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Tweak says, "Forever alone."

Rory (badasswings) wrote in valloic,
@ 2022-08-24 13:38:00

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I'm posting this because it seems to be a reoccurring theme on searches these past few days.

There's nothing wrong with being gay, or bisexual, or any other damn type of sexuality you identify as or are still trying to figure out if you identify as.

If it helps at all, there are a lot of people here who open about their sexuality, and at least some of us are more than willing to be someone to talk to. Reaching out is scary, I get that. But when you're ready, we're here.

If anyone makes you feel less than, or if someone judges you based on that, know that there's a special place in hell for them. Not the other way around. Celestials/gods/whatever you believe in don't give a shit who you love.

And Girl, Interrupted is a solid 90s movie. But that's like ancient history for me, so please debate.

Also, also, I need three cocktail drinkers at Lux ASAP. Testing out new ideas, need feedback. Sabrina, you don't count.

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	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 07:04 pm UTC (link)
	I guess. Probably doesn't matter anyway. Ain't like there's a lot of people out there looking to date a corpse made of vegetables anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 07:07 pm UTC (link)
	Have you checked out the population of Vallo recently? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 07:28 pm UTC (link)
	.... Okay, fair point. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 07:30 pm UTC (link)
	I take it wherever you came from was pretty shit in terms of accepting people? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	I guess. It's Tokyo in 1999, so yeah, I guess it ain't super accepting. It sure as shit ain't like this at least. I don't know, my old man gave me a girl's name so I'd ~~die early~~ grow up weak and shit, and it just sorta feels like congrats old man, you did it, look at your sissy kid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	LA in the future isn't quite like this either. Vallo is another level. A name doesn't make people weak or powerful. Your dad sounds like a dick. I'm sorry you had to deal with that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 08:10 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, well, he's dead now so ~~good ridd~~ ~~I guess I don't gotta~~ ~~I guess it's too late for~~ whatever. The name did what it was supposed to do, but whatever. Water under the bridge, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 08:11 pm UTC (link)
	Doesn't really sound like water under the bridge. The shit he pulled was not okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 08:49 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, well, ain't like I'm the only person who had shitty parents. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 08:55 pm UTC (link)
	That doesn't make it better or okay. Have you considered talking to anyone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	I mean, I'm talking to you right now, ain't I? Anyway, it ain't like it's my favourite thing to talk about, and I'm pretty sure dying a couple times is a good way to get over that sorta stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 09:06 pm UTC (link)
	I always figured dying would be qualify as trauma. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, okay, but piling new trauma on top of old trauma just buries the other stuff. Like burying a body. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	Linda would have a field day with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	Who's Linda? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	My cousins mom, slash unofficial official therapist to the celestial family. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	So do you go see a shrink? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 09:26 pm UTC (link)
	Are you kidding? My mother had me in therapy since before I could remember. Went through a phase when I didn't always show up, but grew out of it eventually. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 09:27 pm UTC (link)
	... Oh. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	Everyone is some level of fucked up. I'm pretty sure I was even told that even the first God (and the current one in my world) talked to Linda. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 10:38 pm UTC (link)
	Guess I never really thought about monsters going to therapy. Seems kinda ridiculous. But I guess you're the literal spawn of Satan, so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 10:42 pm UTC (link)
	I think our choices make us monsters, not necessarily what we are. Everyone has the potential to be one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-24 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	Pretty sure I fit the bill no matter what definition you're using. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory badasswings 2022-08-24 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	I can't tell if you mean that positively or not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katou \| Rory realnicemonster 2022-08-25 01:22 am UTC (link)
	Just as a fact, I think. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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