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Tweak says, "have you read homestuck?"

Wanda Maximoff (infrared) wrote in atlantisic,
@ 2024-03-05 13:09:00

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[ ooc: consider this set towards the end of the week (3/7-8ish?) once everyone has been back on the normal ship for a couple days or so + new job alignments; I wanted to get this up ahead of time since I have another busy week/weekend coming up and wanted characters to be able to react, if they wanted ]

Hello, everyone. [...] Some of you may have already heard, but I'm responsible for what happened your memories, the Weststar, and even how you were affected with nightmares while waking up. What happened was an accident, and I was affected by a dark object ~~and abilities~~ from my home when I gained new memories. The dark object was planted by COS and has been destroyed.

Many of you are confused and rightly angry, and while this was an accident and I didn't know what was happening until weeks after it started, I don't make any excuses for my part in what happened and can only tell you I'm sorry.

[ Very close friends and/or canon mates she personally knows from home ]

I'll try to answer any questions you have, but I'm so sorry. It won't happen again.

[ Rose Ward, Cassian Andor, Emmeline Vance, Stephen Strange, Alicia Spinnet ]

I don't know for how long, but I'd like to step down from my duties as part of the magic and field teams. While I'm in no danger of a repeat of Weststar, I don't trust myself with the new magic I've gained since I gained additional memories from home, and with that, new magic. I'd also like some time to process the memories themselves and everything that came with them. If you need someone who could easily take over my leadership role with the team, Alicia is more than capable.

Apologies sound hollow at this point, but again, I'm sorry for my part in what happened.

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	titancaptain 2024-03-06 03:56 am UTC (link)
	I found myself in a large-scale battle straight out of the Academy, we were in an ambush; a lot of good people died. Sometimes I wish I could forget it, and pretend it didn't happen but it's a part of me, when I 'woke up' I remembered the pain of that day. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	infrared 2024-03-06 02:11 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry you had to deal with remembering that all over again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	titancaptain 2024-03-06 02:53 pm UTC (link)
	Pain makes us who we are. Ignoring it? You can do that for a while but it's not recommended. Better to face it, and try to move on. If you ever need someone to talk to Red, someone who isn't directly related to the situation, I'll be happy to listen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	infrared 2024-03-07 02:56 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you, I appreciate it. I'm not completely sure what I'm ready for or need right now other than to just take some time to take in everything, but at some point, I'm sure I'll want to talk about ~~them~~ it here and there. With everything else that happened, it's just a lot to process right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	titancaptain 2024-03-07 03:41 pm UTC (link)
	I can understand that, it took a lot of time for me to get back to work after the ambush. My family helped me through it, but those were dark days. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	infrared 2024-03-09 03:22 pm UTC (link)
	I'm lucky to have my brother, friends, and others I'm close to here too. They're able to help more than most anything else. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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