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Theodore Nott (booksmart_devil) wrote in wished,
@ 2010-06-21 22:38:00

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!2003: 06, !incomplete, gregory goyle, theodore nott

WHO: Gregory Goyle and Theo Nott
WHAT: Another visit from Greg
WHERE: St Mungo's
WHEN: Monday
WARNINGS/RATING/STATUS: Unbalanced Theo/R/Incomplete

Theo had woken without Greg and he'd really thought it had just been a dream. The memory stuck but the details slipped from his mind like sand through a hole in the ground. The salve had lost its potency but the burning sting had dulled to an almost forgettable throb, and he walked with only a faint limp from the way his muscles hadn't been used to the way he'd used them yesterday.

He was crouched low on the floor, scrawling pictures that, if he had his wand, would cause fires. He was a little preoccupied with burning, not that he was aware of it. He lapsed from shapes and lines to words, Latin words for protection and silence. He was a little obsessed with that too - these spells had never worked for him, no matter how exact they were.

The door opened and he didn't bother looking up because he knew those steps. He let the orderlies take hold of him, lift him up and carry him bodily away; he was so light that one could have carried him, but they always sent to, and a doctor to watch. He knew where he was going. He hadn't been eating and they were going to make sure he wasn't going to waste away. He didn't bother to struggle, because it never helped; just hung from their arms while his mind went somehere else completely and utterly away.

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Re: ooc: the mere idea..it would be like NIGHTMARES for dear Theo!

a_reticent_git
2010-07-04 09:38 pm UTC (link)

Greg's mouth pulled at the lobe and he shifted under Theo's pressing weight, wishing it were more, wishing it was a naked Theo on him, riding him, letting him fuck him. But Greg wasn't going to risk it all again; two for two times when things had gotten that close, it was practically rape and Greg couldn't take the possibility again.

"You aren't well, love. You keep slipping into the past, and then," he said as he pulled back to look into Theo's flushed face, "And then when we are close, really close, you've freaked out."

Greg moved and kissed Theo's mouth deeply and pulled back again, his eyes half open and languid with the sexual energy between them, "I've tried, and both times were just terrible, for you and for me. More so for you love," and Greg leaned into Theo, wrapping him up even as his one hand went back into Theo's hair, tugging at it while he moved to kiss the other again, "I think I have to wait," he sighed as he found himself nursing Theo's mouth again, wanting to get lost in the snogging and not think or be tempted by other things.

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booksmart_devil
2010-07-04 10:06 pm UTC (link)

Theo mewed as Greg tugged at his ear, but Greg's explanation troubled him, deeply. "No." he said, shaking his head, pulling back from the kiss. "No, no, I'm not sick, I... I'm not." he said stammering.

He put a hand against Greg's chest and rubbed at it, a little frantic in his mannerisms. "I'm not sick." he insisted, geuinely distressed as he thought at this time that there was nothing wrong with him. "No, no, don't wait, you don't have to wait." he said, almost demanded, more of a plea, crashed his mouth in against Greg's and cut his lip against his own tooth. It seemed as though he were fighting against something more than the suggestion he was ill.

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a_reticent_git
2010-07-04 10:15 pm UTC (link)

"Okay, okay," Greg said, worried that Theo was going to panic again. It caught Greg completely off guard as Theo become so insistent. So he pushed Theo up and moving Theo's leg, greg encouraged him to straddle Greg's lap instead, his arms at Theo's back as their two groins pressed against each other. Greg could feel the points of Theo's hips pressing into him, alongside the spot where there was heat, for both Greg and Theo.

Greg kept up the rocking, but this time, it was more sexual in nature, even if the intent was innocent. He moved Theo's body back and forth, like on a swing, his hands at Theo's back, and he couldn't help but gain some satisfaction at the way it made Theo move on him, rubbing himself against Theo's own arousal.

"We can wait," he said, as he leaned in to kiss Theo's mouth comfortingly, "We really can, its fine. You're not sick, honey, just.....lost," he said as he wrapped his arms around him more, their bodies moving back and forth with Greg making small little happy sighs.

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booksmart_devil
2010-07-04 10:21 pm UTC (link)

Theo rode Greg's hips, ground down against them as he was rocked into Greg but he wasn't hard. He was assuaged by Greg's agreement of what he was saying, but forgot in the next instant what it was that he'd said. He was liquid, moved catlike and feline against Greg's body in the only way he knew how, nothing drilled into him like silence and etiquette but just simple, pure Theo basics.

He kissed Greg as the mouth came to meet his and didn't understand lost. He put his arms around Greg's neck and hide his face against the crook there near Greg's shoulder, holding on like he'd fallen asleep and was being carried back to bed.

