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Tweak says, "Oh, that's why"

Abigail Keener (dancingdinos) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-04-10 13:38:00

Entry tags:

active: may parker, active: michelle jones, active: peter parker, active: tony stark, inactive: abigail keener, inactive: harley keener

abbie keener -- 003
[Filter to Peter Parker]
Hey Peter. Do you know everyone here? Or, like, most people here?
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[Filter to Tony Stark]
I owe you an apology. I'm having contrary and conflicting emotional reactions to being here and to certain conversations. I'm sorry for how I have been "speaking" to you. It's more a me thing than a you thing, but it's not fair.

I don't need a father figure the way Harley does. I mean, obviously he's my brother, but Mom checked out, and he raised me, and no one can ever replace that, or come close to matching it, even. I'm not unaware of the sacrifices he made for me. I know all about MIT, and I'm glad he has you and all of the others who know him and seem to love him. And I'm glad he gets to be 19 here and not have to worry about me as much.

But it's hard, too, because I don't have that bond with everyone. I know of them, but I never met them. And, like, on the one hand, I'm really glad he has that circle. But on the other hand, it makes me super jealous because he was my Harley first. Before you, before anybody, he was my brother.

And I hate that I feel this way, because he deserves a dad and people who will look after him as much as he looked after me.

So my reactions to you stem from that, and me hiding in my room or not being in the apartment is just because I'm trying to find a way to deal. I have trust issues and a fear of abandonment and a fear of being left behind and forgotten. I have ridiculous anxiety that makes me lash out and shut down.

I don't need you to fix this. I don't need you to pity me or try to buy my affection.I just need you to know.
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This is probably something I could look up, but I'd rather ask the hive mind: Is the Museum of Natural History still here, and do I have to pay to go in?

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	Abbie \| Peter dancingdinos 2020-04-11 01:24 am UTC (link)
	So he and Nate are brothers, genetically speaking? Thor has kids? Cap has kids? I think it's Jason Todd? I just caught his name in passing. Is he one of the good guys? Lots of alternate realities. Got it. My brain hurts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Abbie | Peter

fromyoutube
2020-04-11 01:48 am UTC (link)

Unless both Hawkeyes have different genetics, yeah. I don't know how that works. And he does. Or a kid. She's nice. And, yeah, he does, too. Like I said, this place is weird.

I don't know him well enough to say one way or the other. I think he was a superhero's sidekick for awhile, but I have no idea what he's like or when he's from to know if he still is or if he's retired or anything else. I'm sorry.

It's not so bad if you try not to think too hard on it. Ice cream also helps.

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	Abbie \| Peter dancingdinos 2020-04-11 01:55 am UTC (link)
	It's very weird, Peter. No sorry necessary. I was just curious. So brain freeze is the only cure (＾◡＾) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abbie \| Peter fromyoutube 2020-04-11 02:09 am UTC (link)
	It is. Apparently I exist in multiple universes ~~in multiple formats~~ so I get it. Okay. Yep! It's tasty, and you're too preoccupied with the taste and freeze to notice anything else. o( ^-^ )o (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abbie \| Peter dancingdinos 2020-04-11 02:11 am UTC (link)
	There's more Spider...people? Medicinal ice cream. Will that fly with your aunt and Tony? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Abbie | Peter

fromyoutube
2020-04-11 02:17 am UTC (link)

Yeah. Some of them are more Peters. There's one here who's another Spider-Man. There's at least one Spider-Woman, and another who calls herself Silk. I guess it's kind of a big thing? Big thing being... there are a lot of us. I don't know a lot else since those who did seem to know more left.

Do you feel that, Abbie? Is your throat sore, too? I think ice cream and popsicles help with sore throats. (╹◡◠)

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	Abbie \| Peter dancingdinos 2020-04-11 02:48 am UTC (link)
	Too bad you didn't know about this when Jonah Jameson outed you. You could've told them it wasn't you. It was a Peter from a different dimension! I have a feeling May would actually check if I'm sick and make me see the doctor if I faked a sore throat to get ice cream. (ᵔᴥᵔ) (Reply to this) (Parent)

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