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Tweak says, "TRANSFORM AND ROLL OUT!"

Grant Ward is not a true believer (notanazi) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-09-23 11:16:00

Entry tags:

baelfire/neal cassidy, bucky barnes/winter soldier, davina claire, grant ward, james rogers, jemma simmons, steve rogers/captain america, tony stark/iron man

Didn't expect to hear myself being debated when I was waiting for coffee.

This what I should expect for the next however many months?

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	notanazi 2014-09-24 12:08 pm UTC (link)
	Just what, 90% of them? 85? They're actually not bad. Easy enough to find a copy of. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	commanderrogers 2014-09-24 12:15 pm UTC (link)
	Well, he's a genius but he's reckless. It's less the ideas, more the execution -- about 90% of the time. But I can't say much, running into fights I know I can't win isn't exactly well-planned tactical maneuvering. I'll have to look them up. See if Bucky is interested. Has he talked to you at all? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notanazi 2014-09-24 12:24 pm UTC (link)
	We all do it when it matters. When the stakes are high enough. He has. Its been interesting. He's a lot more sensible than most of the people from home and he's the one I thought would have most reason to despise me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

commanderrogers
2014-09-24 12:34 pm UTC (link)

For better or worse, I guess. High stakes and the right reasons, which are probably different for everyone. I guess the only real moral thing a man can do is not compromise. Which is probably what makes us all reckless, but someone has to be. I wonder sometimes if things would have been different for me, for Bucky, if I compromised. Maybe they'd have been better ~~Probably wouldn't have changed his being drafted out~~

Well, he did listen to everything you said the other night. I'm sure he understands, and that counts for a lot. Even if he doesn't like you.

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	notanazi 2014-09-24 12:37 pm UTC (link)
	See I'm not sure, because I don't think I comprimised but I'm sure as hell not moral. Oh he doesn't. He shouldn't. But he listened and its what counts (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	commanderrogers 2014-09-24 12:44 pm UTC (link)
	Have you ever done something you didn't honestly, truthfully want to do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notanazi 2014-09-24 12:49 pm UTC (link)
	Yes I have (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	commanderrogers 2014-09-24 12:52 pm UTC (link)
	That's a compromise. That's why Fury had to lie to me, that's why my mission objectives weren't the same as Natasha's. If he told me to do something I wouldnt do, I wouldn't do it. We didn't always get along, him and I. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Rogers

notanazi
2014-09-24 12:55 pm UTC (link)

That's weakness.

That part of me that tried to get a way out of what I had to do. You can dress it up as a comprimise but it was weak. I had orders, John asked me to kill them, Simmons and her partner Fitz. Could have shot them both, easy. Instead I let them get past me, to the med pod.

I ejected that. I figured maybe they'd have time to work a plan, maybe it'd have a beacon, something.

That wasn't what he'd asked me to do though was it.

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	Ward commanderrogers 2014-09-24 01:04 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think that's a time you compromised, Grant. I think that's a time you didn't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rogers notanazi 2014-09-24 02:03 pm UTC (link)
	How do you figure? Because I took the easy way around it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward commanderrogers 2014-09-24 02:06 pm UTC (link)
	It's not the easy way out. You went against orders to give people who you thought deserved a chance that chance. You did what you felt was right, you didn't compromise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rogers notanazi 2014-09-24 04:43 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know what I felt. I know I failed him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward commanderrogers 2014-09-24 04:44 pm UTC (link)
	I could tell you how many times I failed Col. Chester Phillips, how many times I failed Nick Fury. But I know what I felt when I did it. And I know why. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rogers notanazi 2014-09-24 08:14 pm UTC (link)
	Its different. I owed Garrett everything. And I was to weak to follow through on what he asked (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward commanderrogers 2014-09-24 08:17 pm UTC (link)
	Why does Garrett have to be more important than you are? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rogers notanazi 2014-09-24 08:21 pm UTC (link)
	That's not... Without him giving me a chance I'd be nothing. He pulled me out of a hell. He was priority. Had to be (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward commanderrogers 2014-09-24 08:25 pm UTC (link)
	Why? Because if he wasn't your priority he'd do what? Throw you back into hell? That's not a friend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rogers notanazi 2014-09-24 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	No. You're wrong. He just wanted to help me, when he found me I was nothing, weak, pathetic. He helped me. More than anyone had bothered to do before that. He was a friend (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	phoenixmetaphor 2014-09-24 04:26 pm UTC (link)
	I'll remember that next time I fly a nuclear missile through a rift. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	commanderrogers 2014-09-24 04:29 pm UTC (link)
	I meant it as a compliment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	phoenixmetaphor 2014-09-25 11:28 am UTC (link)
	I know, Steve. I was kidding. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	commanderrogers 2014-09-25 12:00 pm UTC (link)
	How are you, anyway, Tony? I saw your job posting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	phoenixmetaphor 2014-09-26 12:11 am UTC (link)
	Same old, same old. Although, starting the company from scratch is harder than it looks. How are you settling in? Barnes doing alright? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	commanderrogers 2014-09-26 12:27 am UTC (link)
	Barnes is doing all right, there's a lot to adjust to. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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