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Tweak says, "tubular!"

Lila Pitts (hardcopy) wrote in valloic,
@ 2024-02-29 08:54:00

Entry tags:

!: network post, assassin's creed: evie frye, critical role: vax'ildan, the umbrella academy: diego hargreeves, the umbrella academy: lila pitts, wicked saints: serefin meleski

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Whatever your plans are for tomorrow, cancel them. I need you all to sing happy birthday to a toddler and watch her stuff cake in her face. There will be dinner in it for you! Probably just pizza but still.

Also if someone could just smack me so I stop spiraling about how fast time goes, that would be grand. Cheers.

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	hardcopy 2024-03-01 02:16 am UTC (link)
	Right, yeah, of course. She's alive and healthy and happy. We aren't raising her like our parents raised us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lila secondumbrella 2024-03-01 01:06 pm UTC (link)
	You know it's more than that, right? Like, not raising your kids to compete against each other or to become some master assassin is bare fucking minimum. We're doing a lot more than that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego/Lila hardcopy 2024-03-02 01:53 am UTC (link)
	I know. Don't mind me. I think dear old mum got in my head today. We used to have nice birthdays when I was a kid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Diego/Lila secondumbrella 2024-03-02 02:00 am UTC (link)
	Yeah? It's okay to have weird feelings about her. You were a kid who needed a mom. Shit, you're easy to love now, as a kid? Forget it. And Gracie's having a good birthday, Lila. She's with the people who love her, she's going to eat way too much cake or at least, smear it fucking everywhere, it'll be good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego/Lila hardcopy 2024-03-02 02:09 am UTC (link)
	She's the reason I needed a mum. I shouldn't have good memories of her. It just makes me feel like a gullible mark. That, though, that's true. She's going to make a mess and I'm going to enjoy every second. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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secondumbrella
2024-03-02 02:15 am UTC (link)

Bullshit that you were anything but a kid. A vulnerable kid, who was manipulated at her most vulerable time. You're not the only one either, I bought into the whole fucking Umbrella Academy nonsense too, I went hard, I wanted my dad's affection damn the consequences.

It's pretty damn good. Sometimes--okay, don't give me shit, I know it's ridiculous, but sometimes I think about my siblings. Just because they were all here once. Or six times, if you were Klaus.

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	Diego/Lila hardcopy 2024-03-02 02:24 am UTC (link)
	I don't know how he avoided giving it to you, honestly. You wore down every defense I had. But then, I'm not sure he even had any affection left to give. Why would I give you shit for that? You're allowed to miss them even if they just keep sweeping through like a finnicky storm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego/Lila secondumbrella 2024-03-02 03:52 am UTC (link)
	Luther was easier. Allison too. His loss, I'm amazing obviously and I'd never let him around you or Gracie even if he showed up. It's like this weird, I don't MISS them because it's been a long time and what I have here is more than that but it's like. Maybe what could have been. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego/Lila hardcopy 2024-03-02 04:03 am UTC (link)
	I love you too. I think I understand. I got a little glimpse of the potential, there at the hotel. And it's their loss, not getting to see you be a great dad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Diego/Lila secondumbrella 2024-03-02 04:23 am UTC (link)
	You get me. You can make your own traditions with her too, I think you should. Something just you guys do for her birthday. Hell, we should for your birthday too. We'll reclaim that shit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego/Lila hardcopy 2024-03-02 04:42 am UTC (link)
	I think we both should. Come here and we can talk about it before I take your clothes off. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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