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Klaus Hargreeves (quattuor) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-09-05 00:17:00

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active: five hargreeves, active: freddy freeman, active: nico di angelo, active: tony stark, inactive: klara prast

Goodbye cast. You were ~~a pain in the ass~~ annoying.

[Hargreeveses]
Hey, after I get back from my NA meeting and pick up my new chip, could we go out? Go do karaoke or something?

Also maybe [...] drag me down from the ceiling, because I have to go to my NA meeting. It's not as comfortable up here as you'd think. YES THIS IS A CRY FOR HELP.

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I'm allowed to feel okay, right? Not numb, not high, not low, just regular old sober Klaus. Although, minor bitchy moment - going to my NA meetings would be a lot easier if this place didn't change all the time, or if they didn't insist your counter goes back to zero whenever you take a painkiller, but I try not to listen to that shit. It's just an excedrin. You'd have some headaches if you had ghosts talking in your ear all the time too. Although that's become less intense? I can't tell if I've become desensitized or it really has gotten less intense.

And I really don't know who I'm talking to. Myself, I guess? Hi, self.

Because I feel okay. I mean, I still miss Dave terribly, but it's not [...] as ponderous? Burdensome? But I can finally think straight. And sobriety still sucks, but it sucks less. And my skin is gorge.

60 days sober, baby! I did it.

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	Hargreeves jumps 2019-09-06 05:36 pm UTC (link)
	~~This is a you’re all dead and my memories of you all don’t match who are now and I just~~ No. This is an attempt at a conversation. Sometimes you learn things about people when you have conversations. I like puppies, too. If you don’t want to talk, it’s fine. ~~I thought~~ ~~I know~~ We don’t have to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 05:43 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not good at talking, Five. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves jumps 2019-09-06 06:17 pm UTC (link)
	I know. It’s why I tried asking something. Sometimes it’s easier to answer questions and see what happens than it is to simply speak. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. Ask me something else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves jumps 2019-09-06 06:45 pm UTC (link)
	~~Why~~ ~~What~~ If you had a dog, what would you name it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	Blade. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-06 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	Really? Blade? Is that where you got your outfit inspo from? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	Blade as in knife, not the movie. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves quattuor 2019-09-06 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	DON'T CHANGE THE SUBJECT. THE SUSPENSE IS TANTALIZING. DID YOU DID YOU DID YOU DID YOU DID YOU????? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves trythingsmyway 2019-09-07 05:27 pm UTC (link)
	No. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Hargreeves jumps 2019-09-06 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	I like your name choice. Do you have a preferred breed? Or you’d know your dog when you found him or her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves trythingsmyway 2019-09-07 05:27 pm UTC (link)
	Not a yip yapper breed, that's for sure. I've never really thought about it that hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves jumps 2019-09-07 05:52 pm UTC (link)
	They're cute but too noisy. Some of them are way too aggressive. Me neither. But I've never really thought about getting a dog except when we were kids. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves trythingsmyway 2019-09-07 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	Like Dad would have ever allowed us to have a dog. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves jumps 2019-09-07 08:11 pm UTC (link)
	But can you imagine the look on the old man's face if we did sneak one in? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hargreeves trythingsmyway 2019-09-07 09:28 pm UTC (link)
	Almost would have been worth it to see his face. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Diego quattuor 2019-09-06 06:27 pm UTC (link)
	Please talk to him. ~~I want this train wreck to stop.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Klaus trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	And say what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego quattuor 2019-09-06 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	Stop talking with your head. Start talking with your heart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Klaus trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:45 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not comfortable with that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego quattuor 2019-09-06 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	You've managed to do that with me ~~once~~? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Klaus trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:48 pm UTC (link)
	I know but. You're not an old man who looks like a teenager. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego quattuor 2019-09-06 06:49 pm UTC (link)
	Old man in a kid's body, who also has no idea how to talk to people. Both of you would be useless in group therapy. Go on. You're doing okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Klaus trythingsmyway 2019-09-06 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	I'm trying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego quattuor 2019-09-06 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	Doing great, baby. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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