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Yamamura Sadako was mankind's end. (wheniamqueen) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2008-06-13 05:24:00

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sadako yamamura, sweeney todd

Who: Sweeney Todd and Sadako Yamamura.
What: Sadako gets her first scars ever.
When: Tonight.
Where: Sweeney's place in London.
Warnings: Gore and sexual themes.

Sadako wanted to see Sweeney, but she was honestly more curious about what he was planning for her. The taxi moved faster than her feet, and she was soon knocking on Sweeney's door, filled with anxious energy. Twirling strands of her hair around her fingers, she nervously shifted from foot to foot for him to answer the door.

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-13 11:12 am UTC (link)

Sweeney looked at the shimmering glint of her eyes welling up and he shook his head. He knew her, because she was in essence, quite like himself. He would've done it to himself, had he the ability to heal like she could, but he hadn't even considered going that far with his own body. The scars he held were more symbolic of his life than any design that could be put there intentionally.

He took a sip of the tea, testing its taste, and finding it different but not unpleasant, he nodded. "We all have our own place we find when pain comes to us. Mine is a spring morning, from in my youth." And then he said, "Relax and enjoy your tea. I'll get things prepared. Have you decided where it is you'd like to have a scar?" He asked, taking another sip from his cup.

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wheniamqueen
2008-06-13 11:16 am UTC (link)

The tea was excellent and it made Sadako almost visibly relax. She took a moment to stretch her legs out in front of her before bringing them back to their more ladylike positioning.

"I truly don't know. Does anyone get to pick their scars? Fate decides for you, so perhaps we'll have your blade decide for me. If she's to be cutting me, then let the artist choose her medium."

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-13 11:26 am UTC (link)

That, of course, was the right answer, and Sweeney had something of a glint of an impish smile on his face before nodding. "And I know just who will do it. You see, I wouldn't have my closest, dearest friends attempt this. They're artists, yes, but not of this caliber. I've got a new set of friends, and one's got her blade still intact. She's the true artist of the batch, I believe."

That said, he set down his cup and stood, his fingertips brushing over her shoulders as he walked past, before he pulled down a case he'd put up on a shelf. Bringing it back with him, he sat back down beside her and opened its lid, to reveal seven razor handles, one of which with her blade still in. "The sins and virtues. I'd wanted this set for my very own when I was still alive. Miss LeBeau was fortunate enough to find it in her search for my ladies." He explained, pulling out Lust/Chastity. The handle's forms were subtle in their differences, but the difference was there. Demure and delighted was Chastity, a perfect picture of poise and respectfulness in a woman, and on the other side, was Lust, almost a mirror image of the other side, save for the expression on her face and the fact she'd let her hair down, and had no clothes.

Sweeney smiled to the razor, "A beautiful lady knows a beautiful lady's body better than any man. She'll know where to cut."

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wheniamqueen
2008-06-13 11:31 am UTC (link)

She smiled at the idea of Sweeney getting new friends, and was actually as excited to see his blade as she was the end result. His blades and their handles were works of art, and the loving care he gave them warmed her heart a bit.

Sipping her tea, she nervously tapped a foot, waiting for his return. She was glad it wasn't long, and she was soon studying the box he'd brought back with him. Scooting nearer, she set her tea down on a nearby table and smiled broadly when he told her about the blade he'd selected.

"Sweeney, do you know what my name means? Ko is child. Sada means chaste. You could not have picked better if you'd tried." Surely it was serendipity.

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-13 11:43 am UTC (link)

"I wasn't aware of that." He said with a smile, setting the rest of the sins and virtues aside in their case, closing the lid to set the bladed one atop them just to look Sadako over. "Though it seems fitting for you, you seem to be a very chaste woman from all outward appearances." He knew better, though, hence the fact that the impish smile stayed in place.

