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Caroline Forbes (agelessbeauty) wrote in wariscoming,
@ 2014-01-24 07:40:00

Entry tags:

caroline forbes, niklaus mikaelson

Who: Caroline and Klaus
What: Klaus teaching Caro better feeding habits
Where: a club in Lawrence
When: tonight
Warnings: well vampires feeding on humans for one and I will so update this as the log progresses

To say that Caroline was feeling nervous was a pretty damn big understatement. Part of it was nerves, fear that she would hurt someone--kill someone--and that was something she definitely did not want to do. She also knew that continuing to stay away from ever feeding on humans, to keep going as long as she had without doing so, was going to come back and bite her in the ass eventually. How was she supposed to gain any kind of control over it if she didn’t ever do it?

She knew she couldn’t rely on blood bags forever--not that it wouldn’t stop being her main source of feeding--but there would definitely come a time when she wouldn’t be able to have access to blood bags and while she could feed from animals it wasn’t exactly the best nourishment. And if it went on long enough it might end up snapping her control in half, something she wasn’t about to let happen.

So Caroline had decided to accept the idea of Klaus helping her learn how to do it properly. She truly did trust that he wouldn’t let her fall, he wouldn’t let her needlessly kill anyone. She trusted him with all of her being which in itself was a damn scary prospect but one that she couldn’t deny. Plus it got him to finally go with needing to tell Henrik about everything that had happened to his family, about what all of his siblings had become and that was something she knew needed to happen. No matter how much they all seemed to want to put it off.

Caroline’s body throbbed to the music of the club, watching the dancers on the floor grind up against one another, those at the bar taking shots, drinking various types of alcohol, and she couldn’t help but smile. Even if her stomach was doing that damn annoying twisty thing. She linked her fingers with Klaus’, turning to look at him.

“So...where do we start, oh wise one?”

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humanitytorn
2014-01-31 02:34 pm UTC (link)

That was why he kept offering her the world. Because on some level. In some part of herself that she couldn't hide, Caroline wanted it, wanted to be royalty. And she deserved to be. She was perfect, and perhaps she didn't want it right now but in time, what was a century to them. "Hard for you to admit even that wasn't it." he told her, resting his head against hers even as his hands explored her. "Or maybe it was easier than you expected hm?"

Right now though she wanted to get to know him, to share her life with him, and that of course he could give her.

"I'm going to bring you to New Orleans, and alright its not my New Orleans, but its still a city like no other. We'll go there soon, you and me, ignore the world just for a while. The most beautiful and wonderful place in the world and its practicly on our doorstep. As for knowing me, I think that you do, better than most. I think you understand me Caroline."

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agelessbeauty
2014-01-31 03:15 pm UTC (link)

Caroline couldn't help but grin, couldn't help but lean forward just that bit more and kiss him again. It hadn't taken as much as it should have to admit what she wanted, what she was able to admit at this time. Maybe she wasn't changing for him but she was definitely growing. Was this what growing up was? She had feeling it was and it wasn't as scary as she thought it might be.

"I want to see it with you. I want you to tell me all about it, even if this one isn't yours. I want you to share your stories and share all that culture and history. I just want to know it all." Every little last piece of him, of what he knew, what he loved.

"And maybe I do better than most, but you know me better than most. Better than myself at times. I think you understand me too, the parts of me that I don't even understand yet." She pulled back a little, still smiling. "Can we go home now? As much as I'd love you taking me right here, right now, I want our bed. And I'd like to enjoy you until the sun comes up."

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humanitytorn
2014-02-01 01:05 pm UTC (link)

He couldn't help but laugh at that, sharing his stories. Oh he'd do it, quite willingly. "My stories aren't always the most pleasant love, but then you know that. As I've always said, to you I'm an open book, no secrets, not from you. So I'll tell you my stories, and I'll show you the world, I'll show you everything and I'll teach you how to truly live." He had always wanted that for her, the world at her feet, every blessed opportunity that she now had. "You'll love New Orleans, the music, the culture, I'm assuming this world also has witches but we can ignore that side of things, usually better off that way."

He supposed he did understand her, the sides of herself she couldn't quite come to terms with. His beautiful Caroline.

"We can go home" he told her, pulling her into one last kiss before wrapping an arm protectively around her and leading her out toward the door. "I expect I can be far more creative in the comfort of our own surroundings. Of course you could have had one and then the other, have you worked it out yet, that there truly is nothing I wouldn't do for you." He supposed it scared her to know that too, that on some level she could have the world, she need only ask for it.

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agelessbeauty
2014-02-02 01:09 am UTC (link)

It did scare her a bit to know exactly how much he cared about her, just how deeply his love ran. Not that hers wasn’t as deep, not that she didn’t love him just as fiercely, but the fact was he truly could give her the world if she asked for it. If she asked for anything, Caroline knew he could deliver it, would want to deliver it to her, and that kind of power was a bit daunting for her nineteen year old self.

“I know there’s not,” she murmured, leaning into him as they walked. “And I hope you realize that I’m willing to learn about who I am now, what I am now because of you. Because I can trust you not to let me fall.” All of those aspects of being a vampire that she had tried so hard to keep under lock and key, frightened of the outcome if she didn’t.

She no longer feared it though, or at least didn’t fear it as much as she had before, and definitely trusted him to look out for her sanity as she ventured down the road of truly accepting what she had become. “And maybe I could have had both, but I’d really rather you be extra creative at home tonight," she told him, pressing a kiss to his cheek.

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