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Tweak says, "FEED ME!"

winchester, sam. (ex_demonbloo908) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2011-03-02 21:27:00

Entry tags:

anna milton, bonnie bennett, dean winchester, epiphany greaves, jennifer check, lindsey mcdonald, mary winchester, melinda halliwell, prue halliwell, ruby winchester, sam winchester

Has anyone seen my shoe? I lost it. And...a lot of other stuff, too.

[Filtered to witch/wizard/magic types]
You guys haven't had any spells go off the wrong way lately, have you?

I'm not accusing you of being responsible for this situation, but we've had magical misfires before so I thought I'd ask. If what we're dealing with is based on a spell gone wrong, then maybe you guys could band together, figure out what the spell was, and fix it?

[Filtered to Dean]
You okay?

[Filtered to Ruby]
Thanks for taking care of me last night.

...and not eating me.

[Filtered to Epiphany]
You didn't lose your potion making mojo, did you? 'Cause I could really use something for this hangover. Adam too, probably.

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	Ruby ex_demonbloo908 2011-03-03 08:03 am UTC (link)
	Don't let what Dean said to you last night get under your skin. He's not himself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-03 08:05 am UTC (link)
	Its not getting under my skin. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby ex_demonbloo908 2011-03-03 08:07 am UTC (link)
	Are you sure? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-03 08:10 am UTC (link)
	Takes more than Dean in a mood to get me down. ...I just feel useless. Mel and everyone, they're helping you. What am I doing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby ex_demonbloo908 2011-03-03 08:13 am UTC (link)
	You're keeping yourself in check. That's a pretty big responsibility in itself, Ruby. Yeah, you're drinking blood, but do you really think that the little bit I'm giving you is gonna be enough to keep you from itching to get at someone else if you get a sudden craving someplace out in the street? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-03 08:16 am UTC (link)
	Its not good enough. I'm not good enough. Its why I hate vampires Sam. They're weak, just like witches are weak. They're slaves to that need for blood or power or whatever and I hate it. ...and when you wont let me in I feel weaker still. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby ex_demonbloo908 2011-03-03 08:22 am UTC (link)
	You're not weak. You're already accomplishing more than the average newly turned vampire could. You haven't killed anyone, have you? Gone on a murderous blood rampage? No? You being able to resist that temptation already makes you strong. I'm not shutting you out, here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-03 08:27 am UTC (link)
	I haven't no. Cause I've already done all that. I feel the need sure, but its all in there. All that dark. I'm not strong. I was just already weak. ...no? I should have been there for you properly last night. Dean should never have felt like he needed to come over. ...I want everyone to know you're safe with me. That I'm good enough (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ruby

ex_demonbloo908
2011-03-03 08:34 am UTC (link)

That darkness is there because of your past. Who you were before, remember? You've changed since then. You're still changing. You'd be weak if you chose to shrug everything you've accomplished away at the first chance to go back to doing what was easy. You're not. Not even now, when you've got all these animal based urges, like chasing down blood with your fries. That's not weak, in my book.

If they say anything about my safety to you again, you tell them that I felt safe enough with you - while you were a vampire - to go off and get myself stupid drunk. Am I dead right now? Have you attacked me? Did you let me wander off someplace when I came looking for your keys? I don't remember all the details here, but I'm pretty sure you dragged my ass to bed.

You're good enough. Dean's just in a crappy mindset right now.

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Sam

frostandsnow
2011-03-03 08:40 am UTC (link)

...why'd it have to be a vampire. I'm civil to the ones here. But I hate what they are. Its weak, its tied to that disgusting animal need and I don't like feeling it.

...I wasn't gonna let you go off. I'd never have let that happen.

...yeah he is, and I'm fine with that... Just it was on top of all this vampire crap. I'm sorry for burdening hungover you with Ruby's hatred of fangs angst

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Ruby

ex_demonbloo908
2011-03-03 08:50 am UTC (link)

I know you don't. But it's okay, all right? I'm gonna help you get through this. 'Cause I'm your husband. And a fairy.

No, you wouldn't have. Dean knows that, too. We all know it. You and me, we look out for each other. It's what we do.

Hey, I was pretty much kicking your vampire freakout outta the park last night with my drunken stupidity. Consider us more than even.

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	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-03 08:57 am UTC (link)
	Yeah you are. And it doesn't make me want you any less. I'll be proving that tonight if you leave off drinking for tonight. ...okay. As long as you think so and its me you come to when you need someone. I need to be a proper wife no matter what else is going on with me. We dont deal with problems well do we? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby ex_demonbloo908 2011-03-03 09:00 am UTC (link)
	...can we have sex right now? 'Cause my mom has this power to, like, tap into my emotions and I really do not want her getting into my...uh, emotions. I don't know how it works, actually, but I'm kind of terrified about sex right now. You're not a proper wife. You're the best wife. We do. Just not according to normal standards, I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-03 09:05 am UTC (link)
	You can tell her to...think away from us. Cause if she can shes already picking up that you want me. I dont know about best. i'm mostly a mess but I try. Whats nornal? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby ex_demonbloo908 2011-03-03 09:10 am UTC (link)
	DON'T SAY THAT! I DON'T WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I WANT YOU. You're the best to me. That's all that matters. Don't ask me. I've been living dysfunctional my whole life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-03 09:47 am UTC (link)
	You married me. I'm pretty sure she gets what that means a lot of. ... Thanks. For everything you do for me. I love you. And hey. Maybe I like dysfunction (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby ex_demonbloo908 2011-03-03 09:59 am UTC (link)
	My mom knowing about us having sex though? Every time? It's awkward. Really awkward. I don't think I'm gonna be much use to you in that department, just thinking about how awkward it'd be. I love you too, pocket ~~demon vampire dem~~ wife. Are you kidding me? You love dysfunction and we both know it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-03 02:33 pm UTC (link)
	Fiiine. I'll be good. You're depriving me you know If it helps any I always got the impression Oberon was kinda sexy? Some dysfunction! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby ex_demonbloo908 2011-03-04 05:25 am UTC (link)
	Awkward, Ruby. Besides, I don't even know if you'd be able to handle all that right now. Sex, I mean. You know how hard it was for me not to cut you open every time we got caught up in the moment? Plus, I might have some, like, terrifying fairy sex powers. Which would not be sexy. Our dysfunction is the best, though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-04 12:12 pm UTC (link)
	Can there at least be kissing, maybe a shoulder rub? We'll be good. ...see now I'm all curious about fairy sex powers? Damn right it is, we're amazing (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby ex_demonbloo908 2011-03-04 06:25 pm UTC (link)
	So basically you plan on getting me all riled up. You can't fool me. I'm really, really not. If there's something freaky going on with me right now - freakier than what's going on already - I don't wanna know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam frostandsnow 2011-03-04 06:32 pm UTC (link)
	You think I'd do that to you baby? Just cause you're depriving your wife? Fiiine. You're cruel (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)