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Tweak says, "MASTER XEHANORT!"

Klaus Hargreeves (quattuor) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-09-05 00:17:00

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active: five hargreeves, active: freddy freeman, active: nico di angelo, active: tony stark, inactive: klara prast

Goodbye cast. You were ~~a pain in the ass~~ annoying.

[Hargreeveses]
Hey, after I get back from my NA meeting and pick up my new chip, could we go out? Go do karaoke or something?

Also maybe [...] drag me down from the ceiling, because I have to go to my NA meeting. It's not as comfortable up here as you'd think. YES THIS IS A CRY FOR HELP.

[PRIVATE]
I'm allowed to feel okay, right? Not numb, not high, not low, just regular old sober Klaus. Although, minor bitchy moment - going to my NA meetings would be a lot easier if this place didn't change all the time, or if they didn't insist your counter goes back to zero whenever you take a painkiller, but I try not to listen to that shit. It's just an excedrin. You'd have some headaches if you had ghosts talking in your ear all the time too. Although that's become less intense? I can't tell if I've become desensitized or it really has gotten less intense.

And I really don't know who I'm talking to. Myself, I guess? Hi, self.

Because I feel okay. I mean, I still miss Dave terribly, but it's not [...] as ponderous? Burdensome? But I can finally think straight. And sobriety still sucks, but it sucks less. And my skin is gorge.

60 days sober, baby! I did it.

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	Hargreeves undeadhorror 2019-09-05 02:42 am UTC (link)
	I'll do karaoke with you! I haven't done it either could be fun. If you want company, I can come sit in the back of the room and read. Might be a little weird since they'll be able to see me now though. [Klaus] Hey. You know I'm proud of you and stuff. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-05 02:49 am UTC (link)
	There's a surprising amount of stuff we haven't done. Sorry about that. I was all, selfish and shit. They probably won't think much of it. Not everybody has to talk. [Ben] You were counting? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves undeadhorror 2019-09-05 02:58 am UTC (link)
	I mean, It would have just been me watching you do it anyway. Maybe I will then. [Klaus] No, not exactly. But you mentioned that you got you had your thirty day chip when I got here, and if you're picking up a new one, that must mean 60 days. But hell, man, just the effort is enough to be proud of. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-05 03:03 am UTC (link)
	And telling me not to do the thing I was going to do. Just like old times. [Ben] I've never made it this far. I was in uncharted territory like, three weeks ago. This feels [..] weird? But my skin looks great. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves undeadhorror 2019-09-05 03:12 am UTC (link)
	Hey, I mean, sometimes the things I told you not to do were fun though. [klaus] If it's uncharted, it's basically just an adventure. You like adventures. So, does that mean you aren't stealing Allison's moisturizer? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Hargreeves

quattuor
2019-09-05 03:20 am UTC (link)

Don't break into the zoo. Don't hold a rave in a store you just broke into. Don't throw that guy's clothes into a bucket of water and leave it outside in winter. Seems sensible to me. ~~At last.~~

[Ben]
The problem with being a junkie is that I can't see over that horizon, and once I'm actually there, I'm just terrified because junk is all I know. But I'm trying.

She doesn't have the really expensive stuff here. Bummer.

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	Hargreeves undeadhorror 2019-09-05 03:26 am UTC (link)
	I got to hang out with sloths when we broke into the zoo though. that was sort of cool. [Klaus] I mean, we can just get you some cool hobbies. That is mildly disappointing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-05 03:31 am UTC (link)
	You know there were cooler animals in there, right? [Ben] I wanted to rent a painting studio, and I even went full-time at Stark's to pay for the deposit, but [...] this place changes too much? Man, that really bummed me out. We should steal some for her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves undeadhorror 2019-09-07 02:26 am UTC (link)
	Um. No. Sloths are the best. [Klaus] If you need some space you can use my room? I don't have a lot of stuff, so we can move some of the furniture around. I'm down. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-07 08:53 pm UTC (link)
	Is a sloth your spirit animal? [Ben] Nah. I'll move some of my furniture around soon, so that I'm out of everybody's hair. You know you're going to have to run this time? They can see you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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