Helium Raven (severity_softly) wrote in pervy_werewolf, @ 2008-05-13 23:01:00 |
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Entry tags: | #lmom 2008, author: severity_softly, kink: bondage, kink: delayed orgasm, kink: public sex, kink: rimming, remus/severus |
LMOM: An Intimate Alliance of Contradictions, part 13/31 (Remus/Peter, Remus/Severus)
Title: An Intimate Alliance of Contradictions, part 13/31 (I hope)
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairing (this part): Remus/Severus
Characters/Pairing (overall fic): Remus/Peter, Remus/Severus
Summary: "It would take too long to explain the intimate alliance of contradictions in human nature which makes love itself wear at times the desperate shape of betrayal. And perhaps there is no possible explanation." ~ Joseph Conrad
Kinks/Warnings: outdoor sex, mild bondage, rimming/facesitting/queening, top on bottom, delayed orgasm (felching and wandplay mentioned briefly)
Overall warnings: Angst
Challenge: LMOM '08, day thirteen
Word Count: 2500-ish
Notes: And on day 13, Severus looked upon it and said, "I shalt throw a monkey wrench in thine plot arc just to mess with thee." *sighs* Again, this part is set in 7th year. I plan to span 7th year to POA, and keep this canon compliant. Thanks so so much to innerslytherin and mnemosyne_1 for the beta-reading!
Part 1 l Part 2 l Part 3 l Part 4 l Part 5 l Part 6 l Part 7 l Part 8 l Part 9 l Part 10 l Part 11 l Part 12 l Part 13
It was difficult balancing two lovers, especially when those lovers were sworn enemies. Peter was easier to manage, but that was mostly because he and Remus shared the same dorm, wore the same house colours and kept a similar schedule. Severus was another story. Severus would send him a time and a place, and then Remus had to dance around his friends and his own schedule to make the meetings. Remus had never missed a meeting before he started messing around with Peter.
"You've been neglecting me."
"I wasn't aware there was anything to neglect," Remus countered. For a moment, he wondered if Severus was really bothered. It was always hard to tell.
He had really only missed two summons and those had only been recent. Excuses wouldn't work here though, Remus knew. There was a gusty spring breeze whipping through the clearing by the lake, but Remus started to strip anyway, the wind sending his shirt flying open once he finished the buttons.
"There is me, Lupin," Severus said, and Remus' eyes snapped up to Severus'. "There are my needs."
For a moment, Remus' heart skipped, but then Severus finished speaking. Oh. It was just about sex. Remus was getting tired of his heart making leaps even where his head told it not to.
"Are you fucking someone else?"
That was another cause for Remus to still, but a moment later, he pushed his shirt from his shoulders and let it flutter to the ground. He couldn't quite look at Severus for a moment, but then he reminded himself that Severus was the one who hadn't wanted to bring feelings into this, and forced away the guilt.
"You behave enough like a whore when you're with me, I would not be surprised." Severus' eyes traveled over Remus' chest and stomach, and Remus closed the distance between them and pressed his lips and nose against Severus' skin, nuzzling just under his chin.
"I behave how you allow me to behave," he breathed against Severus' skin, curling his fingers into Severus' shirt for a moment before starting to pull it open too. He drew his nose along Severus' jaw, then kissed him.
Severus had been more experimental since that night before the hols. It was strange, Remus thought, that he somehow felt closer to Severus because of it. Remus was a trusting person, but he wouldn't let just anyone tie him to the top of a desk, spread open, in an empty classroom. Remus wouldn't have even let Peter do that. Mostly because he didn't think Peter would know what to do with Remus once he was tied up. He wouldn't let just anyone fuck him and then bury their face in the crease of his arse to suck the come back out while Remus wanked or put their wand in places wands were not meant to be.
Severus didn't seem to mind the more affectionate touches and stolen kisses, though, so Remus supposed that either the trust was growing both ways, or Severus was just tolerating what he surely saw as Remus' peculiarities.
"The word 'allow' is an interesting one," Severus said.
Remus had been busy pushing Severus' shirt off and drawing his fingers along Severus' sharp collar bones, and it took him a moment to remember the conversation they'd been having. "Is it?"
"You're allowed to do as you wish, Lupin. I simply choose what behaviour I will tolerate." Severus moved to take Remus' wrists and push him back a little.