"Finish your tea, go into that place in your mind where everything is comfortable and relaxed, pet." He said, the chill to his tone obvious then, as he turned away to make nice with the razor. He unfolded her, listened to the all-too-familiar ring of the blade against the handle. She had a different voice than the four he knew intimately well. It was a higher sounding ring than the ladies, more joyous, more lighthearted. She'd be perfect for this. "Light, luv, light." He whispered to her, and turned back to Sadako, his eyes closing as he trailed the back of the blade across her cheek, then down her neck, and to her collarbone, seeming to be listening, or waiting for a sign.

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wheniamqueen
2008-06-13 11:49 am UTC (link)

Sadako couldn't help but giggle when he commented about her name. To be fair, Sweeney, I haven't done what I did with you with very many men. She bit her lower lip and then smiled, her grin matching his.

Draining the last bit of her tea, she set the cup down and relaxed against the couch. She closed her eyes and thought about the garden in her backyard when she'd been a child, the verdant greenery and the way the cherry blossoms smelled in springtime. Her mind didn't even register the razor as it moved across her body, though her skin did, responding in gooseflesh.

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-13 11:57 am UTC (link)

The razor, seemingly on her own, stopped just below and between Sadako's breasts, and Sweeney opened his eyes and smiled. "A perfect place, luv." And with that, he nodded and slipped closer to Sadako, pressing his lips to the corner of her jaw. We'll need that shirt off, luv. And if you wish to be more comfortable, you can lay back here, or we can adjourn to the bedroom. Though all he said was her name in a whisper.

His own skin had chilled at the thought of it, the sensation of cutting, but not too deeply, of raising the flesh and seeing the blood and yet not killing the precious lady with which he could share his thoughts. It delighted him to no end.

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wheniamqueen
2008-06-13 12:04 pm UTC (link)

The gentle kiss made her eyes snap open, and she almost gasped for breath. Going to the place where she could fend off death always took a lot out of her, and she too a moment to collect her thoughts. You'd have more room to manuver in the bedroom.

She stood up and walked back toward his bed, unbuttoning her blouse as she went. Once arrived, she let her shirt fall to the floor, unhooking her bra shortly after. Arranging herself on the bed, she smiled a bit to herself, glad that she wasn't feeling at all modest.

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-13 12:15 pm UTC (link)

Sweeney looked over her body again, taking a seat beside her on the bed as he switched on the lamp on the bedside table for better lighting. His hand then slipped over her smooth skin and he murmured, just enjoying the feeling of her underneath his fingertips. "This will be bloody." He murmured, wandering off only for a few moments, just to go wet a rag and set it in a bowl, as well as get a towel to dab away the excess runoff. He returned a moment later, setting both the items down on the table before taking the razor back up, fingers tracing the area where the razor had indicated, getting a feel in his mind for how big the work area was, and the design he had in mind started to come into clarity.

He didn't hesitate as he set the tip of the blade against her skin and set down the first line, an arced cut, which was soon mirrored on the other side. The blade was sharp and barely needed coaxing to get a clean cut into Sadako's body. That delighted Sweeney, and he worked diligently to coax out the initial design, explaining in thought to Sadako what the process entailed, and included a little history behind what he was doing.

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wheniamqueen
2008-06-13 12:20 pm UTC (link)

She'd feel guilty later on that she hadn't really processed what Sweeney had to say; she was already in that lush green place again, her younger self already skipping and frolicking with reckless abandon.

But she was surprised when she felt the blade. Because of where she was mentally, because of her abilities, it felt warm, almost good. She murmured faintly, trying to pay attention without leaving her safe place, for fear that it would stop feeling so nice.

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-13 12:35 pm UTC (link)

The barber worked with precise understanding of how deep to cut, the blade only an extension of his arm as he sliced the skin easily, the first wing coming into full form. It was when he slowly started to peel away that skin around which he'd incised that his brow furrowed. It took special care to get her skin away from the rest of her without dealing excess pain. The blood obscured his view, and so he rinsed off the wound delicately, making sure he didn't press down while wiping off the red fluid.

