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Tweak says, "But I know just what ur up 2"

Zero Kiryuu (notamasochist) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-05-01 01:05:00

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yuuki kuran, zero kiryuu

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[Zero is only here to support his roommates, not play. Because of that, he's sitting in the grass a distance away from even the crowd, observing everyone. Both his roommates are the captains of each respective team, so choosing a team to cheer for was impossible for him as he couldn't choose favorites between Hikaru and Yuuri. He's here in spirit but not really mind, a million thoughts running through his head as he watches everyone go through the motions of the familiar game. He tries to avoid it, but his attention is continually drawn to a specific player on the field, irritation rising within him as he watches her. Yet still he sits, quiet and observant.]

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notamasochist
2013-05-14 02:33 pm UTC (link)

[Frowning at the thought of that guy showing up here again, Zero can't help but feel a little bit of panic at the thought. An insecurity that won't easily be relieved.]

I promised to be there to help you pick up after your blunders already. I've known all this about you.

[He hesitates on the words that follow, voice quiet and uncertain, he's feeling extremely vulnerable. But he needs to do this, for his own sake. Tongue wetting down his dry lips, he takes a deep breath and leaps.]

With everything happening back home--if I'm really that much of a obstacle...

Can I at least have here?

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trappedinresin
2013-05-14 03:38 pm UTC (link)

[He says it as though she thinks of him as a nuisance. But it isn't like that at all. Head shaking, her hands reach up to cup his face once more.]

Don't say it like that.

[Sorrel gaze finding his, their eyes connect. Does he even have the tiniest idea of his how precious and important he is to her? This beautiful, strong man...

On tiptoes her arms slide warm around his neck. An obstacle is something to tackle and discard. But she's never wanted to do something like that with him. Lips parting, her eyes drift shut as she softly presses her mouth to his in a firm and desperate kiss. She wants him to get it, more than anything. Just how much he means to her.

Her breath is a warm whisper against his lips.]

Zero's existence is not something to be tackled and forgotten. I don't know what the future holds, but I- I don't want to live separately from you any more.

[Tightening, her arms clench all the harder. She's not going to let go of him, not like before. If she's managed to learn anything from all of her mistakes and blunders it's this one thing:]

You're too important to me to lose again.

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notamasochist
2013-05-14 08:12 pm UTC (link)

[She'd cradled his face in her hands a million times over the years. It was a familiar and natural to him, so he wasn't expecting what happened next.

Eyes widening as her mouth captures his, Zero isn't even able to react as she pours her every emotion into the kiss. His own heart beats wildly within his chest, breathless and stunned.

When she releases him, still clinging to him so tightly that her words literally dance across his face. He doesn't dare move for fear that everything will come crashing down and he'll wake from this dream.

He barely processes her words, he's so ensnared in what she'd just done. But he does. He's tempted to question if that's really what she wants, if she really understands what it is that he's asking her for...but it's obvious from her actions she gets it. He can't question anything given the manner in which she's provided her answer.

Arms envelope her waist tightly as he feels this emotional weight lift off his shoulders.]

So...can I take that as a yes?

[Forehead leaning forward to press against hers, he's just content to sit there just like this for...forever if he could.

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	trappedinresin 2013-05-14 08:28 pm UTC (link)
	[What kind of a question is that? She smiles against him, staring up into his eyes with a gentle, but emotional laugh] What do you think? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-05-14 08:39 pm UTC (link)
	[He gives the smallest of smirks, gaze unusually bright as he doesn't dare look away from her.] That you just really missed my cooking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trappedinresin 2013-05-14 08:42 pm UTC (link)
	[. . . Of all the times. Her smile falters a little, expression sheepish] After eating my own, you'd miss it too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

notamasochist
2013-05-14 09:02 pm UTC (link)

[The smirk relaxes into one of the most rare expressions to cross his face. A genuine smile. This is what he missed most when they were apart and things were strained between them. There was a naturalness between them that time just couldn't destroy. Comfort. Home.

Gaze finally breaking, he tightens his hold on her and gives her an affectionate hug as he buries his face into her neck and hair.]

Are you feeling well enough to go get your stuff and bring it home?

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	trappedinresin 2013-05-14 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	Considering I had to abandon most of it here, I don't have a lot to carry. [Mostly just clothes] Out of the two of us, you're the one who should be feeling a bit tired, now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-05-14 09:57 pm UTC (link)
	I'm fine. [And he is, genuinely. Pulling away from her, he lets her go and is a little unsure of how to get her moving out of there. Is he supposed to take her hand or...?] Let's just go get that done quick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trappedinresin 2013-05-14 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	I still need to pick up my bag, too... [That he left behind.] How long has it been since the game ended? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-05-15 12:20 am UTC (link)
	[Ah yes. The bag. He forgot to grab that when she passed out, didn't he?] A few hours. [Still...hold hands...walk next to... He's not too sure about what is appropriate. So he just did what he felt most comfortable with. He placed his hand on her back and gave her a shove toward the door.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

trappedinresin
2013-05-15 01:48 am UTC (link)

[She stumbles in surprise, but quickly recovers]

Ah- hey, Zero...!

[Jeez, after all that. Taking a step back, she reaches behind her to grab hold of his sleeve and tugs him after her.]

You know, you're going to be the one doing the majority of the carrying. After all you left my stuff out where anyone can just take it. If it's gone, I'm holding you accountable.