"And I choose to give you what you want," Remus said.
"Because you're weak. Lie down." Remus obeyed, but he didn't take his eyes off Severus', and once he was settled on the ground, he shook his head. He opened his mouth to reply, but Severus flicked his wand at Remus, and a moment later, Remus was stripped of his remaining clothes and his wrists were bound together above his head. The magical bindings wrapped around his wrists, then between them, so the restraint was tight, then looped around the tree nearest his head.
Nothing bound Remus' legs, and his full cock pulsed with the jolt of want that partial freedom sent through him. He watched Severus strip off, and for the first time this evening noticed that Severus was acting differently tonight. Severus was slowly pulling his trousers open and pushing them off, and Remus couldn't take his eyes off the way Severus was meticulously baring himself for Remus, slowly, inch by inch.
"Not weak," Remus whispered, "I just know what I want."
"Sex," Severus said, lowering himself to the ground and lapping just enough at Remus' cock to make him twist in his bindings a little. They were secure, but not painful, and Remus panted as Severus slid a hand up his stomach and chest.
"No, to know you. However much you would let me."
For the briefest of seconds, an expression akin to anger flashed in Severus' eyes, but then it was gone and Severus was kneeling by his shoulders. He didn't say anything, he just ran his hand over Remus' chest to twist a nipple. Remus gasped and arched into the touch, and then Severus shifted, twisting the pinched skin even more and Severus moved to straddle Remus' shoulders. "God!" Remus panted, feeling a line of sweat break out across his forehead.
He first thought that Severus was going to suck him while Remus sucked Severus, but then Severus' hips shifted back so that Severus was sitting back on his face. Remus automatically responded and lapped at the tight pucker pressed to his lips. He moved to run his hands over the tops of Severus' thighs and then remembered his bindings and moaned, liking the way Severus' body trapped him against the ground.
"Good wolf," Severus whispered, and Remus could hear a certain strain of weakness in his voice that mean he was enjoying this. "You missed our last meeting," he added. Remus paused slightly, but he could feel Severus start to stroke himself, and Remus closed his eyes and laved his tongue against Severus' hole again. He was rewarded with a mostly repressed shiver that he could feel in Severus' thighs against the sides of his chest. "Did you think that would go unpunished, beast?"
It was Remus' turn to shiver. Punished? "MmmMmm," he hummed, which was all he could do to indicate he didn't expect his absence would go without some punishment, then pressed his tongue inside of Severus. Severus pressed back, his body still moving rhythmically as he stroked himself, and Remus wished he could see it, but was distracted by the feel of something binding itself around the base of his own cock with another wave of Severus' wand.
It was strange, but it sort of felt good too, the way it was just tight enough to trap the blood in his cock. It made him feel bigger, and added to the heady sensation of giving away control to Severus, of trusting someone else to do this to him. He moaned, and Severus sucked in a breath. Remus started to lap at Severus in earnest, licking trails from his perineum to his pucker and driving his tongue inside as deeply as he could go. After a few swipes, Severus was pushing back, moving in little circular patterns over Remus' lips.
Remus couldn't stop lifting his hips, pressing up for friction on his cock that wasn't there, save the teasing band of pressure around his prick. The circular movements of Severus' hips stopped, and he pressed back as hard as he could without hurting Remus. Remus sucked a little around the tight ring of muscle, and then it was clenching against his mouth and Severus' hot come was spilling over Remus' chest and stomach.
The clearing went still for a moment as Remus and Severus both panted to catch their breath, and then Severus was licking the come from Remus' body. He seemed to have acquired a taste for that, though Remus had not been brave enough to share his fantasy yet. Remus nearly blurted it out as Severus slithered down his body, but then Severus spit against his cock, and Remus gasped, "Fuck!"
The come and spit trickling over his prick was friction, at least, but not nearly enough, and Remus whimpered. Severus shifted again and straddled him so that he was facing Remus now, then shifted back and...
