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[Dec. 19th, 2007|03:16 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XXVII (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XXVII
Whore In A Hoody
I hear him whisper Isaac’s name as he closes his eyes. I can’t close mine. Images of what he told Don, details that I never pushed for about “practice sessions” are burned there. He was fourteen! He’s still only seventeen. The way he says Isaac’s name, the wistful dreamy tone sickens me as much as what’s been done to him. I stroke his back and then slide away from him. He’s too drugged to notice I’m gone. I don’t want to be an Isaac substitute. Charlie’s already at the door. “Don’t let him try to repay your kindness.” He nods.
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[Dec. 18th, 2007|11:12 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XXVI (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XXVI
Whore In A Hoody
He eats while he glares. Debbie brings him orange juice pours us some more coffee and looks like she’s about to say something. She catches my look, shrugs and walks away. “So when am I supposed to meet the guy who tortures people for a living?”
“Three hours before you’re supposed to go get tortured for a living.”
He slumps and I shake my head. “Justin, I’m just asking you to talk to him.”
“And then you’ll shut up for two weeks.”
Why the fuck did I agree to that? I nod, pay the bill and drive us to Don’s.
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[Dec. 18th, 2007|06:16 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XXV (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XXV
Whore In A Hoody
I felt okay when he was here. Once he leaves I’m nervous again. It’s stupid I know. I clean up and get ready for my 2:30 when there’s a knock at the door. I don’t recognize the guy. My phone rings. It’s Brian. “I’m fine.”
“I know. There’s someone there to see you. Let him in”
He sent me a client? Weird. I open the door and the he introduces himself, then he walks around the apartment, nods and leaves. “I’ll be right outside.”
I call Brian back. “Who the hell is that?”
“Charlie. He’s there if you need him.”
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[Dec. 17th, 2007|10:05 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XXIV (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XXIV
Whore In A Hoody
I consider calling him once I’m home but I don’t think there’s anything left to say. I end up working on some one of the campaigns that got fucked up in my absence and not getting to sleep until after two. The alarm goes off way too early but I’ve got a long day ahead of me. I fight off images of him sharing the shower with me. I consider stopping at the diner for breakfast but Deb will ask me about him. She thinks I’m taking care of him. If she only knew. I get a latte at Starbuck’s.
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[Dec. 17th, 2007|03:01 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XXIII (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XXIII
Whore In A Hoody
His arms around me feel good. He may be right but then again, I have no skills, and I dropped out of school at fourteen. I’ve read a lot but… he makes it seem so easy. It isn’t. “Brian, I don’t know if I can. I mean…”
“You can. It’ll take a little doing. Sublet this place, rent something smaller, find a job, one that sucks, but doesn’t risk your life.”
“I guess next month I can…”
He pulls away. “Not next month, Justin. Now.”
“Now? I have clients booked for tomorrow.”
“Cancel.”
Isaac’s voice screams NO! I shake my head.
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[Dec. 16th, 2007|11:14 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XXII (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XXII
Whore In A Hoody
What the fuck am I supposed to say? Do I boost his ego by telling him that he is “escort material”? I wave for another bottle of wine. “Justin.”
He doesn’t even look at me. “Justin. I wasn’t… I didn’t mean… I am paying for your company aren’t I?”
He looks up and gives a half smile. “I guess.”
“So just assume that other’s would.”
“You really think so?”
Great, why doesn’t he just ask me to introduce him to a few. Then I can change my name to Isaac. At least he’s happy for the rest of the meal.
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[Dec. 16th, 2007|04:58 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XXI (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XXI
Whore In A Hoody
I consider stopping by to see him but he sounded tired and it’s almost ten by the time I leave the office. I’m drained. Michael calls my cell and invites me to Woody’s. I make an excuse and go home. The loft is back to normal. The cleaning service was in and everything’s where it belongs. That should be comforting but it isn’t. In the end I shower and crawl into bed. I wonder if this kind of exhaustion is normal. It’s been two months since I’ve had any treatments. I’ll ask the doctor. I’m asleep before I know it.
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[Dec. 16th, 2007|12:05 am] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XX (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XX
Whore In A Hoody
I spend the rest of the evening sleeping fitfully. I’m not sure how I’m going to manage to keep up with my old pace. I try not to think too much about the book I’m supposed to be writing. I’ll have to hire someone to ghost write it for me. I’m trying to keep my mind on the book, because it does worry me, but not as much as Justin does. It’s no use. Every time I fall asleep I dream about him getting hurt. I don’t believe in prophetic dreams. I do believe he’s going to get hurt again.
