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Mokona = Soel = Modoki (travelsized) wrote in kiseki_logs,
@ 2013-05-01 11:21:00

Current mood:	bouncy
Entry tags:	! event, ; memory hunt event

Memory hunt log!
Who: Everyone!
What: Memory hunt event!
Where: All over Kiseki and the extended areas!
When: Starting now, without a definite ending point!
Rating: NC-83
Warnings: I assume violence and shippy shenanigans will happen at some point

Summary:

The memory hunt event has begun! Play out anything you'd like concerning this event here \o/

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	preys 2013-05-14 04:46 am UTC (link)
	[Afraid if he says too much, it'll trigger those headaches again, but... He can try, at least. Even if it won't bring those memories back. He nods a little.] It's like that because we're... [.....] We're twins. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-14 05:00 am UTC (link)

You're... my brother? [He says the word as though not quite believing it himself, his voice nearly breaking from all the conflicting emotions that are whirling through his mind.]

But I, I don't... my family... [The more he speaks, the more obvious that certain sense of lost is in him-- he can't remember anything, unsure of whether there has ever been a family, whether the blankness of his memories isn't just that there has never been anything to remember.]

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	preys 2013-05-14 05:06 am UTC (link)
	[Tentatively, the hand on Subaru's shoulder goes to touch his fingers, light but almost wondering if the gesture might spark anything.] I don't know how much would be too much to explain. Maybe all of it is, especially about our family. But... it's true. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-14 05:12 am UTC (link)

[And almost immediately, his fingers entwine themselves with Kamui's. He looks at their hands in something like surprise, the gesture feeling so familiar, so automatic that he can't do anything but nod.]

... I believe you. [The sincerity in you, in everything you do... how could he doubt it? And even if he could doubt that, his own reactions are telling enough.]

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	preys 2013-05-14 05:14 am UTC (link)
	[His shoulders relax a little, relieved by that, breathing out. Maybe a little overwhelmed by how glad he is, that least this much...] Subaru... [Sob.] I'm glad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-14 05:24 am UTC (link)

Mm. [He squeezes his hand lightly, not thinking much of the gesture; this is still strange for him, this closeness, but as long as it helps you... he doesn't mind it.]

[...] If this is really the same as with the others... does that mean I need to search for my memories? [If it does... it would make sense for here to be one, as this is his - their - homeworld. Or a replica of it.]

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	preys 2013-05-14 07:31 am UTC (link)
	It seems so. I guess you hadn't found anything like that up to now? [Didn't look like you knew you were affected.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-14 06:04 pm UTC (link)

[Shakes his head, wondering if that was simply because he hadn't known to look for them.]

No... I didn't know I was supposed to be looking for anything. [It's clear from his tone that this upsets him-- if he had known, if he had realised... he might have already found some of those memories, he might have been able to remember you, and avoid hurting you like this.]

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	preys 2013-05-14 09:06 pm UTC (link)
	[Curls up a little, now staying next to him under that tree even though it never especially made him happy when Subaru spent time here. He doesn't even realize the things that have to do with Seishirou is all he remembers, assuming familiarity brought him here.] It happened like that for others here, too. [He murmurs gently, trying to be comforting. It's okay.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-14 09:19 pm UTC (link)

[Absently picks up one of the fallen sakura blossoms that are scattered on the ground around him, holding it gently on his palm.]

Mm... [He remembers only that there seemed to be some people who didn't realise they had forgotten things, but because he didn't-- doesn't-- know these people, he can't say for sure.]

I guess it makes sense. If you don't remember you've forgotten, you don't know there's anything to be searched...

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	preys 2013-05-14 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	[Nods, watching him a little, quiet for a moment.] Yeah. I didn't realize either... that there were things I'd forgotten at all until I spoke to that man. [Fuuma.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-14 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	You forgot something, too? [A person... he wonders if this person is important to you, and if this means he's forgotten about him, too, or if it is because it has to do with you, still.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-14 09:52 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know how much, but it seems so. At least the knowledge of one human, now turned into what we are... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-14 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	Someone like us...? [Yes, there's someone here like that, isn't there? He wishes he'd remember him, that he could somehow help you, as you've already helped him... but he can't.] I'm sorry... I don't remember that person very well, either. He's the one who looks a little like Seishirou-san, isn't he? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-14 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	[He was about to say something (cause now that you mention it....) but the way Seishirou's name comes to Subaru so easily kind of interrupts his thought process. And suddenly it makes even more sense, how Subaru ended up here of all places if he can still remember, if he's--] ... You still know him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-14 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	[Blinks, the surprise in Kamui's tone catching him off guard, confusing him-- and his answer, though showing that sense of confusion, is almost defensive, even if he can't tell why.] Yes... I do. [Almost says that of course he does, but it isn't an "of course", is it? Not if he could forget about you, as well...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

preys
2013-05-14 10:35 pm UTC (link)

[Well, ow. That brings up so many more questions, though Kamui can only manage to nod a little to show that he heard the answer, looking away, glad that his hair kind of covers his face a little when he bows down his head. And though certainly his feelings are hurt out of a familiar sense of bitterness, at least he manages to keep it out of his voice, just murmuring softly.]

I see. How much...? [Only his name, only the things here, or--?]

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please_wait
2013-05-14 10:45 pm UTC (link)

[He can't help but feel bad for this, even though he could never wish he'd forgotten about Seishirou instead-- but he never wished to forget you, either, and the guilt he feels at remembering someone else (someone you obviously know, just as he said to know you, too) over his own brother is almost overwhelming.]

I... [His voice is quiet as he admits, soft, unsure of how you'll react to this - he doesn't want to hurt you any more.] Everything, I think.

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	preys 2013-05-15 02:21 am UTC (link)
	[Nods again. In the back of his mind he can't help but thing, Of course. It's him. It would always be...] [... fffff.] Maybe it was everything else that... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 01:15 pm UTC (link)
	[He does recognise that sense of bitterness in him, even if Kamui is doing his best to hide it-- but he doesn't realise its true cause, doesn't know what your opinion of Seishirou truly is.] [But those words cause unease in him- you really think it's not just...] You think there is something else I've forgotten, too? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 06:03 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. [Shaking his head a little. He can't really say, after all, doesn't know the full extent of any of it.] Is there much else you don't recognize? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 06:53 pm UTC (link)
	[Stays silent for a while, thinking about it.] I... The people here, I've seen them in the journal, and sometimes I feel like I should know who they are. Should I? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 07:16 pm UTC (link)
	[.............. fffff.] [Nodding.] Yes. There's many of them that you've spoken with before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 07:20 pm UTC (link)
	[.......................] Oh. [Just. looks incredibly upset about this. He can't believe he was made to forget not only about you and their family, but all the people here, as well... and he never even knew.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	[No stahp. It's his turn to squeeze Subaru's hand, lightly, knowing he can't be much comfort like this but asdkfd.] Subaru... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)