He started with the second wing shortly after the first had been finished, working just as diligently as he would with any other task, focusing only on making the design perfect. He wouldn't scar Sadako or give her more pain than absolutely necessary. And he didn't want to have to ask her to heal it so he could start over. That would just reflect badly on himself in his own mind. The razor, however, seemed to know just what to do. She angled herself just right, getting the details in the right places. It didn't take long until he was working on the neck, head, and beak of the design, and he didn't even realize he was humming to himself.

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wheniamqueen
2008-06-13 12:39 pm UTC (link)

Sadako was trying very hard not to move, and she was surprised to find her normal safe place being replaced with loving thoughts of Sweeney himself. She was curious about what the finished product would be, curious about what was happening, so her brain created it for her. His humming had made her brain go in another direction, and she wasn't at all upset.

Instead, she sighed contentedly when he rinsed off her wounds, smiling in her almost dream-state. She could still send out missives, and she did. This is actually quite... lovely.

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-13 12:56 pm UTC (link)

His humming didn't stop as he responded to her, the tone of his thoughts coming in tune with the song he was murmuring as he worked. As are you, Sadako.

He worked on the tail of the Phoenix last, the cutting away of her skin had to be thin and precise in the details there, and he was looking very consumed by his job at that point, not scowling or depressed in any way. It was a look of concentration, but also of satisfaction. His job was almost complete, this work of art was nearly done. A few bits of skin later, he wiped the blood off the newly formed wounds on Sadako's body and admired it. "Lovely. Yes, that is the word for it."

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wheniamqueen
2008-06-13 01:00 pm UTC (link)

As Sweeney finished, she focused on the sound of his humming, letting it reverberate within her skull. She was surprised at how much contentment it brought her, and she found herself coming out of her trance as soon as he wiped off the blood. Gasping for breath, she winced, surprised at how painful the wounds were.

Should I heal them now, or would you like to admire them a while longer as they are? She was quick to deaden the pain receptors in her brain, so she could hold out a long while if he wished.

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-13 01:10 pm UTC (link)

As beautiful as the wounds were, pooling over with blood, he looked up to her and nodded, "Heal them over. There's no need for you to be in pain more than you've got to be." His fingers grazed across the skin nearby the cuts, and her blood ran off to join his fingertips. He had a small, dark smile due to it, rubbing the blood between his fingertip and thumb.

"I feel somewhat selfish, now. Taking your perfect skin and marking it all for myself." He wiped the blood off his fingers, before he wiped the blade of the razor down and folding her back up, setting her aside with a whisper of "Sleep now. There will be more art soon."

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	wheniamqueen 2008-06-13 01:12 pm UTC (link)
	Sadako healed herself, but she was careful to do so imperfectly - something she'd never done before. Her nose scrunched up slightly in deep concentration, focusing on creating scar tissue. After a few seconds she was finished, and she turned her head to look at Sweeney. "Is it ready? May I see?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fleetstbarber 2008-06-13 01:28 pm UTC (link)
	He put his fingers over the scar and raised both brows, nodding, "Go ahead." It was just as he expected it to look. He made a subtle gesture towards the mirror over near the closet as he stretched out on the bed, basking in his satisfaction. He looked her over again, just about as pleased as he could be with what he had done. "You are absolutely gorgeous." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wheniamqueen 2008-06-13 01:33 pm UTC (link)
	She pushed off of the bed, going to the mirror. Her fingers ran over the raised skin, smiling to herself. "It's... you really are an artist, Sweeney. This is lovely." Sadako grinned and moved back to the bed, laying down next to him, wrapping her arms around his waist. "I'm glad you think so." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fleetstbarber
2008-06-13 01:41 pm UTC (link)

He shook his head, "Art requires a subtlety to it that I've never learned to understand. I believe what I've done was meant to be done. My hand was guided." He put an arm around her. "Don't you see it in yourself? How lovely you really are?" He paused and then shook his head, "I suppose not. You've had a lot of people tell you otherwise."

