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Spike is not bloody Casper (notbloodycasper) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2012-10-12 12:13:00

Entry tags:

andrew wells, ares, buffy summers, dawn summers, peter vincent, spike, the doctor (metacrisis), xander harris

Filtered against evil
Hey, Powers That Be, just so you know, I really don't appreciate all the unplanned universal travel today, all right? Bringing me back takes the point out of the whole "sacrificing myself for the world" bit, don't you think?

Anyway, I've got the basic rundown. Alternate universe, Lucifer, Apocalypse, Demons... basically the same scene I just toasted myself for. Bloody cycle never fucking ends, does it?

Oh yeah, and if anyone's got a solution to fix being a bloody ghost when that's not your normal state of being, let's have it, yeah?

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	Peter tuckersbrother 2012-10-12 08:16 am UTC (link)
	Sorry. But, this is Spike. As in one of the good guys Spike. He's got his soul and everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andrew smokingmagician 2012-10-12 08:21 am UTC (link)
	Hes got his soul yea, but hes not exactly whaat id call the freindly kind of vamp. do you know, the ones from home can smell fear on hyou? cant hide t from them. not once you come face to face. preferr then to not know for sa longas possible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Peter tuckersbrother 2012-10-12 08:26 am UTC (link)
	He's not friendly friendly, but he is snarky-friendly. He's not going to hurt you. He's not evil any more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Andrew smokingmagician 2012-10-12 08:32 am UTC (link)
	Taht coulod change though. he could lose his soul again. angel did. severrl times. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Peter tuckersbrother 2012-10-12 08:33 am UTC (link)
	So... someone can't go through an evil spell and turn themselves around and become trustworthy again? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Andrew smokingmagician 2012-10-12 08:36 am UTC (link)
	I didnt mean like that. ts diferent. wasnt talking abotu you andrew. ill alwasy trust yuo (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Peter

tuckersbrother
2012-10-12 08:39 am UTC (link)

~~Right~~ Remember that Spike is the one that chose to get his soul back. It wasn't just thrust on him. But what about Lexi? What if she gets tired of those emotions that make her a good personpire? What if she flips that switch that I've heard the vampires from her world have? Are you worried about that? Because you seem to like and trust her, and as far as I know you didn't even get to watch her on tv like you did me and Spike.

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Andreww

smokingmagician
2012-10-12 08:51 am UTC (link)

you think i havnt thought about that? lexi scares the fuck out fo me even now. because evry time i thnk about what she is im thnkng bout that mornign in his baesment, or Ginger laying the floro with her throat torn ourt, or the night i curled uop in the fukcign closet nd listend to my mum screaming. same with every fuckgn bloodsuckter in lawwrnce. its not bout him havng a soul or not havng a soul. i just cant nOT think about it. ive tried. i dont want ot thnk abouut it anymore.

im trying Andrew. its hard, but i am trying.

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Peter

tuckersbrother
2012-10-12 08:56 am UTC (link)

I just... I don't know what to say to help here. I think of Spike as one of my friends, and I trust him. A lot. He had plenty of chances to hurt me (and lets face it, I would have been the most likely because I was the least favorite person when we were all camped out in Hotel Summers back in Sunnydale) and he never did. Except that once, but that doesn't count cause he was brainwashed.

I'm glad you're trying. I just wish I knew what I could say or do that could make it easier. At least I'm not inviting him over to watch movies with us one night or anything?

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andrew

smokingmagician
2012-10-12 09:17 am UTC (link)

its the same thng with lexi and me. but its takn monthes to build up to that.

ive pretty much just given up on anything makng it stop. its alwasy going to be there in the bakc of my mind no matter what i do. theres a few things that help but nothing makes it go away ever. midori hleps. magic helps. nd being with you helps. so much more thn anyhtng else ver has.

im so tired of it andrew

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Peter

tuckersbrother
2012-10-12 09:26 am UTC (link)

I'm sorry I brought all this up again. I wasn't trying to make you upset or anything like that. You know that sometimes I say things without actually thinking them through.

~~I think you're overexaggerating that last par~~ ~~That's kind of a tall pedist~~ Do you want me to come over so you can show me magic tricks? Two in one. Or we can just sit or something. Whatever you want.

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	andrew smokingmagician 2012-10-12 09:38 am UTC (link)
	its not your fualt. like i sadi, its always there. just sometimes i cna ignore it. bit too drukn to do magic right now. but yea. come over. please. just want to be near you right now (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Peter tuckersbrother 2012-10-12 09:43 am UTC (link)
	I'm still sorry though. Maybe you can show me some other time then? And okay. I'll be over in a few. ~~I should probably just go ahead and put on my PJs~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andrew smokingmagician 2012-10-12 09:53 am UTC (link)
	still not your fault sure, if you want. kay. thanks. ~~i shouldnt keep aksing you to do this~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Peter tuckersbrother 2012-10-12 09:57 am UTC (link)
	You don't have to thank me. I like being there with you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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