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Tweak says, "Listening to the news! Again?"

winchester, sam. (ex_demonbloo908) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2015-01-11 14:50:00

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bobby singer, claudia donovan, faith lehane, henry swan, jacen solo, jo harvelle, rose hathaway, ruby winchester, sam winchester

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I wished for a bunker. It's underground, it's hidden, and it seems like the perfect place to take all of my hunting stuff so that Emily won't be too exposed to it. It seemed like a good idea.

Except I was going through my weapons, trying to figure out what I wanted to keep where when I kind of - there was this flash and I...did I attack someone? Someone here?

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	ex_demonbloo908 2015-01-11 08:55 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Yeah, that might be a good idea. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2015-01-11 09:20 pm UTC (link)
	Just to see if maybe there's something we can do (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen ex_demonbloo908 2015-01-11 09:25 pm UTC (link)
	If you get in there, I want you to tell me exactly what the problem is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam jeditraitor 2015-01-11 09:32 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not promising anything Sam. I'll see if I can help you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jacen ex_demonbloo908 2015-01-11 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	And if you do see the problem? You're...what? Gonna keep it from me like everyone else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam jeditraitor 2015-01-11 09:45 pm UTC (link)
	I'm going to decide at that point. Did it ever occour to you that maybe the truth could be dangerous to you? Or are you paranoid enough to believe all the people you call friends those you love are lying to you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Jacen

ex_demonbloo908
2015-01-11 09:54 pm UTC (link)

They're not lying to me. They're hiding something from me. They say that it's better that I don't know and maybe it is, but...

How do I look at my friends and family in the eye knowing that they know that I did some really messed up stuff without me knowing exactly what it is I did? How many people did I hurt? Who did I attack, Jacen? Dean? Bobby? You? My wife?

I feel like I need to apologize to everyone and I don't even know what for.

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