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Mokona = Soel = Modoki (travelsized) wrote in kiseki_logs,
@ 2013-05-01 11:21:00

Current mood:	bouncy
Entry tags:	! event, ; memory hunt event

Memory hunt log!
Who: Everyone!
What: Memory hunt event!
Where: All over Kiseki and the extended areas!
When: Starting now, without a definite ending point!
Rating: NC-83
Warnings: I assume violence and shippy shenanigans will happen at some point

Summary:

The memory hunt event has begun! Play out anything you'd like concerning this event here \o/

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	preys 2013-05-15 06:03 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. [Shaking his head a little. He can't really say, after all, doesn't know the full extent of any of it.] Is there much else you don't recognize? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 06:53 pm UTC (link)
	[Stays silent for a while, thinking about it.] I... The people here, I've seen them in the journal, and sometimes I feel like I should know who they are. Should I? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 07:16 pm UTC (link)
	[.............. fffff.] [Nodding.] Yes. There's many of them that you've spoken with before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 07:20 pm UTC (link)
	[.......................] Oh. [Just. looks incredibly upset about this. He can't believe he was made to forget not only about you and their family, but all the people here, as well... and he never even knew.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	[No stahp. It's his turn to squeeze Subaru's hand, lightly, knowing he can't be much comfort like this but asdkfd.] Subaru... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 07:31 pm UTC (link)
	[But just as Kamui does that, he'll find his hand going straight through Subaru's, as it's fading out.] [He doesn't notice the fading, but he does notice the sudden loss of feeling, the feel of Kamui's hand disappearing from his grasp (as it seems to him), and he looks at their hands, confused.] What...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	[Yeah uh that is not okay.] What just-- [His voice is suddenly on edge, like it's caught in his throat.] ... Your hand disappeared. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-15 08:00 pm UTC (link)

It...

[He blinks rapidly, like trying to adjust to something, like doing that would maybe make him see what just happened. But there's nothing wrong, his hand looks just as it normally does, and he looks back to Kamui.]

Are you sure you saw right? It felt strange, but... it seems to be just fine. [But as soon as he says this, his hand, wrist and a part of his arm flicker away again, this time staying there but transparent, the sakura blossoms clearly visible through it.]

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	preys 2013-05-15 08:10 pm UTC (link)
	Not just saw, I felt-- [But then it becomes even more evident that Subaru was fading away and he's so stricken with panic that all Kamui can do is stare at his transparent arm, fear in his eyes very evident.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-15 08:17 pm UTC (link)

[His reaction to that fear in his eyes is instinctive, and he's moving before he can even think of it, reaching out to him, his non-fading hand going to rest on his shoulder]

Kamui-- [And then it catches up to him, the confusion over what he is doing, how your name is coming to him so easily now, feeling entirely natural, how seeing your reaction prompted him to respond like that... his body remembers, even when his mind doesn't.]

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	preys 2013-05-15 08:26 pm UTC (link)
	We have to find them. [He says this with conviction, even if words are a little difficult at that moment, only barely aware of the hand on his shoulder in that moment.] Your memories, or else you might... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 08:30 pm UTC (link)
	[Doesn't really understand what he means, still not realising the truth about his fading, but he nods-- would nod even if he didn't genuinely want to get back those memories, because that urgency in Kamui's voice is impossible to deny.] Mm. I want to find them, too. [But... we?] You... you'll help me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 08:40 pm UTC (link)
	Of course. [Slowly he's starting to get a grip on himself, stubbornness taking over panic and determination showing on his face, if a little shakily. But you're his twin, his brother, you--] I'm the one that knows where you could find them. Let me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-15 08:48 pm UTC (link)

[So incredibly relieved to see that fear disappear from his eyes, because watching you like that was, for a reason he can't pinpoint but can guess, incredibly painful. It's increasingly obvious to him that even if those memories are gone, even if he can't remember... there is still a part of him that remembers you, that reacts to you in ways that make their relationship so clear.]

[And at those words, even when the situation is like this, even when he's upset and worried, both for himself and for you... he smiles, gentle and inexplicably happy, that you're here for him.]

Of course. Thank you, Kamui. [This time, the use of his name is deliberate... but it still feels just as easy as it did when he said it without thinking.]

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preys
2013-05-15 08:58 pm UTC (link)

[The smile is disarming, both because it feels like it has been far too long since he saw such an expression on his twin's face, but also because that was just often the way Subaru's smile left him; a little bit speechless despite it all. But Kamui nods, relieved for it also... swallowing a little to gather himself up, breathing out. His voice is a little softer again.]

You don't need to thank me. [He'd want to no matter what, to help you.]

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please_wait
2013-05-15 09:09 pm UTC (link)

[He doesn't fully realise the effect that has on Kamui, simply glad that it seems to remove some of that tension in him. But even so, this is yet another thing that feels strangely familiar to him... like it is something that has happened between them so many times before.]

Maybe I don't... but I want to. [Because even if you're his brother, even if you would do this regardless... that doesn't mean he can't be thankful for it.]

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	preys 2013-05-15 09:21 pm UTC (link)
	[For a moment he pauses, just acknowledging those words, then nodding a little before he stands, turning to Subaru and holding his hand out tentatively.] I know where to go first. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	please_wait 2013-05-15 09:26 pm UTC (link)
	[Hesitates only for the briefest moment, before placing his hand on Kamui's, standing up as well.] Alright. [Lead the way, then.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	Mm. [Glad when he does, even with the hesitation there clear, and he'll lead the way to the replica of their old home on that island, the large mansion normally so distant from everything else. He's silent for the most part as they go, just watching for Subaru's reactions.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-15 09:51 pm UTC (link)

[His eyes widen slightly as he sees where they're going, the nagging sense of familiarity giving way to something more concrete, a realisation of something that feels absolutely certain, now that he thinks of it.]

That's-- [It... it has to be.] That was our home, wasn't it. [It's still there in those memories he has, distant on the background... but he can recall it, now that he sees it.]

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	preys 2013-05-15 09:58 pm UTC (link)
	That's right. [He's feeling himself start to hesitate the closer they get too, wondering just how much of it is intact, what they'll find there. But it was the only way, right? So he continues to lead on, voice a touch softer.] This is where we grew up... the place we left together all those years ago. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

please_wait
2013-05-15 10:05 pm UTC (link)

[Hesitates, too, perhaps not in entirely different reasons, even if he can't fully articulate them to himself. But... if this is the place where they've spent so much time together... there must be memories hidden there.]

I remember leaving, and what lead to it... but in those memories, I'm alone. [He tries to remember, now that he knows you were there, too, tries to place you in those memories-- but as soon as he does, the headache is back and he gasps out, flinching. Okay, yes, the message is clear, no forcing it.]

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preys
2013-05-15 10:45 pm UTC (link)

[Notices the flinching, of course and concern flashes across his face and he stops walking to touch his shoulder lightly, checking. Mrrr okay he shouldn't talk and make it more likely you'll end up forcing that.]

[Still. Alone, huh? He can't help but wonder at the differences in that case, as he had always known it because of him that... Well.]

[........] It's okay.

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	please_wait 2013-05-15 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	[To be fair, as he tries to force those memories to come back, they're incredibly hazy, like a white blur, and he can only remember that he left, after finding out about Seishirou-san... not why he left. Nor even how he found out about that.] [But he shakes his head, sure of this if nothing else.] No... it's not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preys 2013-05-15 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	It will be. [He'll make sure of this much.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)