Aiode Falls

I'm hearing all this talk about babies and pregnancies and kids from the future... It makes me glad I'm not stable enough to be a mother, and that I most likely never will be. I wouldn't want to think about the problems they'd have, considering my own.

Yeah, just call me Miss Pessimistic.

Dad?

I really need to get out more and make some friends even though I'm not good at that.

I haven't been able to get to my classes at all this week. I hope that doesn't get to be a problem.

I...I think I need some help...

This might sound cryptic, but I really don't feel like I belong here. No, not in that whiny, no-one-likes-me-or-wants-me sense, but...I don't know. It's kind of hard to explain. I guess I just feel like I should be back there somewhere else.

So here I am, crawling out from under my rock.

Fucking Silent Hill.

I'm terribly restless tonight, it seems.

Like I've got an itch I just can't manage to scratch.