InsaneJournal

Goodbye cast. You were a pain in the ass annoying.

[Hargreeveses]
Hey, after I get back from my NA meeting and pick up my new chip, could we go out? Go do karaoke or something?

Also maybe [...] drag me down from the ceiling, because I have to go to my NA meeting. It's not as comfortable up here as you'd think. YES THIS IS A CRY FOR HELP.

[PRIVATE]
I'm allowed to feel okay, right? Not numb, not high, not low, just regular old sober Klaus. Although, minor bitchy moment - going to my NA meetings would be a lot easier if this place didn't change all the time, or if they didn't insist your counter goes back to zero whenever you take a painkiller, but I try not to listen to that shit. It's just an excedrin. You'd have some headaches if you had ghosts talking in your ear all the time too. Although that's become less intense? I can't tell if I've become desensitized or it really has gotten less intense.

And I really don't know who I'm talking to. Myself, I guess? Hi, self.

Because I feel okay. I mean, I still miss Dave terribly, but it's not [...] as ponderous? Burdensome? But I can finally think straight. And sobriety still sucks, but it sucks less. And my skin is gorge.

60 days sober, baby! I did it.

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