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[Dec. 15th, 2007|05:28 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XVIII (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XIX
Whore In A Hoody
He turns away from me and I let him. What’s left to say? He’s alone. I want to tell him he has me, but he doesn’t, not really. I’m back at Ryder on Monday, and somewhere in between catching up on my work and dazzling new clients, I need to write a book. I glance over at him, curled up and shaking. I cover him with the duvet.
“We can still fuck.”
I don’t know what to say to that so run my fingers through his hair and go back to the sofa with scotch and a pack of cigarettes.
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[Dec. 14th, 2007|10:38 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XVIII (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XVIII
Whore In A Hoody
He presses his body against mine, kissing me. I hope that my touching the cut on his back has nothing to do with his sudden amorous mood. Then most thoughts skitter out of my head as his hands unbutton my jeans. I tug at his sweatpants, which are actually my sweatpants and wonder if he owns any clothes other than his jeans. But that’s actual thinking, so I save it for later and just revel in the feel of his warm body pressed against mine.
I was worried that it would never be this easy again. With him, it is.
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[Dec. 14th, 2007|05:48 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XVII (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XVII
Whore In A Hoody
I feel my eyes closing in spite of myself. I don’t know why I end up sleeping so much around him. His hand stops moving and just stays there warm and solid against the back of my head. I think he’s asleep.
When I open my eyes again he’s still asleep and it’s after five. My stomach growls but I ignore it. I move slowly, partly because I don’t want to wake him and partly out of necessity. I’m still sore and it’s been a while since I took anything. I don’t think he’ll mind if I use the shower.
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[Dec. 13th, 2007|08:46 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XVI (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): None
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Hustler Justin XVI
Whore In A Hoody
I glance over at him every few seconds while I’m driving. What is it about him? Maybe they fried more than my balls with that radiation. I wonder if I’ve lost my mind. We’re almost back at the loft when I realize that he never did eat breakfast. I consider the diner but showing up with him two days in a row might require more explanation that I’m ready for. I make a sharp left and head away from Liberty Avenue. The only indication that he’s noticed the change in our route is his white-knuckled hold on the door handle.
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| Challenge #42: Author's Choice |
[Dec. 13th, 2007|01:26 am] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XV(Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): 11 To Justin 5 to Brian
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Hustler Justin XV
Whore In A Hoody
He looks almost happy. I fax the lease off and sit down on the other side of the sofa.
“When can I move in?”
I think about lying. For the cost of two new suits and a pair of shoes, I can keep him off the street and in the loft for a week, but that’s a temporary fix. “Day after tomorrow.”
He nods. “You’re staying here 'til then.”
“I am?”
I nod. “Don’t worry, I’ll pay you.”
“But…you don’t want me.”
“I think I proved last night that I do.”
“But …”
“You’re taking the night off. To heal.”
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| Challenge #42: Author's Choice |
[Dec. 12th, 2007|03:17 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XIV (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): 6 to Justin 3 to Brian
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Hustler Justin XIV
Whore In A Hoody
“You come here often?”
I can’t help it, I laugh. “Isn’t it a little late to be using a pick-up line?”
He chuckles. It’s a nice sound. “Sunshine?”
I shrug. “She’s like that.”
Brian nods. “She always has been.” He tells me how he knows her. I can’t help wondering what would have happened if I’d met Michael and Debbie when I was fourteen instead of Isaac.
He touches my hand. I flinch. I don’t mean to. I guess I was lost in thought. He gets that blank look. I start to say something but Debbie interrupts, taking our orders.
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[Dec. 11th, 2007|04:32 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XIII
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): 6 to Justin 3 to Brian
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Hustler Justin XIII
I shake my head, drop his shoulders and walk away. With all his street smarts he hasn’t figured out that the only one who controls his future is himself? I’m halfway across the loft when I feel his hand on my shoulder. “I’m sorry.”
“What are you apologizing for?”
He bites his lip. He doesn’t fucking know. He knows I’m mad, and he doesn’t want me to be and that’s as far as he got. I hand him a bottle of water. “Drink this before you get dehydrated.”
He finishes it quickly. He’s trying to appease me by following directions.
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[Dec. 11th, 2007|01:08 am] |
Title: Hustler!Justin XII
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): 7 to Justin 4 to Brian
|Hustler!Justin | II | III | IV| V | VI | VII | VIII | IX | X | XI |
Hustler Justin XII
I guess it’s called normal for a reason, it’s what most people have. I don’t have a normal life, and I haven’t in a while. I’d bet there are people who assume that I’m already dead, if they think about me at all. So it guess it makes sense that his thought pattern is long term. Mine never has been. If I make it to twenty-one, well… I didn’t think I was going to make it to 18 and who knows, I still may not. I can remember when that seemed a long time away. I wish he’d stop scowling.