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a_reticent_git
2010-07-04 10:37 pm UTC (link)

Theo's actions had Greg's head spinning, and if it wasn't skin to skin touching, it was the next best thing. Greg liked that Theo nestled into him, but he encouraged the boy to keep rocking and moving, rubbing against him. Greg was hard and so sensitive, and he knew if they kept it up, he was going to come in his pants.

"Don't stop, Theo, rub me. Like that. That's it. Now press a bit more. Oh Merlin, you feel so good. Please, please, don't stop."

The words poured out of Greg's mouth between kisses, his eyes closing as he enjoyed the feeling, hoping that it wouldn't send Theo into some odd space as Greg's arms encircled him, pushing and pulling, Greg's hips moving and getting into the action.

"Oh baby, I love the way you feel," Greg moaned, moving Theo back so that he could kiss his luscious lips again, his own excitement rising in him at this physical semi-touching.

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booksmart_devil
2010-07-04 11:10 pm UTC (link)

Theo did as Greg encouraged, no more able to resist than he would have been able to become suddenly well again. He ground back down on Greg, feeling the man under him hot and solid and folding him into those arms, against that chest. He kept kissing, leaving him unable to make a sound apart from those breathy little whisps of gasps for air between kisses, still unaroused and soft but working his body against Greg's like a stripper on a pole.

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a_reticent_git
2010-07-04 11:17 pm UTC (link)

It took no time at all for Greg to feel himself close to coming, the throbbing in his organ only enhanced by the friction. Theo's soft sounds, combined with the kisses, and the pressure sent him straight to the edge; the years of doing this in his imagination had not given Greg any lasting power.

He stiffened under Theo, and held the boy to him far too tightly as he felt himself come under Theo's weight. Greg gasped and groaned as it happened, and arched into Theo, his hips bucking with each spray into his pants.

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booksmart_devil
2010-07-04 11:26 pm UTC (link)

Feeling Greg go rigid under him frightened Theo for a second, some nasty three-second flashback of the fight with his father intruding into his foggy mind, and when he'd come back he was being crushed. He didn't have the padding on him anywhere to stop his bones poking him whenever he leaned on them for too long and this just, well, hurt.

He didn't make a sound though because he knew he wasn't supposed to when he was in pain because that was weak. He kind of couldn't breathe though and he wasn't sure what he was supposed to do in this situation. He just held on and hoped that in one way or another this would be over soon; he thought he was doing so well but he didn't know he was whimpering unhappily against Greg's neck.

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a_reticent_git
2010-07-04 11:37 pm UTC (link)

"Ahhhhh," Greg hissed, and he suddenly relaxed, falling back and loosening his hold on Theo. Greg looked lazily at Theo, and ran a hand into Theo's head, "Oh baby, that was so good! It's been forever for me, since I've felt like that, and it was because of you," he said, and he noted a look of distress on Theo's face, and realized that Theo was making unhappy sounds.

"Aw, honey!" he said, and he put his fingers under Theo's chin to lift his face up, and moved to kiss his mouth, "Are you okay? I didn't hurt you, did I?" he asked, all concern on his features. He hadn't meant to hurt Theo, didn't think he had but he wasn't sure.

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booksmart_devil
2010-07-04 11:58 pm UTC (link)

Theo found it easier to breathe now, the ache removed from his lungs, and he tried to curl into himself a little now that Greg had lain back, his stomach turning over with no way for him to throw up.

He heard how happy Greg was but he couldn't associate it with anything he'd done.

He was a little startled as Greg lifted his chin, his eyes big with shock until he was being kissed and kissing back... he wasn't sure how to answer that question, not wanting to get into trouble, not again, not anymore, so he took the chance and lied, shaking his head, hoping that Daddy wasn't around to go through it and extract the truth.

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a_reticent_git
2010-07-05 12:19 am UTC (link)

Greg accepted the lie as truth, not knowing any better. He settled back, cuddling against Theo as he felt himself relax more, that looming sexual tension resolved. He was laying down now, and he kissed Theo again, and wished there was something he could do for Theo, to help him or give him the same physical pleasure Theo had just helped him achieve.

His pants were a mess, but Greg ignored it all, wrapping himself around Theo again, ready to take a bit of nap with him, if he let him.

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booksmart_devil
2010-07-05 06:41 am UTC (link)

Theo was tense, unsure about what was going to happen now and for once back in the room in this time, only knowing Greg as his one and only visitor (Draco's visits not frequent enough for him to remember them right then) and not the boy he once knew at school.

He barely felt the kiss and let Greg wrap him up again, lying against the other boy still feeling vaguely sick and fully awake.

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a_reticent_git
2010-07-06 03:57 am UTC (link)

Greg was drowsy as he lay next to Theo, and he found his hand stroking what he could touch of Theo, "Roll over so I can get to your back, love," he directed, ready to pet his boy until either he or they both fell asleep. He was too relaxed to notice how alert and tense Theo was next to him, under him. Greg wanted only to sleep with Theo, and let his mind cast them back to school days and school love if he could.

