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Tweak says, "It's bigger on the inside"

Klaus Hargreeves (quattuor) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-09-05 00:17:00

Entry tags:

active: five hargreeves, active: freddy freeman, active: nico di angelo, active: tony stark, inactive: klara prast

Goodbye cast. You were ~~a pain in the ass~~ annoying.

[Hargreeveses]
Hey, after I get back from my NA meeting and pick up my new chip, could we go out? Go do karaoke or something?

Also maybe [...] drag me down from the ceiling, because I have to go to my NA meeting. It's not as comfortable up here as you'd think. YES THIS IS A CRY FOR HELP.

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I'm allowed to feel okay, right? Not numb, not high, not low, just regular old sober Klaus. Although, minor bitchy moment - going to my NA meetings would be a lot easier if this place didn't change all the time, or if they didn't insist your counter goes back to zero whenever you take a painkiller, but I try not to listen to that shit. It's just an excedrin. You'd have some headaches if you had ghosts talking in your ear all the time too. Although that's become less intense? I can't tell if I've become desensitized or it really has gotten less intense.

And I really don't know who I'm talking to. Myself, I guess? Hi, self.

Because I feel okay. I mean, I still miss Dave terribly, but it's not [...] as ponderous? Burdensome? But I can finally think straight. And sobriety still sucks, but it sucks less. And my skin is gorge.

60 days sober, baby! I did it.

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	quattuor 2019-09-05 03:23 am UTC (link)
	You're just too easy to squick, you know that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-05 03:23 am UTC (link)
	You're just nasty sometimes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-05 03:24 am UTC (link)
	I have no shame. It all evens out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-05 03:27 am UTC (link)
	You are what you are, I guess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-06 02:52 am UTC (link)
	A really great guy wrapped up in a mess? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 03:26 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Exactly that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-06 06:07 pm UTC (link)
	Ah, thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	undeadhorror 2019-09-05 03:27 am UTC (link)
	He really has no shame. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-05 03:29 am UTC (link)
	Not one iota. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-06 02:52 am UTC (link)
	You should try it. Life's so much easier when you don't have boundaries. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 03:31 pm UTC (link)
	My boundaries keep me sane, Klaus. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-06 06:06 pm UTC (link)
	A lack of boundaries keeps life interesting! There's also a lot of 'does everyone hate me or do I just need to go to sleep', but you learn to juggle that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:29 pm UTC (link)
	I like order and predictability. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-06 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	There's nothing predictable about boxing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	No, but I know what to expect when I step in the ring. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-06 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, you get beat up. ~~I went once, and I~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:46 pm UTC (link)
	In a controlled environment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-06 06:49 pm UTC (link)
	SURE AS FUCK DIDN'T LOOK CONTROLLED TO ME. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	Wait. You've been to one of my matches? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-06 07:03 pm UTC (link)
	I think I was homeless at the time, but I would've noticed a boxing match poster with your name on it. You just didn't see me because I was hiding out in the back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-07 05:28 pm UTC (link)
	You should have let me know you were there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-07 08:50 pm UTC (link)
	What for? So you could be all 'my body is a temple, Klaus' while you were most likely had a concussion and needed your tooth glued back together with superglue? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-07 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	I have a mouth guard to protect my teeth. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quattuor 2019-09-07 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	Still. Why would I enjoy watching you get beat up? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trythingsmyway 2019-09-07 09:32 pm UTC (link)
	It's a sport, Klaus. I do it because I enjoy it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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quattuor, 2019-09-07 09:35 pm UTC

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