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Rose Tyler Will Defend the Earth (plusone) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-08-04 15:09:00

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Evil's Not Allowed to Watch Doctor Who
So today is the day we learn what the face of the new version of my ex who comes after the version of my ex that is here now looks like.

...being fictional gets really weird sometimes.

[Friends (minus Guy)]

Today's also been a year since...well. Yeah. It's wrong that I still miss him sometimes, isn't it? I've got someone who really, really loves me but I still feel like I keep him at arm's length sometimes because you just never know here. One of us could be dead tomorrow or the Seal could once again decide to be a douche, and I just...

Well. I guess I just miss him. And being fictional, seeing his face everywhere, seeing us paired up all the time?

I don't know. I feel weird. Think I may just go back to bed for the rest of the day.

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	Martha plusone 2013-08-05 01:38 pm UTC (link)
	I was supposed to be married right now. Spending my life with him. Maybe I tried to move on too soon, I don't know. Martha, what do I do? If the Seal takes him, I mean? I'm not strong enough to do this again. Everyone expects so much of me, sometimes. Not him, though. He's never once wanted me to be anything more than I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Rose

drjones_unit
2013-08-05 05:53 pm UTC (link)

I don't think there is a 'right' timescale for these things. Being in love with someone else doesn't just wipe away all the emotions connected to the past.

I don't know, I really don't. You know I'll be here for you, me and the other friends here who love you. I wish I could say the Seal will never take him or offer some words about it being alright, but all I can promise you is you'll never have to deal with any of this alone. You shouldn't have to push yourself to be anything other than yourself because who you are is pretty damn amazing.

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Martha

plusone
2013-08-05 06:30 pm UTC (link)

~~But was it right to even fall in love again already?~~

I guess so.

I know. I'm more grateful than I can say. Most of the time it's okay. Most of the time I don't even think on it and I can just spend time with him and enjoy it. But sometimes it's just this gripping, overwhelming fear and I don't even know how to explain that to him without him getting all jealous.

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	Rose drjones_unit 2013-08-05 07:02 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe point out to him that the fear you're experiencing is the idea of losing him. Knowing how much you've hurt in the past, not wanting to feel that again. It shows how much you do love him. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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