"I love you, Theo," he said, his eyes half closed as he waited for Theo to move.

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booksmart_devil
2010-07-06 06:47 pm UTC (link)

Theo moved a little as he was bid, not quite sure about what was happening but quietly obedient for the time being, as he'd been taught to be as a little boy.

He didn't answer Greg's sleepy sentiment with the same though, because he knew what time it as coming up to... "Shower." he said, unhelpfully, just before the door opened and the orderlies let themselves in.

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a_reticent_git
2010-07-15 02:11 am UTC (link)

Greg opened his eyes fast, and with a bit of a guilty gesture, he raised himself from his lounging position to an upright one, "Shower. Yeah, of course," he said as he looked at the orderlies hard, a thought passing through his mind.

"You want I should help?" he offered, to the orderlies and to Theo. He was going to need to understand how Theo acted during all of this daily routines, especially if he was going to take them over, "I mean, do you need help?" and he looked at the guys, "Don't you just sort of get him there, and let him do it on his own," and he turned back to Theo, "You like showers, don't you?"

His face was concerned, and he hoped Theo would say yes.

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booksmart_devil
2010-07-15 05:08 pm UTC (link)

The orderlies came in as Greg was sitting up, and the look they gave him suggested that they didn't quite approve of the way their patient and his visitor had been 'sitting'. They were a little assauged by Greg's offer of help, but almost further concerned at the same time.

"I'm sorry Sir, it's our policy not to allow anyone other than trained staff to attend to the needs of the patients in the Janus Thickey ward."

"And this patient isn't considered to have the capacity to give informed consent." the other chimed in. "So I'm afraid we can't allow you to be present, unless you're a direct relative."

"But please be assured, no harm will come to him." the other concluded. Theo was already up and undressing, pulling his shirt over his head and dropping his trousers to the floor, waiting to take the robe that would be offered to him for the trip to the showers. He looked ill just standig there naked, his bones jutting out sharply in places where small dips should be and bones showing where they should have been well covered. He tilted his head at Gregm apparently missing the question. "It's cold outside." he commented.

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***ooc new thread up too! :)

a_reticent_git
2010-07-15 05:23 pm UTC (link)

Greg's expression grew hard at the orderlies' statements, "For your information," he started and then he stopped. He was not going to let his anger get the best of him; it might get him barred from visiting.

"Yeah, well, that's going to change soon enough I expect," he muttered to himself, not caring what they thought. Greg glanced at them before turning his attention to Theo. The gaunt nature of his state frightened Greg but he knew that his friend had to be force fed and it made him feel terrible in that moment. At Theo's complete disrobing, Greg scowled, "The least thing you can do is give him a robe before he gets there, bloody hell! I'm gonna have a word if you two don't fix it," he said, his tone slightly threatening; he was appalled at the notion that Theo would have to walk naked to the showers, in front of Merlin knew who.

His eyes found Theo's again, "Its summer, Theo, not so cold. Its a great time for swimming. A shower will do you good," he said, as he glanced about and moved to fetch the robe he saw, hanging from a hook. With care, Greg put it round Theo's shoulders, "This should help a bit until you get there, mate," he added, and threw a threatening look at the orderlies.

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ooc: i know, i love you! ^__^ lol

booksmart_devil
2010-07-15 08:03 pm UTC (link)

The orderlies politely ignored Greg's outburst - they'd seen their fair share of angry relatives, although never for this particular patient - and then allowed Greg to robe the boy before they told him, "We were going to ask him to put on the robe. It's not our policy to allow patients to wander around naked either." They said in turn primly.

Theo drew the robe about his narrow shoulders, looking a little like he'd just woken from a deep sleep and didn't quite know what was happening. "Oh?" he said, confused. "Summer swimming?" he shivered. "But I feel cold, so cold cold cold, so cold, so cold..." he murmured, on and on. The orderlies, used to this kind of behaviour, approached him to start moving him out to the showers, trying to usher Greg out of their way without actually doing so.

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Re: ooc: such utter wibbles from Greg for Theo..lol

a_reticent_git
2010-07-15 08:37 pm UTC (link)

Greg knew they were trying to get him out of the way, but he staunchly put back his shoulders, planting himself for the moment in front of Theo. It was Theo who was his top priority, his biggest worry.

"It's summer, love," he said, as he held fix the collar on the robe, smoothing his hands down Theo's chest, to stop at his waist and draw the robe tie, "Take a nice hot shower. Let that cold was right down the drain," and after a brief pause, a sad expression flickered across Greg's face.

"I'll see you tomorrow, Theo. I promise."

And with that, he stepped back and nodded to the orderlies who moved forward. Greg watched, and then followed behind as the three moved ahead of him. With a heavy heart, he knew he was going to swing by and see his mum first before hitting a broom and flying for hours, to clear his mind, all the while missing Theo.

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