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Tweak says, "Will you grab that?"

Kurt Hummel | Glee (hippobrooch) wrote in thedoorway,
@ 2013-06-18 20:24:00

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!network post, elspeth gordie, ivy lynn, kurt hummel, nancy drew

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(If you've talked to him a few times, you're in.)

A colleague at work dragged me out for a coffee after a close draw with someone's elbow lunging for my ~~schnoz~~ nose. Let me dispel images of me with a splint - I managed to duck out of the way just in time and I can breathe just fine. But since my past is hardly private, we got to discussing certain things over a non-fat latte.

First thing she asked me, was the possibility of Karofsky showing up in the Tower. That's a good question, isn't it? But I wouldn't mind. In the worst instance, I've got a door and I've got places to be, people I can hide behind. In the best case, we can both stare at men in the park and wonder how to hit them up. Yep. I'm being positive with my backspace button.

Blaine's engagement ring. No. That's not happening, not for as long as I can help it. I know very well that once I end back home, I might just take one look into those puppy dog eyes of his and blurt out 'yes' like a giggly school girl, but right here and now, I've been caught between somewhere rage and doubt. It's not happening as long as I'm here. Ryan Murphy can fuck my life up when I get back. I'll be happy to have my own hand in it for now.

It comes easily, being in love with the idea of someone or the idea of the perfect love that can stand through anything. Obviously, it didn't in my case. And it's probably not true for anyone, this idea. We're not Satine and Christian, belting 'come what may'. And that's okay. ~~That's finally okay.~~ I can't be responsible for what happens back home, but here, it's going to be a big fat no. He can go cheat on someone else. I'm being assertive without my backspace button. Those puppy dog eyes are not going to get me this time.

And I bought a second hand piano. I'm not going to allow myself to get rusty again and I'm going to put a picture of my mom right on top. On a doily. With a flower. Some furniture's going to have t ogo.

I didn't think this through, did I? Well, I was thinking about other things.

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	supportcrumbles 2013-06-19 07:45 am UTC (link)
	I suppose so. So long as they're not singing in their noses...I'm afraid I know more about public speaking and a little formal dancing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippobrooch 2013-06-19 07:47 am UTC (link)
	No, that's bad technique. Yes honey, we know. It goes with being a president's son. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	supportcrumbles 2013-06-19 07:48 am UTC (link)
	It's also obnoxious. The dancing was more fun. I didn't have to continue after I learned my left foot from my right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippobrooch 2013-06-19 07:50 am UTC (link)
	So you can't do that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	supportcrumbles 2013-06-19 07:51 am UTC (link)
	Why would I want to? And I'm old, kid. I don't think my hips do that anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippobrooch 2013-06-19 07:52 am UTC (link)
	My dad did the single ladies dance, and he's older than you. YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	supportcrumbles 2013-06-19 07:53 am UTC (link)
	Did his hips have to do that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippobrooch 2013-06-19 07:54 am UTC (link)
	For his age and heart attacked and cancer riddled body, sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	supportcrumbles 2013-06-19 07:55 am UTC (link)
	His hips and legs had to do that...I'm impressed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippobrooch 2013-06-19 07:56 am UTC (link)
	So you have no excuse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	supportcrumbles 2013-06-19 07:58 am UTC (link)
	I will get right on it. And then TJ will get cranky because I'm not good at being hurt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippobrooch 2013-06-19 08:00 am UTC (link)
	Painkillers, Doug. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	supportcrumbles 2013-06-19 08:00 am UTC (link)
	With my family's wonderful habits of addiction? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippobrooch 2013-06-19 08:05 am UTC (link)
	There are non-narcotic painkillers, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	supportcrumbles 2013-06-19 08:05 am UTC (link)
	If my hips are going to do that, they better be narcotic. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippobrooch 2013-06-19 08:12 am UTC (link)
	Some people do start from scratch, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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