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Darcy Rhone is a total MILF ([info]total_milf) wrote in [info]wariscomingcom,
@ 2011-10-10 22:04:00

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Entry tags:darcy rhone, svetlana sergievsky

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I have...the best friends ever here. I'm just saying...you guys are amazing. I got some totally cute stuff and I love you all for helping me out. There will be another baby-shopping spree in the near future, I promise, and you guys will be the first to know. ♥ my girls. Where were you in my old life?

While I'm at it...just, you know, to get it off my chest because I really do need to leave this all behind me but...


Dear Rachel,

You're a terrible person and I didn't think you had it in you. I'm sorry that I learned the hard way, but I'm not sorry that I was selfish about Dex. You said you were just friends; you said we should go for it and see where it took us. I just wish that you hadn't ruined a life long friendship over some guy, because honestly...I miss you sometimes. A little. Not much, but some. If only out of habit.

Have a nice life,
Darcy


Dear Dexter,

I hope you're both very happy together and you should know that I'm happy, now, too and you could never live up to what I have now. Our life together would have been a joke. I'm really glad, actually, in hindsight, that you did what you did. You two deserve each other and I might have made a lot of mistakes but I've paid for them and now? I'm allowed to be happy. I deserve to be happy with someone else, too. So...

Fuck you,
Darcy


Dear Marcus,

You would've been a terrible father, anyway. Get a haircut and get rid of the skateboard; you're thirty. Grow up.

-Darcy


Dear Claire,

You're even more shallow and vapid than I used to be...and it makes me sad for you. Please grow a spine and be your own person. I hope that you decided to do just that when I left Manhattan and you suddenly didn't have anyone to fawn over and bow down to. I never asked for that and even if I secretly enjoyed it...it really was kind of pathetic, sweetie.

-Darcy



Dear Ethan,

Thank you for believing in me and giving me a good, hard shove in the right direction. If you could see me now, I know you'd be proud of me. I read about our future together. I knew you were still in love with me :P

I named one of the boys after you I wish you were going to be here with me when the boys are born, because I know you would've been an awesome coach. I have a really awesome coach now, though; you'd approve. And the Tenth Doctor is coming, as well — beat that for an awesome story to tell, jerkface! hahaha

I miss your stupid face and I wish you were here.

Much love,
Darcy

And now...I'm letting go. For good.

[Clark]
My books are under your mattress...the Blu-ray of my movie is hidden behind your DVD collection. Please dispose of them for me? I can't...make myself do it, but it definitely needs to be done. I'll love you forever if you do lol ♥


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[info]thegirlisme
2011-10-11 03:26 am UTC (link)
It is difficult, yes, but there are things about being here that are better than back where I am from. I am trying to stay focused on that and to adjust as things come up. But with the past few weeks it has been

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[info]total_milf
2011-10-11 03:30 am UTC (link)
That's a really positive way to look at it. I like that.

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[info]thegirlisme
2011-10-11 03:35 am UTC (link)
It is? I suppose. I just know that sometimes that is all you can do when things get to be overwhelming. Focus on what is good. For me it was always my daughters. Here, it is that I can raise them in a world where they do not need to worry about the KGB. There are trials here, things that do not make sense and can throw a person.. still, there has to be something to hold onto if you want to make it out with your sanity.

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[info]total_milf
2011-10-11 03:38 am UTC (link)
I...you are really brave, you know that?

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[info]thegirlisme
2011-10-11 03:43 am UTC (link)
No I am not
I cannot even
I barely sleep or ea
I

I consider it more survival. You learn to adapt to your situation and how to make the best of it. Sometimes alone, sometimes not. But I believe everyone has that ability in them, they just need to find it in themselves.

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[info]total_milf
2011-10-11 03:45 am UTC (link)
Yeah, but still. You did, though; I'm still looking, kind of. I'd like to think I just made a giant step forward, but...

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[info]thegirlisme
2011-10-11 03:48 am UTC (link)
I had no option, if it were not for I did, yes. Years ago. As for you, all it takes is that first step and it gets easier. And you have people on your side who are you friends and will help you along the way. Not to mention your sons. You will be fine, you have a lot going for you here.

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[info]total_milf
2011-10-11 04:01 am UTC (link)
Thank you. You know, I really never used to have a worry in the world when I should have and now that I have no reason to, I've become Rachel my own worst enemy. I think sometimes...I need to hear that. So thank you, sincerely, sweetie.

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[info]thegirlisme
2011-10-11 03:31 pm UTC (link)
It is easy to become one's own worse enemy. After all, who knows you better than yourself? There is always that one person you let in but then they Your mind can fill with the worst case scenarios and make you lose focus because you are the one who knows your deepest fears. And when they become reality and you lose control But there will always be something to pull you back. Your sons. Your friends. Even if you have to come back to this post. It is possible. Just remember what you have when everything gets chaotic and you will be fine.

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[info]total_milf
2011-10-11 11:31 pm UTC (link)
I should bookmark this, probably, you're right...that's a good point. Thanks, Svetlana, you're such a peach ♥

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[info]thegirlisme
2011-10-12 12:18 am UTC (link)
I am a piece of fruit?

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[info]total_milf
2011-10-12 12:21 am UTC (link)
lol sorry, it's an expression. It means you're a sweetheart.

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[info]thegirlisme
2011-10-12 01:45 am UTC (link)
Oh. All right. Well, you are welcome.

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