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[Dec. 10th, 2007|01:07 am] |
Title: Hustler!Justin X
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): All 9 To Brian because Justin's Out of his Fucking Mind in This Set
Hustler!Justin
Hustler!Justin II
Hustler!Justin III
Hustler!Justin IV
Hustler!Justin V
Hustler!Justin VI
Hustler!Justin VII
Hustler!Justin VIII
Hustler Justin IX
Hustler Justin X
I ask him again about where he wants to live and what he can afford. He rests his head on his hand and sighs. “I told you…”
“Justin, how many bedrooms?”
“Two, three if I can afford it.”
I raise an eyebrow.
“I want a room that’s all mine.”
“The whole apartment will be yours.”
“Clients will be in and out. I want a room that’s off limits, with a big comfortable chair, an easel, good light and a solid lock on the door.”
I physically jerk my hand off the mouse. He’s planning on bringing clients to his home?
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[Dec. 9th, 2007|09:05 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin IX
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): 10 to Justin 3 to Brian
Hustler!Justin
Hustler!Justin II
Hustler!Justin III
Hustler!Justin IV
Hustler!Justin V
Hustler!Justin VI
Hustler!Justin VII
Hustler!Justin VIII
Hustler Justin IX
I can’t look up. His fingers press into my shoulders. I wince. He softens his hold but remains behind me putting a finger under my chin. I close my eyes.
“Justin.”
“I can’t.”
His touch is gentle, he runs a hand down my arm and then his hand is holding mine. “You have to.”
I open my eyes and have trouble recognizing myself. I look like hell. I’ve lost weight. There are dark circles under my eyes and I look pale, even for me. His hand moves slowly down my neck to my chest. My eyes follow and I gasp.
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[Dec. 9th, 2007|12:01 am] |
Title: Hustler Justin VIII
Author: Vamphile
Warnings: Violence, Angst,
(This is an H/C emotional!porn story in drabble form this set gets kinda graphic)
This is NOT a RAPE or DEATH!FIC.
Condom(s): 1 to Justin
Hustler!Justin
Hustler!Justin II
Hustler!Justin III
Hustler!Justin IV
Hustler!Justin V
Hustler!Justin VI
Hustler!Justin VII
Hustler!Justin VIII
Well, the blank look is gone, but he’s still not answering my question. He just stares. “You know what happened.”
“I know what I think happened.”
“Do you need me to spell it out for you in gory detail? Is that what gets you off?”
I’m far from aroused. “Why did you…”
“We’ve done this part. They pay better. I knew this guy, he’s not that bad.”
Now I’m going to scream. not that bad? I turn him around putting my hands on his shoulders. "Look at yourself in the mirror and say that."
He doesn’t raise his eyes.
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[Dec. 8th, 2007|12:12 am] |
Title: Hustler Justin VII
Author: Vamphile
Warnings: Violence, Angst,
(This is an H/C emotional!porn story in drabble form this set gets kinda graphic)
This is NOT a RAPE or DEATH!FIC.
Condom(s): 15 to Justin 4 to Brian
Hustler!Justin
Hustler!Justin II
Hustler!Justin III
Hustler!Justin IV
Hustler!Justin V
Hustler!Justin VI
Hustler!Justin VII
Michael is looking at me oddly. “Did something happen to you?”
“Huh?” I chalk my cue and feign ignorance.
“You go away on some super secret vacation, with no notice. You come back and work so much you never have time to see anyone and now that you are out with us you’re turning down every guy who looks at you.”
“They’re all trolls.” I wait, but Michael sometimes has a way of detecting bullshit.
“You got a boyfriend!”
He also has a way of missing the mark completely. I ignore the statement completely and let Michael take his shot.
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| Challenge #41: Justin's Hoody |
[Dec. 7th, 2007|05:03 pm] |
Title: Hustler Justin VI
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): Three to Justin
Hustler!Justin
Hustler!Justin II
Hustler!Justin III
Hustler!Justin IV
Hustler!Justin V
Hustler!Justin VI
“He trained me.” What the fuck does that even mean? He’s trying to distract me. It’s working. I unzip his hoody and run my hands along the soft skin above his jeans. He moves a little hiking his shirt up. My hands slide under the thin cotton and touch the satin of skin. I move us together until I’m lying on top of him, his leg around my waist. I thrust my tongue into his mouth and press our bodies together, feeling his heat radiating through the denim. I open his fly and remove his jeans, never stopping our kiss.