Remus' eyes when wide and his jaw fell open as Severus adjusted to position himself over Remus' cock, and then sank down on top of him. Remus cried out, the tight heat surrounding him, and then jerked at his bindings. Severus had never let Remus fuck him before, and Remus suddenly needed to touch Severus if he was was going to be doing this. After the initial shock of lust caused Remus' eyes to flutter shut, Remus had opened them again and couldn't take his eyes off Severus, even as he tried to pull free from the tree. Severus looked perfectly wanton and yet still in complete control the way he was sitting there, and it made Remus want to grab his hips and fuck Severus until his mask fell off. "Severus," he panted, "Please, please, let me touch you."
To Remus' surprise, Severus' lip curled, but he didn't answer. Remus waited a moment for Severus to remove the bond, but he didn't, and Remus gave into his needs, rocking his hips up into Severus. It had been a while since he'd been on the giving end, and the angle was weird, and Remus hoped and prayed that he was going to be good. He worked his hips into a steady movement, as steady as he could with his feet slipping underneath him on the clearing floor.
Soon Severus' face twisted in pleasure and he was pitched forward against Remus by a forceful push of Remus' hips. Severus' fingers curled against Remus' stomach and he moaned. It shot through Remus like an explosion and his hips worked faster, frantically, until he felt his balls tighten... and then the ring around his cock that he'd forgotten was there tightened. And then he was not coming. His whole body suddenly ached with the orgasm he couldn't have and he whimpered, "Severus, Severus, please."
This was his punishment. He'd forgotten. His hips were still moving slowly, and he forced them to stop so he wouldn't make it worse, Severus looked up from where he was still leaning forward, his hair hanging in his face. There was a gleam in his eyes Remus hadn't seen before, and Severus started to move, inching slowly up and down Remus' cock. It was exquisite and agonising at the same time.
Severus reached up and hooked his finger in Remus' open mouth. Remus sucked automatically.
"Does your other lover fuck you like this, Lupin?"
Remus drew in a sharp breath, a cold wash going through him, followed by a wave of heat because Severus was still moving and Remus was still so close to coming. God, he needed to come!
"My-- my--" Remus stammered. "Please, let me come!" he gasped. "You're so g-- please!"
"Answer my question." Severus licked his lips and kept moving, that tight ring of heat making its way over Remus' cock.
"I don't--"
Severus sat down hard, wrenching a cry from Remus as his body sank quickly over more of his bound cock. "You've been noticeably absent from your little group lately, you smell like someone else's cologne, and you missed our last meeting. Does he fuck you like this?"
Remus clamped his eyes shut. He couldn't watch Severus. Severus was so gorgeous. It didn't matter who was inside of who, Severus had every bit of the power, and if Remus looked at him like this anymore, he might explode with need. "No," he admitted breathlessly. His binding loosened. He moved a little, his breath ragged, and whimpered. "Please."
"Tell me," Severus whispered. "Look at me."
Remus opened his eyes again, and they were full of want as he looked at Severus. "He doesn't do this to me. No one does this to me." Remus' bindings loosened again, and he pushed up into Severus. He could barely breathe. "Please, I need to come. I need to come inside you. I've never let anyone do this to me but you."
That last part did it. Remus' bindings fell away and he surged up into Severus. It only took a couple thrusts before Remus was spasming, feeling like his body was coming apart with the pleasure that swept through him, and then he collapsed in a heap against the ground, panting hard.
It took him some time before he was able to open his eyes, but when he did, Severus was staring down at him. He hadn't moved off Remus, but the gleam was gone from his eyes. Remus' lips parted softly, and he wondered if he should apologise, but then reminded himself this was just about sex for Severus.
Wasn't it?
After a moment of shared silence, Severus slipped off Remus and started to dress, then undid the binding around Remus' arms almost as an afterthought. Remus sat up and watched him, rubbing his wrists a little. "I'm... mm, sorry I missed meeting you last time." He didn't get a reply, so eventually Remus stood and brushed himself off, shaking off the evidence of having just had sex on the ground, and sighed. "Are you angry with me?"
"Why would I be?" Severus said, tugging on his trousers.
"You know why," Remus mumbled, but he couldn't meet Severus' gaze as he started to dress himself.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Severus look at him. He seemed to want to say something, but then just finished what he had been doing. After a moment, Remus saw Severus shake his head. "Don't flatter yourself," he muttered, and headed out of the clearing.
Remus watched him leave and couldn't help but wonder if he'd ever have another "meeting" with Severus again.
Part 14