Elena Gilbert (thegilbertgirl) wrote in valarnet, @ 2015-01-20 21:56:00 |
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Entry tags: | anna of arendelle, caroline forbes, damon salvatore, elena gilbert, jeremy gilbert, lalna, tatia petrova |
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Finally had my first couple of dreams... they were pretty weird and I have this nasty cut on my shin, it's not bleeding or anything well not anymore I mean. And well I can safely say I'm not going to sleep for a few days, nope, nope, nope.
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It really was weird... these dream memories. Meeting Stefan for the first time it was pretty unsettling not to mention those exciting school crush emotions that came after that... very weird. Not to mention of course, also meeting Damon under similar circumstances a part of me just wanted to hold him and kiss him, to tell him that I loved him and like a dream I just couldn't. It was like I was in someone else's body and I was going along for a ride. Very John Malcovich.
I'm also worried about Jeremy, I know he's a smart kid and everything and I know that in reality he wouldn't be involved in drugs but if these dreams are suppose to be memories then I guess that means he was involved with them. It kinda makes me sad that he had to turn in that direction. I want to ask him if he ever thought of taking drugs now, let alone if he had the same dream as I did... super weird. But I know it in my heart that my brother wouldn't do that. I had to ride with that.
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