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[Dec. 5th, 2007|05:28 pm] |
Title: Hustler Justin V (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): Sadly None
AN
I'm sorry my darling Flist, I'm now on my way to PA, and had time to write only one drabble today. I will come to an empty house with cable internet and I probably won't be a bit tired. So there is a chance i'll write more tonight before bed.
I love you all like woah.
Hustler!Justin
Hustler!Justin II
Hustler!Justin III
Hustler!Justin IV
Hustler!Justin V
I finish my beer and light a cigarette. He stares. I shrug. We’re getting good at this communication without words thing. He doesn’t stop staring. I sigh. “He was just a guy I knew. He helped me out.”
He’s not buying this. It doesn’t make it less true.
“Helped you find clients.”
“More than that. He trained me.”
His grip on my knee tightens. He realizes what he’s doing and rubs my knee gently. I try to stop further questions with a kiss. It works. When he responds I relax. After tonight I’ll have what I need. I’ll be free.
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[Dec. 4th, 2007|10:29 pm] |
Title: Hustler Justin IV (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): One to Justin
Hustler!Justin
Hustler!Justin II
Hustler!Justin III
Hustler!Justin IV
I know this guy; he’s a lunchtime regular. I get into the car. He drives around the corner. We’ve done this before. He leans the seat back, unzipping his fly and I’m about to lean over when there’s a loud knock on the window. I sit up fast, banging my elbow. He zips up faster. I’m looking for what made the noise and there’s a pair of hazel eyes glaring at me. What the fuck? He paid for the morning. It’s afternoon. I tell the guy to drive off but he shakes his head. I get out of the car.
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| Challenge #41: Justin's Hoody |
[Dec. 4th, 2007|05:08 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin III (Whore in a Hoody)
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): Three to Justin One to Brian (I only mention the Hoody in Four of them)
Hustler!Justin
Hustler!Justin II
Hustler!Justin
AKA: Whore in a Hoody
AKA: Bulletproof!Kink
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He’s looking at me funny.
“What?”
He shakes his head. “Nothing.”
He’s on his third beer and his eyes are kind of dark from the E he took earlier. He lights a cigarette.
“You’re not very good to your body.”
He raises an eyebrow and he’s got a point, what I do with mine doesn’t exactly classify as treating it like a temple. I push the last slice of pizza away and realize that I’ve been here for a while. I look for my hoody, glancing at the clock as I head towards it. It’s late. Time to go.
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[Dec. 3rd, 2007|11:04 pm] |
this was beta'd by the brilliant and Lovely ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _alicesprings
It is continued from Hustler!Justin and you really do need to read those drabbles first.
May I now present
Title: Hustler!Justin II
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): One to Justin
Hustler!Justin
Hustler!Justin II
Hustler!Justin III
Hustler!Justin IV
Hustler Justin II
Fuck, I’m crying. I turn my head away from him but he won’t let me. He leans forward instead. Kissing my eyelids gently, all the while he’s inside me, filling me and barely moving. My fingers dig into his biceps and I wait. He’s being patient now but I know from experience that his patience will stop and then he’ll take what he wants. His mouth is on mine now, he’s nibbling at my lower lip and he’s still barely moving inside me. I feel his weight shift and I grip his arms hard, bracing myself. He pulls out completely.
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| Challenge #41: Justin's Hoody |
[Dec. 3rd, 2007|06:09 pm] |
Title: Hustler!Justin
Author: Vamphile
Condom(s): 14 Justin 2 to Brian
A/N This is pure Emotional Porn...um, with some real porn thrown in for good measure.
I will continue this story, in drabble form and it will NOT count for anyone's condoms (until I put their clothes back on.) But here are Sixteen Drabbles about Hustler!Justin in a black Hoody and Protective!Fucked!Brian.
Hustler!Justin
Justin zipped up the black hoody, crossing his arms against the cold. His ears were burning from the icy breeze but he didn’t want to pull the hood up. He knew that his blond hair was a huge selling point. He stamped his feet a few times trying to regain feeling in his toes. A black jeep drove by. He took a provocative stance and smiled. Blinking from under his lashes, then raising his head to make eye contact. The jeep stopped and he approached the driver. Unzipping his sweatshirt he leaned against the window and licked his lips. “Hey.”
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