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Tweak says, "I has a bucket"

James Rogers (littlestcap) wrote in welcomenetwork,
@ 2015-11-30 02:08:00

Entry tags:

francis barton / hawkeye, hope summers, james rogers, natasha romanova / black widow (616)

[Filtered to Steve Rogers]
This is probably weird.

But you have a boyfriend right?

Possibly two.

Crap never mind.
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[Filtered to Tony Stark]
I know you're not from my world or anything but can I

ugh.

Never mind forever.
[/Filter]

[Filtered to Black Widows]
Who am I kidding, nope.
[/Filter]

Thanksgiving has so much food. I don't know how people even walk afterward, it's like everyone should just need to be rolled.

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	younghawk 2015-11-30 08:11 am UTC (link)
	No. I slept on the bed. I only do it when I get really upset or if I'm scared. Fourth of July sucks and I spend that night and many nights leading up to it beneath the bed. There's tons. Yeah. It was kind of funny. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-11-30 08:17 am UTC (link)
	Oh. I get it. 4th was always a big deal for me, so it's different. Does it help if I hang out? Because I could do that when you feel like that, if you want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-11-30 08:39 am UTC (link)
	I just don't handle random explosions in the middle of the night very well. Maybe. It's not a fun experience. Hanging out with everyone else is fun. Hanging out with me not fun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-11-30 08:48 am UTC (link)
	Okay. Maybe earplugs and I'll hang out and stand watch so you don't miss anything by not hearing it if anything did happen? Hanging out with you is usually fun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-11-30 09:06 am UTC (link)
	You're trying to comfort me by offering to protect me... I hate that I want to kiss you right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-11-30 09:20 am UTC (link)
	Okay. I have no idea how to respond to that because you seem angry about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-11-30 09:23 am UTC (link)
	Because it's sweet and thoughtful and, again, it makes me want to kiss you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-11-30 09:33 am UTC (link)
	And you hate that you do. I just meant you don't like it. And you don't have to hear it since it doesn't bother me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-11-30 09:40 am UTC (link)
	Because it's not happening mostly. And you picked up that I'm scared. You're relating it back to home and realizing that ear plugs might cause more anxiety. If I can't hear then I can't hear the things that might be coming to kill me (even if they really aren't) so you offered to sit with me and stand guard. To make me feel safe by offering to protect me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-11-30 09:50 am UTC (link)
	So if it could, you wouldn't hate it? Oh. Yeah, well. I guess. I mean I know where you come from, so if you're already not liking the noise then not being aware of a threat would make it worse. So I just thought I could fix that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-11-30 02:55 pm UTC (link)
	I guess? I don't know. The last person I wanted to kiss wanted to kiss me too. Yeah... it's thoughtful and sweet. Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

littlestcap
2015-11-30 03:27 pm UTC (link)

Okay. I don't get you. Or people. Or things. I said I liked you and I tried to flirt so wasn't that sort of implying I would want to kiss you maybe?

Which I haven't done so will probably screw up and that is probably one of those things you shouldn't google because you'll get scary results.

Crap. I mean we could do that.

I didn't say I didn't want to. But I haven't before.

You're welcome. But you'd do the same thing for me.

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	younghawk 2015-11-30 03:38 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. We should just... because. I didn't know what I was doing either, at first. ~~Isaac probably thought I was terrible~~ You get the hang of it. I would. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-11-30 03:53 pm UTC (link)
	"Just because" is the worst reason. But we can anyway. I mean I want to. Right. ~~I hate not being good at things though.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-11-30 04:14 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't know what else to say! As long as you want to... It'll be fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-11-30 04:21 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. I think we sucked all the spontaneity or romance out of this or something. One of us has to get better at it and you've done it before so I think it should have to be you. Not that it's a romance. But yes, I do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-11-30 04:25 pm UTC (link)
	What? Me? I think you should have to get better at it too. Also. I didn't want to kiss you and have it turn into an argument because you didn't want me to or to be punched for it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-11-30 04:46 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, but you first. I wouldn't have punched you even if I didn't want to ... Okay if I thought you were making fun of me I might have. But other than that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-11-30 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	You first. See? So it's better to not assume anything and not risk being punched. Besides, if you punched me I'd probably never want to kiss you again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-12-01 04:54 am UTC (link)
	You know more about this stuff! Okay well. Not going to punch you, I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-12-01 06:08 am UTC (link)
	But... doesn't that encourage you to learn more? Trial and error and all of that? How about we work on getting better at it together? Okay. I'll keep that in mind when we're in the same place and you say or do something that makes me want to kiss you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	littlestcap 2015-12-01 06:26 am UTC (link)
	Fine, we can improve together. But I still have the bigger learning curve. Good. Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	younghawk 2015-12-03 05:24 am UTC (link)
	Fine. I'll let you have the bigger learning curve. Okay (Reply to this) (Parent)

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