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Tweak says, "I can see you."

Mokona = Soel = Modoki (travelsized) wrote in kiseki_logs,
@ 2013-05-01 11:21:00

Current mood:	bouncy
Entry tags:	! event, ; memory hunt event

Memory hunt log!
Who: Everyone!
What: Memory hunt event!
Where: All over Kiseki and the extended areas!
When: Starting now, without a definite ending point!
Rating: NC-83
Warnings: I assume violence and shippy shenanigans will happen at some point

Summary:

The memory hunt event has begun! Play out anything you'd like concerning this event here \o/

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please_wait
2013-05-15 08:48 pm UTC (link)

[So incredibly relieved to see that fear disappear from his eyes, because watching you like that was, for a reason he can't pinpoint but can guess, incredibly painful. It's increasingly obvious to him that even if those memories are gone, even if he can't remember... there is still a part of him that remembers you, that reacts to you in ways that make their relationship so clear.]

[And at those words, even when the situation is like this, even when he's upset and worried, both for himself and for you... he smiles, gentle and inexplicably happy, that you're here for him.]

Of course. Thank you, Kamui. [This time, the use of his name is deliberate... but it still feels just as easy as it did when he said it without thinking.]

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preys
2013-05-15 08:58 pm UTC (link)

[The smile is disarming, both because it feels like it has been far too long since he saw such an expression on his twin's face, but also because that was just often the way Subaru's smile left him; a little bit speechless despite it all. But Kamui nods, relieved for it also... swallowing a little to gather himself up, breathing out. His voice is a little softer again.]

You don't need to thank me. [He'd want to no matter what, to help you.]

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please_wait
2013-05-15 09:09 pm UTC (link)

[He doesn't fully realise the effect that has on Kamui, simply glad that it seems to remove some of that tension in him. But even so, this is yet another thing that feels strangely familiar to him... like it is something that has happened between them so many times before.]

Maybe I don't... but I want to. [Because even if you're his brother, even if you would do this regardless... that doesn't mean he can't be thankful for it.]

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	preys 2013-05-15 09:21 pm UTC (link)
	[For a moment he pauses, just acknowledging those words, then nodding a little before he stands, turning to Subaru and holding his hand out tentatively.] I know where to go first. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 09:26 pm UTC (link)
	[Hesitates only for the briefest moment, before placing his hand on Kamui's, standing up as well.] Alright. [Lead the way, then.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	Mm. [Glad when he does, even with the hesitation there clear, and he'll lead the way to the replica of their old home on that island, the large mansion normally so distant from everything else. He's silent for the most part as they go, just watching for Subaru's reactions.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-15 09:51 pm UTC (link)

[His eyes widen slightly as he sees where they're going, the nagging sense of familiarity giving way to something more concrete, a realisation of something that feels absolutely certain, now that he thinks of it.]

That's-- [It... it has to be.] That was our home, wasn't it. [It's still there in those memories he has, distant on the background... but he can recall it, now that he sees it.]

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	preys 2013-05-15 09:58 pm UTC (link)
	That's right. [He's feeling himself start to hesitate the closer they get too, wondering just how much of it is intact, what they'll find there. But it was the only way, right? So he continues to lead on, voice a touch softer.] This is where we grew up... the place we left together all those years ago. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-15 10:05 pm UTC (link)

[Hesitates, too, perhaps not in entirely different reasons, even if he can't fully articulate them to himself. But... if this is the place where they've spent so much time together... there must be memories hidden there.]

I remember leaving, and what lead to it... but in those memories, I'm alone. [He tries to remember, now that he knows you were there, too, tries to place you in those memories-- but as soon as he does, the headache is back and he gasps out, flinching. Okay, yes, the message is clear, no forcing it.]

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preys
2013-05-15 10:45 pm UTC (link)

[Notices the flinching, of course and concern flashes across his face and he stops walking to touch his shoulder lightly, checking. Mrrr okay he shouldn't talk and make it more likely you'll end up forcing that.]

[Still. Alone, huh? He can't help but wonder at the differences in that case, as he had always known it because of him that... Well.]

[........] It's okay.

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	please_wait 2013-05-15 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	[To be fair, as he tries to force those memories to come back, they're incredibly hazy, like a white blur, and he can only remember that he left, after finding out about Seishirou-san... not why he left. Nor even how he found out about that.] [But he shakes his head, sure of this if nothing else.] No... it's not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	It will be. [He'll make sure of this much.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 11:09 pm UTC (link)
	[Nods, at this point having accepted that even if he can't remember... he will always trust Kamui, even like this. If you promised him to help him find those memories... you will.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	[Once they reach the house, there's a moment where Kamui pauses at the main entrance, then hesitates and tugs Subaru with him in a different direction, around the house, outside.] This way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 11:18 pm UTC (link)
	[Was about to go in, but once Kamui tugs him with him, he goes without resisting, curious to see what he has in mind.] Ah-- Mm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 11:29 pm UTC (link)
	[Considering how much their childhood was often spent outside together, he's hoping there will be some better memories out here to start with, stepping toward the gardens, though all of it is quite abandoned now compared to how they would have remembered it.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 11:37 pm UTC (link)
	[Looks around when they get there, something of their surroundings tugging at the back of his mind, the familiarity of this at this point obvious, even if there is something about it that looks... strange, somehow.] [...] Did it always look like this? It's... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 11:42 pm UTC (link)
	[Sighs quietly, shaking his head.] No... It didn't. [Though it's not surprising that it would have turned to this. Not since they'd been the last ones left, after all.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 11:47 pm UTC (link)
	[Walks up to a flower bed nearby, the flowers that had been there long since died, the entire bed overcome with weeds... but he kneels down anyway, touching the tips of those weeds gently. This...] ... Because we left? [How about the other members of their family? There were some, weren't there? Wouldn't they have been looking after this...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-16 12:21 am UTC (link)
	[....................................] Yeah. [He admits, hesitant.] Once we were gone, there was nothing left. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-16 11:29 am UTC (link)

[Turns to look at him, his hand still lingering above the weeds.]

Nothing...? But what--

[He doesn't finish the question, his attention going to something small, glowing in the midst of the flower bed. He reaches out to take it, a small vial of blood, and as he touches it, it opens, the blood flowing out- but instead of staining his hand, it disappears, leaving him with a set of memories of their childhood; playing in the garden, training, studying... always together.]

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	preys 2013-05-16 04:38 pm UTC (link)
	[Doesn't quite see him shift his attention to that glow but that his question cuts off is enough to alert him, coming closer.] Subaru? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-16 06:26 pm UTC (link)
	[He doesn't answer, instead staring down at his hands, where the remnants of the dissolving memory can still be seen, his eyes unfocused.] That's... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-16 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	[With that reaction, he guesses pretty easily that he must have found one, getting down closer to him, hand on his shoulder again. His tone is soft, careful.] Are you all right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-16 07:00 pm UTC (link)
	[This time, he does turn to look at Kamui, hesitating only a short moment before nodding.] Mm. I... I remember. I saw us, back when we were children. We spent so much time here, didn't we... [Reaches out to take Kamui's hand in his, entwining their fingers, not unlike in those memories he just saw... and yeah, no wonder this felt so familiar, before.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)