He ran a hand through her hair, looking at her with half lidded eyes, "They lied to you." His brow knit as he realized something. He'd all but forgotten how pained he thought he'd be, laying in bed with a woman which was not Lucy, one he cared for. And yet, he wasn't. Here he was, content and relaxed and enjoying the company of someone who was quite kind to him.

"Sadako," he murmured, "why did you ask me to scar you?"

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wheniamqueen
2008-06-13 10:07 pm UTC (link)

Sadako smiled at how Sweeney believed in destiny, and it made her squeeze him a little harder. "I've had a lot of people tell me I am lovely. They just told me I was a monster at the same time." She smiled when he told her that she'd been lied to. "I"m glad you think so."

His question gave her pause, and she thought about it for a time. "All the other scars that could have been inflicted upon me were brought about by people who didn't understand me - those people who thought I was a monster. You understand me. You see me for what I am. I told you I'm fond of you."

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-14 01:48 am UTC (link)

Sweeney raised a brow, but then smiled coolly. "Sweet Sadako. Even fondness has its limits. There's a line that you crossed somewhere, from fondness to..."

He shook his head and pet her hair. "Never mind, hm?" Well, it was tough for him to consider that someone who didn't have any ulterior motives was in love with him -- someone he could trust, nevertheless -- and that he could easily see himself falling as well.

Though... What of Lucy? The sweetness and sunshine and light of his life?
He hadn't forgotten her. He just realized that wasn't his life, no more than any other man's life was his own. He looked into Sadako's eyes as he thought it over, and he then got another, smaller smile, and pressed another kiss to her lips.

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wheniamqueen
2008-06-14 01:57 am UTC (link)

She knew the word he left out of his sentence, but she didn't want to say it. It wasn't something that she thought would ever happen for her again, and even though she was quickly approaching that point she didn't want to speak it aloud.

His fingers gliding over her hair made her sigh contentedly, and she scooted closer. It wasn't hard to tell that he was thinking, and she forced herself not to pry into his thoughts. A surprise every now and then pleased Sadako - like the sweet smile he gave her, and the kiss that followed. "Yes, never mind."

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fleetstbarber
2008-06-14 02:11 am UTC (link)

Happiness frightens me. He was silent as he thought. No. That's not true, it's the fear of losing happiness that truly frightens me. And the apprehension of having it is stemmed from that. He traced the lines of the Phoenix's wing with his fingertip, brow furrowed. He wondered about it to himself for a while. Why fear it? What's the worst that could possibly happen to him in this world if he were happy? The world had grown softer, and there were reservations put in place so something like what had happened to him wouldn't be able to happen again. He closed his eyes and thought it through, as he'd been doing since he met Sadako.

He wouldn't want to lose someone so understanding, it would break him even further.

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	wheniamqueen 2008-06-14 02:19 am UTC (link)
	That's logical. She sighed when his fingers ran over her chest, and she reached out to run her fingers over his in return. I might be off-base here, but Sweeney, there's no possible way you could lose me. I cannot die, not really. She hoped that's what he'd been getting at, otherwise she was going to look quite the fool. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fleetstbarber
2008-06-14 02:33 am UTC (link)

He shook his head, "She didn't die, either." Not until he killed her at least, and that sent a pang of regret through him.

"Sadako, if I were to lose you, it would be at the risk of my death. Or the treachery of another man. Not because of you." He said, bringing his fingers up to trace across her jaw. "Though you're smarter than her, you'd see through that sort of deception."

He accounted the modern era for producing smarter women. ones which didn't have their men do the thinking for them. He smiled then and pressed a kiss to her forehead. "It's very late, I can hear the morning birds calling. You should get some sleep, pet."