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Peter Vincent thinks people see what they want to (smokingmagician) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-01-28 01:17:00

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castiel, malcolm reynolds, peter vincent, robin hood, spike, vex

Filtered to Drinking Buddies
Anyone else feel like getting smashed?

[Mum]
It's almost February
Do you
I miss

[Voicemail left on Spike's Phone]
[Peter's voice is low, the words come out slow. There's an edge of strain and anxiety audible in his voice.]

Hey, Spike, it's Peter. I've, um... I've been thinking for a while I needed to call you. Just... been trying to work up to it. Um... [there's a pause for a few breaths] What you did for me, last summer... I wanted to thank you. In all honesty, um... I'm... fairly certain I wouldn't be standing here today, if you hadn't. You looked after me, when I was falling apart, and... kept me from doing some really stupid shit, until I could pick myself back up again. And I think you saved my life, with that. So. Thanks. [There's another pause, and then the message ends.]

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	First filter robinofthehood 2014-01-28 11:36 am UTC (link)
	Give me til later in the week and I'm in. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	First filter smokingmagician 2014-01-28 11:41 am UTC (link)
	Of course, mate. Anytime. If it weren't so bloody cold out I'd be suggesting we be looking around for a new rooftop to claim. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	First filter robinofthehood 2014-01-28 11:46 am UTC (link)
	~~If I tell you would you tell Cas?~~ I never thought I'd be sick of winter. I've passed that point now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	First filter smokingmagician 2014-01-28 11:50 am UTC (link)
	I'm not even a fan of it in general, but this is a bit fucking beyond ridiculous. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	First filter robinofthehood 2014-01-28 11:52 am UTC (link)
	I prefer this to it being hot for this long. I've had my share of hot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	First filter smokingmagician 2014-01-28 11:53 am UTC (link)
	Hot? What's that? I think I've forgotten. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	First filter robinofthehood 2014-01-28 11:55 am UTC (link)
	Go spend five years or so in the desert this will feel like heaven. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	first filter intheblack 2014-01-28 11:44 am UTC (link)
	Eh. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	first filter smokingmagician 2014-01-28 11:47 am UTC (link)
	Well there's an answer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter intheblack 2014-01-28 11:50 am UTC (link)
	Gonna pass. ~~Too many ghosts in this room as it is~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter smokingmagician 2014-01-28 11:54 am UTC (link)
	Whatever suits you, mate. Another time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter intheblack 2014-01-28 11:56 am UTC (link)
	Sure thing. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	First Filter vexyandiknowit 2014-01-28 11:50 am UTC (link)
	Yeah... We're a bit ahead me and Dyson, cause [Peter} You're good friends with Kenz, yeah? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	First Filter smokingmagician 2014-01-28 11:52 am UTC (link)
	Drinking without me? I feel I should be offended. [Vex] Yeah. Why? Is she okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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vexyandiknowit
2014-01-28 11:54 am UTC (link)

I did feel a bit like I was cheating on you

[Peter]

Yeah mostly cause she doesn't know something that happens at home.

But she will.

And I don't know how I'm supposed to tell her, if I'm supposed to let her see the thing. If we don't tell her how much she'll hate us? Dyson wants to keep it from her but that doesn't work. Never works.

Its messy.

Also I think other me is about to be a moron.

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smokingmagician
2014-01-28 12:22 pm UTC (link)

Well clearly you know the solution to that.

[Vex]
Does something happen to her back home?

Don't let her find out from the net. Or from watching the show. I know it'll be hard, mate, that shit always is, but it's worse to find out the other way. You told me that yourself, when my mum first showed up, remember? ~~She still doesn't know ev~~

Why, what's other you doing?

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vexyandiknowit
2014-01-28 12:26 pm UTC (link)

See if I invite Dyson he'll be stoic corner wolf. Its what he does. He sits there, being stoic. But I won't lie, he could do with being more drunk.

[Peter]

To her, no. But it'll break her. Someone she loves, y'know.

Yeah, I did. I told you that and now that its Kenzi I want to be a massive hyprocrite and pretend I never did.

Other me seems to be playing with a power source that really will only end badly for the world. And I get why, can't say I wouldn't do it too in the same circumstances.

Its just not gonna end well

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smokingmagician
2014-01-28 12:45 pm UTC (link)

Being stoic always sounds like so much work. I'd rather just get it out and over with. Drunk can help with that, I expect.

[Vex]
Actually, I have a confession to make. Mum still doesn't know everything. I just... couldn't. Pretty much for the exact same reason as you, now, with Kenzi. So I get it, man.

I'm sorry, Vex. Nothing you can do about it from here, though. I prescribe copious amounts of alcohol?

See, things like this make me really glad I just had a movie and that was the end of it. Seems like everyone here who has a show and watches it just ends up miserable over it.

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vexyandiknowit
2014-01-30 09:17 am UTC (link)

Then lets go with that.

[Peter]

I stand by what I said mate, its gonna go worse for you in the long run. Just like I think with Kenzi if we don't tell her. But I get it now more than I did.

I would approve of alcohol. Lots of it.

I don't watch it much, don't see the point, keep an eye on the wider plot points. But this will hurt her and I ain't about to let that happen

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smokingmagician, 2014-01-31 06:21 am UTC

Peter -

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	Peter ofthursdays 2014-01-30 04:17 am UTC (link)
	Talk to me, love. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Cas smokingmagician 2014-01-30 08:37 am UTC (link)
	I'm okay. Just thinking. Or, trying not to think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Peter ofthursdays 2014-01-30 08:39 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry he's not here too, love. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas smokingmagician 2014-01-30 09:00 am UTC (link)
	I miss him. And it's breaking Mum's heart and I don't know how to make it better. She didn't just lose Dad. She lost me too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Peter ofthursdays 2014-01-30 09:02 am UTC (link)
	She did but she has you back. Perhaps this isn't something you can fix. Seeing you safe is it's own comfort. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas smokingmagician 2014-01-30 12:24 pm UTC (link)
	She doesn't, though. Not really. Who am I to her? Some broken middle-aged stranger with her son's name. I know she loves me, and I know she's happy I survived, and she's told me that she's proud of me. But I'm not the son she was taken away from anymore. She misses that me, that innocent little kid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)