at deeply hidden longings she could barely even give name to let alone speak out loud about. How did he see to the very heart of her? To the deep recesses of her inner soul? She had dreamed of being a princess when she was little--but didn’t most little girls? It was the whole Disney phase. All of her friends had gone through it, each choosing their favorite Disney princess. Caroline had loved them all though, all for different reasons. Each one holding out some ideal she strove towards.

But she couldn’t deny that the thought of that much power simultaneously elated and scared the hell out of her. “Maybe in a century,” she breathed out, allowing herself to say that much as his hands touched her skin. “Maybe then I’ll be ready to be this Queen that you apparently see me as, but I don’t want any of that right now. I don’t need it.”

She rested her forehead against his, keeping her gaze locked with his. “All I want right now--and not just because my emotions are so freaking on overload right now because of the bloodlust--is you. To live my life with you. To get to know all of you. For you to know all of me. And trips. I really like when we go on trips.”

After all, he did offer to show her the world.

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humanitytorn
2014-01-31 02:34 pm UTC (link)

That was why he kept offering her the world. Because on some level. In some part of herself that she couldn't hide, Caroline wanted it, wanted to be royalty. And she deserved to be. She was perfect, and perhaps she didn't want it right now but in time, what was a century to them. "Hard for you to admit even that wasn't it." he told her, resting his head against hers even as his hands explored her. "Or maybe it was easier than you expected hm?"

Right now though she wanted to get to know him, to share her life with him, and that of course he could give her.

"I'm going to bring you to New Orleans, and alright its not my New Orleans, but its still a city like no other. We'll go there soon, you and me, ignore the world just for a while. The most beautiful and wonderful place in the world and its practicly on our doorstep. As for knowing me, I think that you do, better than most. I think you understand me Caroline."

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agelessbeauty
2014-01-31 03:15 pm UTC (link)

Caroline couldn't help but grin, couldn't help but lean forward just that bit more and kiss him again. It hadn't taken as much as it should have to admit what she wanted, what she was able to admit at this time. Maybe she wasn't changing for him but she was definitely growing. Was this what growing up was? She had feeling it was and it wasn't as scary as she thought it might be.

"I want to see it with you. I want you to tell me all about it, even if this one isn't yours. I want you to share your stories and share all that culture and history. I just want to know it all." Every little last piece of him, of what he knew, what he loved.

"And maybe I do better than most, but you know me better than most. Better than myself at times. I think you understand me too, the parts of me that I don't even understand yet." She pulled back a little, still smiling. "Can we go home now? As much as I'd love you taking me right here, right now, I want our bed. And I'd like to enjoy you until the sun comes up."

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humanitytorn
2014-02-01 01:05 pm UTC (link)

He couldn't help but laugh at that, sharing his stories. Oh he'd do it, quite willingly. "My stories aren't always the most pleasant love, but then you know that. As I've always said, to you I'm an open book, no secrets, not from you. So I'll tell you my stories, and I'll show you the world, I'll show you everything and I'll teach you how to truly live." He had always wanted that for her, the world at her feet, every blessed opportunity that she now had. "You'll love New Orleans, the music, the culture, I'm assuming this world also has witches but we can ignore that side of things, usually better off that way."

He supposed he did understand her, the sides of herself she couldn't quite come to terms with. His beautiful Caroline.

"We can go home" he told her, pulling her into one last kiss before wrapping an arm protectively around her and leading her out toward the door. "I expect I can be far more creative in the comfort of our own surroundings. Of course you could have had one and then the other, have you worked it out yet, that there truly is nothing I wouldn't do for you." He supposed it scared her to know that too, that on some level she could have the world, she need only ask for it.

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agelessbeauty
2014-02-02 01:09 am UTC (link)

It did scare her a bit to know exactly how much he cared about her, just how deeply his love ran. Not that hers wasn’t as deep, not that she didn’t love him just as fiercely, but the fact was he truly could give her the world if she asked for it. If she asked for anything, Caroline knew he could deliver it, would want to deliver it to her, and that kind of power was a bit daunting for her nineteen year old self.

“I know there’s not,” she murmured, leaning into him as they walked. “And I hope you realize that I’m willing to learn about who I am now, what I am now because of you. Because I can trust you not to let me fall.” All of those aspects of being a vampire that she had tried so hard to keep under lock and key, frightened of the outcome if she didn’t.

She no longer feared it though, or at least didn’t fear it as much as she had before, and definitely trusted him to look out for her sanity as she ventured down the road of truly accepting what she had become. “And maybe I could have had both, but I’d really rather you be extra creative at home tonight," she told him, pressing a kiss to his cheek.

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