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Tweak says, "Sry, I drank all your cola."

W A N K E R ↴ in a trenchoat (andmagic) wrote in valloic,
@ 2020-04-22 21:25:00

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!: network post, the raven cycle: ronan lynch, ₴ inactive: adam vasic, ₴ inactive: cassandra cain, ₴ inactive: eddie kaspbrak, ₴ inactive: john constantine, ₴ inactive: ray palmer, ₴ inactive: sabrina spellman, ₴ inactive: sara lance

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Should I be jealous I didn't get to join in on the confusing fun or glad for it?

[DC TYPES]
This is the part where we all check in on each other right? I'm new to actually being a team player...

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	RAY + JOHN andmagic 2020-04-23 06:20 am UTC (link)
	Famous last words there, with me doing fine at anything... Yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	RAY + JOHN wantstomatter 2020-04-23 06:43 am UTC (link)
	~~Eddie said I shouldn't overthink this but I'm overthinking this.~~ I wanted to apologize for what I dropped on you the last time we spoke. We don't have to talk about that in depth or at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	RAY + JOHN andmagic 2020-04-23 06:54 am UTC (link)
	You don't need to apologize for that, mate. Your feelings are valid, Ray. You're allowed to express them. ~~But I'm toxic as fuck...~~ We should talk about it though. Maybe. I'm...the worst at this sort of thing. That's not a bloody secret, but... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	RAY + JOHN wantstomatter 2020-04-23 07:13 am UTC (link)
	I don't? I honestly never meant to just blurt it out like that. Or at all. Not to you anyway. We can talk. If you want. It's me so no pressure either way. I've heard. But? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	RAY + JOHN andmagic 2020-04-23 07:28 am UTC (link)
	The reason you Legends haven't met a lot of people I got close to in my past is because my actions nearly end up in their ruin. It's a dangerous game having John Constantine in your life in any capacity. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	RAY + JOHN wantstomatter 2020-04-23 08:43 am UTC (link)
	You realize I can argue that it's dangerous with or without you in my life in any capacity, right? That's life and I can take care of myself. However, your fears and feelings are valid. I may not agree with them but that's not my place. Doesn't change anything. I'm not going anywhere. I still think you're a good person and worth whatever happens. (Reply to this) (Parent)

RAY + JOHN

wantstomatter
2020-04-25 09:15 am UTC (link)

I don't like the way I worded that so let me try again.

I'm sorry you've had losses in your life. I don't know the details so it's not my place to say anything one way or another. I can't promise anything here either. It's easy for me to say things won't happen or that I can take care of myself but you've lived your life. You know it better than I do and it's wrong of me to try and brush anything off.

I'm going to back off here, give you space. If you ever want to talk I'm around. I'll probably still check up on you. A lack of interest doesn't mean you get rid of me that easily. We're still friends.

Unless it's super awkward. You don't have to respond to this. It's all for my benefit, really, because I feel like I should've handled things better. HOWEVER, if it's super awkward you'll have to say that much so I can back off completely.

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	RAY + JOHN andmagic 2020-04-26 01:25 am UTC (link)
	Ray. Take a sodden breath yeah? You're stressing yourself out, and I hate being the fucking source of that. ~~If I already am then what if...~~ I don't want you to back off, I just don't want you getting hurt either. So let's do this the English way over drinks? Talk it out until the awkward's bloody gone. I won't even smoke during the conversation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	RAY + JOHN wantstomatter 2020-04-26 02:08 am UTC (link)
	It's not you. I'm just overthinking everything. It happens sometimes. There's no guarantee I'll get hurt... but I can agree to drinks and talking. Wait. You're ofering to not smoke during the conversation? ~~That's actually really~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	RAY + JOHN andmagic 2020-04-27 11:23 am UTC (link)
	I've come to learn you overthink you really care about something, so trust me when I say it's not an issue for me? It's...flattering isn't the right word when it's causing you distress I guess. I figured it was a nice peace offering after making you worry so much? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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