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	notamasochist 2013-05-15 01:54 am UTC (link)
	[Okay. This he can do. He pulls his wrist free and grasps her hand instead.] You stole my memories. [Beat that. Not that he won't hold your stuff for you...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trappedinresin 2013-05-15 01:59 am UTC (link)
	[Her steps slow, slumping just a little] I thought we were putting that into the past... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-05-15 02:09 am UTC (link)
	[Really? That's all you could come up with?] Too fresh? [He gives her hand a squeeze and tugs lightly to keep her walking alongside him instead of falling behind.] All that ammunition you're choosing not to use is going to give you a nice majority of the work. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trappedinresin 2013-05-15 02:19 am UTC (link)
	[Her feet catch themselves, and she walks evenly beside him, heaving a light sigh and shaking her head.] Ah- to think that you would make a cute girl do so much work without offering to do the brunt of it. Doesn't that make you a degenerate? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-05-15 02:25 am UTC (link)
	[There's a long pause. Longer than necessary. Normally that would instantly make her think that he's thinking that she's not cute--which was never true. An uncomfortable length of time later he finally makes a comment.] Degenerate. I think that's the biggest word I've ever heard come out of your mouth. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trappedinresin 2013-05-15 12:58 pm UTC (link)
	[Really? REALLY!?] I was beginning to think that Zero had changed, but maybe you haven't at all! [She DOES have a vocabulary thank you very much.] What? Did you prefer delinquent? You can be both. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notamasochist 2013-05-15 01:31 pm UTC (link)
	A degenerate delinquent. [It doesn't sound like something he finds offensive in the least.] That makes me sound like someone that shouldn't be messed with, which isn't really an insult. [He glances at her out of the corner of his eyes, amused.] Changed how? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trappedinresin 2013-05-15 01:49 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think 'unapproachable' is how you should prefer to be viewed. [But she knows he's mostly just baiting her right now. With a light shrug of her shoulders, she glances at him, a faint blush in place, accompanied by a smile.] Anyway... I mean like this. Holding hands with a pureblood is not the sort of thing the Zero of the past would have done. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

notamasochist
2013-05-15 02:49 pm UTC (link)

[He has to think on that one for a bit before giving her a proper answer. This fragile seed of their relationship had just began being tended and the answer to this question could derail the entire thing and destroy the little they've developed.

He stops in his movement, attention completely on her as he gives her hand a reassuring squeeze.]

Let's...sit down for a minute. There are a few things I want to talk about and I can't properly answer that without doing so.

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trappedinresin
2013-05-15 08:12 pm UTC (link)

[Her feet come to a halt. Suddenly uncertain, she glances up at him in surprise.]

Did I... say something wrong?

[ . . . Just before she had thought he had made it clear that he didn't mind the fact that she was a pureblood. The change in atmosphere makes her feel abruptly wary. It's not... that she expects him to suddenly love all purebloods, or anything like that.

But if he can't love what she is...]

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notamasochist
2013-05-15 09:10 pm UTC (link)

[It's obvious from her reaction that she's nervous about what he's about to say. She probably doesn't even realize it but there is a worried little crease between her eyes from her brows. With his free hand he reaches out and brushes his thumb across it in an attempt to smooth it out.]

No. It's nothing like that.

[He leads her out to a bench just outside their apartment building to sit down. Once she sits down next to him, he takes a moment to figure out how and where to begin.]

I'm really not sure where to start all this, but I want you to have all this information before I give you my answer.

It was Sara who gave me the information about Kaname's intention for me. That wasn't the only thing I found out though. There was more. I questioned headmaster about it without telling him why I wanted to know and got verification.

I wanted you to discover it on your own--which is why I never let you know. Nor why I would let you go off alone to go after him. That guy...has never planned on allowing you to remain a vampire. He might have changed his mind for a bit, but if he wasn't planning on staying by your side--he wanted you to be returned to a human.

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trappedinresin
2013-05-16 01:13 am UTC (link)

[At once her face blanks, vacant of emotion as she stares at him. The words he's saying are so far beyond belief that it takes her a moment to fully grasp what he's trying to tell her. To make such an accusation- it's outrageous.

He's barely spent any time with her brother. He doesn't know how long Kaname worked to make her accept the fact that, to her very core, she's a vampire. At last, she finally shakes her head.]

No. You're wrong.

[Can he even understand out far-fetched those words are? To think that she would believe them?]

Kaname-senpai woke me up. He was the one to do it. All that time back home, he had promised to walk for eternity by my side.

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notamasochist
2013-05-16 01:49 am UTC (link)

[It's only natural she'd defend him, which is one of the many reasons he hadn't told her before. She wouldn't believe him. It is an outlandish statement to be making, but it's the truth from the information he has.]

Kurosu told me to my face that Kuran originally planned on letting you go. He changed his mind and because of that--he murdered the senate.

[Maybe he should have stuck to his original plan of not telling her, but the damage has been done. She needs to know.]

He promised to walk for eternity by your side, but what are his intentions now?

Do you honestly think he plans on killing you? Allowing you to be the only pureblood left for eternity alone?

[And after saying he planned to succeed that woman who created the weapons and having a conference with Isaya at the ball...Zero worried it would be coming faster than them being the final two as he'd originally hoped.

That his plans had changed yet again.]

He'll sacrifice himself to turn you human after he finishes his mission. Leaving you-yet again-in my care to protect you. And the last of the purebloods no longer exist.

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