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Peter Vincent thinks people see what they want to (smokingmagician) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-01-28 01:17:00

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castiel, malcolm reynolds, peter vincent, robin hood, spike, vex

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Anyone else feel like getting smashed?

[Mum]
It's almost February
Do you
I miss

[Voicemail left on Spike's Phone]
[Peter's voice is low, the words come out slow. There's an edge of strain and anxiety audible in his voice.]

Hey, Spike, it's Peter. I've, um... I've been thinking for a while I needed to call you. Just... been trying to work up to it. Um... [there's a pause for a few breaths] What you did for me, last summer... I wanted to thank you. In all honesty, um... I'm... fairly certain I wouldn't be standing here today, if you hadn't. You looked after me, when I was falling apart, and... kept me from doing some really stupid shit, until I could pick myself back up again. And I think you saved my life, with that. So. Thanks. [There's another pause, and then the message ends.]

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vexyandiknowit
2014-01-28 12:26 pm UTC (link)

See if I invite Dyson he'll be stoic corner wolf. Its what he does. He sits there, being stoic. But I won't lie, he could do with being more drunk.

[Peter]

To her, no. But it'll break her. Someone she loves, y'know.

Yeah, I did. I told you that and now that its Kenzi I want to be a massive hyprocrite and pretend I never did.

Other me seems to be playing with a power source that really will only end badly for the world. And I get why, can't say I wouldn't do it too in the same circumstances.

Its just not gonna end well

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smokingmagician
2014-01-28 12:45 pm UTC (link)

Being stoic always sounds like so much work. I'd rather just get it out and over with. Drunk can help with that, I expect.

[Vex]
Actually, I have a confession to make. Mum still doesn't know everything. I just... couldn't. Pretty much for the exact same reason as you, now, with Kenzi. So I get it, man.

I'm sorry, Vex. Nothing you can do about it from here, though. I prescribe copious amounts of alcohol?

See, things like this make me really glad I just had a movie and that was the end of it. Seems like everyone here who has a show and watches it just ends up miserable over it.

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vexyandiknowit
2014-01-30 09:17 am UTC (link)

Then lets go with that.

[Peter]

I stand by what I said mate, its gonna go worse for you in the long run. Just like I think with Kenzi if we don't tell her. But I get it now more than I did.

I would approve of alcohol. Lots of it.

I don't watch it much, don't see the point, keep an eye on the wider plot points. But this will hurt her and I ain't about to let that happen

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	Vex smokingmagician 2014-01-31 06:21 am UTC (link)
	Maybe. Or maybe telling is worse. Why give them something horrible to worry about that they can't even change? Can't change the past, and can't change things back home. I need a drink. Or ten drinks. Seems like even that much is just messing with your head, mate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Peter vexyandiknowit 2014-01-31 10:43 am UTC (link)
	Because I know that girl, she'll see it, and she'll watch it and watch it wanting to find a way to fix it, and she won't be able to. I'd rather tell her and be there with her than have her find out accidently. It does, proper messes you up. But what's the other choice? Ignore it and wonder (Reply to this) (Parent)

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