[It's obvious from her reaction that she's nervous about what he's about to say. She probably doesn't even realize it but there is a worried little crease between her eyes from her brows. With his free hand he reaches out and brushes his thumb across it in an attempt to smooth it out.]
No. It's nothing like that.
[He leads her out to a bench just outside their apartment building to sit down. Once she sits down next to him, he takes a moment to figure out how and where to begin.]
I'm really not sure where to start all this, but I want you to have all this information before I give you my answer.
It was Sara who gave me the information about Kaname's intention for me. That wasn't the only thing I found out though. There was more. I questioned headmaster about it without telling him why I wanted to know and got verification.
I wanted you to discover it on your own--which is why I never let you know. Nor why I would let you go off alone to go after him. That guy...has never planned on allowing you to remain a vampire. He might have changed his mind for a bit, but if he wasn't planning on staying by your side--he wanted you to be returned to a human.